A Real Mans Words To Live And Die By

My words mean everything, so I keep them.

I promise!

I promise to be there for you no matter what the situation. I promise to never hurt you physically, mentally or emotionally.

I promise!

What’s mine is ours. I’ll share these rare diamonds with you. The fabric of my being is 100% trust in you, honoring you and respecting you. With love so thick that you can wear it like a bullet proof vest. Level 3…

I promise!

To be there when your sick and stop everything to take care of you and your needs if you want me to. I won’t smother you. Never abandon you… Even if we lose everything I will love you all the way down to the homeless shelter.

I promise!

To make you heart sing a symphony everytime someone mentions me. A smooth time like “by by black bird”… My favorite song by “Billie Holiday”. A love that last forever and all night long.

I promise!

To be there for you and your kids… If you have any. I will love you all and provide strong bonds formed for us all to stick together as a family. Fairly and equally…

I promise!

I promise to be the only one you think of crowding your memories overloading your on going televisions sitcoms of us touching, caring and loving while staring into your eyes. It will be as beautiful as the love we make while we dwell on the same page of our own romance novel.

I promise you!

If you ever literally need my heart to live. I’ll take out my poket knife and cut open my chest digging in and handing you my still beating heart until I drop.

I promise baby…

I promise…

Are You Interested In Starting A New Fire With Me

Tell me… Is it wrong to want a women so bad? Is it a crime to spoil her with all the things she loves? Is it a problem to beg on my knees until they bleed for her tinder worth? Is it stupid to be in love with someone who you’ve never met in person? Would it be a bother to ask her can I call her?

Or should I just say fuck it… Why bother? Why chase after someone doesn’t even want you? Why be a fool for you? Why? Just to get my dignity crushed under the wait. Why even keep talking to someone who doesn’t even get your point or feelings toward it? Why talk to this person only to find out there probably already involved with someone or just doesn’t want anyone? Why talk to this person that can’t even tell how much you want them so bad?

Listen…

I don’t care about your skin color or religion. I don’t really care who you worship in their image. I don’t care about your wild and crazy past. I don’t care about the drugs you did or didn’t do in the past. I just want you!

I want your love to fly to me.

Be my guiding beam of a bed made up for us tomorrow morning.

I need every ounce of you cotton candy kisses of energy.

With your affections deep vibes sending shock trimmers arousing my interests.

I want to soul heartedly get to know all the things that make you happy.

I will hold you tight and bring you night when your having a bad day.

Everything will be ok…

When your tears drop…

Its ok to let them out.

I’ll grab every tear that fell and wipe my face with them to feel what it is that my love is going through.

True…. This is true…

I want to start something new with you.

I want to run you a warm bath and anoint you with a sweet sented body wash for a goddess.

I will do anything to please the true Queen of my hearts throne.

Will it be a bother if I asked you for a starting chance.

I won’t let you down…

Reaching For True Love

Love…

I want to feel you so..

All I get is your dail tone…

Always wanting something I truly never had…

Free me… So I… Won’t be… So…

Lifeless…

Wanting you…

The real you…

Undeniable…

Spark my interest for the best wishes from me…

I’ll pledge my eternal allegiance…

Love…

Needing and wanting to water your honored garden…

Walking past all the poison ivy with diplomatic immunity…

My trust is in you to guide me…

Put all the evil behind me…

Watch the wings grow and glow…

Feather trails all the way to the promised…

Wearing the fallen armor…

Hug me, touch me, kiss me, love me….

Love…

Let you and I join forces and bless the future together…

All I need is us the hands of determination…

Love…

I Hope You Know This

Just a feeling… I’m walking on warm beach sand with you to the kitchen. Last night I ran demolition of your easy mentions. I still got the finger nail scars on my back to prove it. I’ve never seen someone smile as hard as you when you looked over at me this morning and you asked me was I hungry.

I didn’t reply yet because you were smiling so damn hard that the sunshine from the window reflected off of your teeth temperary blinding me. It was bright like a projector showing A old black and white movie starring you and me. Then I snapped out of it when I heard you say “are you listening to me silly?”… I said back to her that morning… Whatever you just said to me just know in your heart that I’m staying.

She said…. Baby stop playing. I said… I ain’t playing. She said…. I love you. I said… I hope it’s forever. She said…. Forever… No need for hope just make sure that you always tie me up with your arms like strong rope when I need them the most.

I said… Forever!

She said…. Forever!

I Got Down On My Knees To Kiss Your Feet I Just Hope I’m Worthy Of You

Gummy bears from the corner store sweet with lots of sugar to give like you. I would never trade you. Im falling deep into your colorful nature. I don’t even know if you understand that you  crochet my non beating muscle back together with no hands or needles. I never ask for much. I’ve never been that type of man. All you seem to do in my life is meet all of my demands. The simplest like kissing me on my lips before and after you get off of work. I slowly return fire and let soft kisses burn into your minds wishes. Never shady and that’s my baby… You’ve got me sprung like the pop of your tongue before you speak. I love how it rolls like a snowball affect. Even if you make threats they’ll be sexy to me I bet. You motivate me like a real women is suppose to do. The passion and steam in our lives will never need to be renewed. I feel like I’m on an island with every rich necessity I need to over survive the highest tides.  Just you and me…. That’s who… Me and you… One hand on a stack of bibles I do… You know what I mean….. You know I can’t breath…                            You know….. How about me and you stay on the same team. This is not a dream I want you over me until we no longer breath. Turning me from the man I once was to the man I need to be. Concurring the highest cloud that is me planting a bright red flag for all to see.                                                             For all to see… All for me and you to be.

The definition of what we are missing…

From life…

Rejections…

Tought us lessons…

Know love out there…

Now love lives in us…

In us…

Just Doing What Needs To Be Done

The mind is not a plate for you to waste or misplace so don’t make no mistakes. Packing vans up when you ride out. Watching out for time out. Windows tinted with a screw driver in the ignition. Their on a mission. I guess you can call them the teachers of order that will be given. Place your bets and see who’s going to turn first. Spinning like a dradle, dradle, dradle…

Nah! They don’t play yo… This ain’t basic tv this is cable. He moved to soon and got a hole in his stomach like a navel. Quick thinking because they don’t retreat. All the options are violent dimming street lights on the beat.

Your spinal cord got ignored by the doctor because you didn’t have any insurance. Paralizing you… sterilizing you… Killing offspring like the summer time blossoming a deadly alliance between two vicious giants.

They had to hide all of there kitchen wear so they wouldn’t get cooked. In the back of the back listening to “Mobb Deeps ain’t know such thing as half way crooks”. Scared to death with bullet proof vests on there chests like a iron shirt. Blocking the speed of sound as the shells hit the ground.

War junkies… They mixed up gun powder and white rubbing it in there gums to live all night to fight for a peaceful cause till unequal walls barricaded the streets blocking off all that is deep and the sounds of boots marching in like troops then a great escape ensues. Over the rivers and through the woods popping out of the sewers with dark hoods. Turning all that bread into baked goods so their family’s wouldn’t be hungry anymore.

Crown Me or Drown Me

I gave it all away! All of it! Money, drugs, drinking, target practice and war tactics yet I still have the worst of the worst dreams. I’ve completly done the 360 like you’ve asked me to do. why do I feel like I’m on life support? A half dead vegetable. I still remain with the remains of old war trophies with no real gains. My body will never be the same from all the wounds and the severed nerve pains.

What was this change all for? I feel like I’m on acid trying to open my door. Struggling…. Only to realize the whole time I was on the floor. I’ve done it all exept reach this thing called happiness. Instead there was just more anxiety, disappointments and criticism of how I was used to living. Ive changed just to drown in the waters of the deep. Only to see there was no crown waiting for me. They say… Still I have to believe…