Can You Sign For This

Wrapped around you…

Wrapped around you as your spine…

Support…

You…

Everything your beautiful mind and above you…

With your love…

I can filter wine in to water…

Pure you…

That’s what I’m opening…

The blessings of your grips coursing through my blood stream…

Mmmmm…

Its a nyquil dream…

My indulgences in your katamine…

Ads to the presious  being spread on matress…

Knees feel like practice…

Legs that can’t walk afterwards…

Enchanter of clues left…

Phsycosis brain dead whenever your in proximity…

Jamming my body’s electronic signal…

Hair scented key lime…

It would be lies if I said you didn’t have my fullest attention…

Voices in my head stubborn as your lucky day…

Back wings of memory half naked…

I had to touch for more sensation…

Ear phones in your ears not in them playing…

Putting on a vibrant vibrations of show and don’t tell for me…

You show off…

You only show off around me…

Wild little pony digested me deadly…

My…

Little…

Pony…

I love the Extimulating haste of motion trying to comprehend…

Shape shifting my mind into paper plains expensive breitling watch…

The…

Sky’s…

Opening the paper to see…

“Love me or not…”

 

 

 

Respected… So Come Check It…

(Volume??? Fuck it! I can’t remember -26)

 

 

 

Judge me!

You think that you can’t be!

You banged that gable before you even sentenced me….

If you only knew the pain I was in…

If you looked into my chest…

You might just see what’s left…

Nothing!

Found guilty…

Before judgement…

Playing God when only God can judge us!

Me…

My color is not a race card…

Your honor……

Do you have a son or daughter?

Just think of him or her…

How would you feel if one of them were in this yellow D.O.C. jump suite?

Ignored….

Then…

A change of subject…

Looking at me as if I’m a test subject….

To see how fast we can break….

Us!

The whole jury except for 1….

Suprisingly………..

Looks just like you!

Life is just so fair!

It’s the best!

No!

Really Really!

I have so much to live for!

Hahahaha!

 

“Now back to the show”

Starring!

Me!

As chewed food that was never approved by them….

Spit out into the world with nothing…

Not even my family’s family passing down ownership to enything…

Oh ya!

I forgot!

They passed down a shit load of debt!

I’m verry thankful for…..

Not owning shit!

“Hey!”

“Just work hard and things will be better!”

“He he hehe..” 😀😀😀

Hell!

My grandparents worked hard. Raised there kids and some grand kids to .

For all those years and still died with nothing!

No will just empty percect prescription bottle…

We didn’t even need water!

We chewed dem!

The pain was still there!

Shittttt!

Funirals cost thousands!

Where I’m from…

Money only grows on hustlers…

Guess who paid for it all though?

So judge me…

When I come home after a decade…

I’ll be worst then before!

I went in….

Respect….

My….

G….

Living your whole life on earth fenced in….

Life

Well

For some

Is the prison…

 

 

 

 

One Night Strong

Something is in the air about you. Light showers like sprinkled sprinkles on sundays or Fridays. No hot days meeting with you face to face was sensitively sensational. We talked all night at times tables till that last bill wasn’t paid up. Footsys under the table bare foot. The platform that made our drinks warm.

Your conversations intelligence presistently influenced me. Really hoping this night could last longer. Don’t say goodbye even when you said nothing. Is what I told her. Looking like she wanted to cry. I asked her could she please think of me tonight!

“You!”

“I really like!”

She said…

Well I like you a little more.

“Don’t say goodbye!”

She said…

“Come home with me tonight!”

“I hope you don’t take me for a whore I’m in this because of the chemistry.”

Bunsen burners boiling water in my chest… That night we layed in her bed as the adults. Over top of the comforters realms of each others eyes designed for each others gazing pair…. All night releasing cuddles satisfied with no intercourse allowed. We both agree of it!

The morning tropics floor steam rises it…

Stress relief muscle re- sleepers under the feel of it…

That test we received almost failing but we past it…

Sex is great!

Times holding each others woe- a- constricters last forever!

Feels good to feel…

No longer a lost belonging…

Feeling her tears drop on my chest as I held her tighter…

Everything will be alright love……

No bye bye’s….

Only good nights…

Love…

 

 

The Bear Trap

You never watered the carnations I gave you.

True!

Your every breath up out staying.

Lingering!

Its whats left of your stress on me….

 

 

You ain’t never love me…

Planting the essentials of give a damn.

Never ever growing above me staying a seedling…

Truth or dare!?

“Dare!”

I dare you to tell your friends that I want to spend sometime with you to.

Truth or dare!?

“Truth!”

I believe that we could have been married those days.

Milking every bit of love out of this barley a dairy.

You waisted our time more.

Probably loving a new pair of shoes…

 

 

Truth!

You never loved me…

Truth!

I loved you so fucking much!

Giving you and yours everything I could!

Till…

I…

Had…

No more…

 

 

Can you see?

Do you?

“I’m talking to you!”

IT never even mattered….

Your love was always hard of hearing…

Love that never listened to me…

 

 

“Baby!”  “Baby!”

“I need this and can I have that!”

“My kids need this and my kids want that!”

She would say….

 

 

My heart always heard your every request…

Lips were never to chapped to say yes…

My damn feet ache!

The moving and grinding I did constantly…

You never loved me…

We were never a lit match…

Rougher than rugby…

 

Eyes Open…. Mouth Closed… Ears Listening…

I opened a book foe the first time…

It spoke to me in Sagittarius…

My salvation was under my mattress…

Into real…

You couldn’t see me with braille system…

Whatever…

My wisdom came from real men…

I learned all the things mistaken…

My mind stays full clothed…

It could never be stripped naked…

Scars all over my back from tungue lashes…

Never raise your voice at me…

Take the base out like this was a date…

Sending my sulute to all the “urban based street organizations”…

Bloods

Piru’s

Crips

8-tray

Hoova’s

Grape street

Bounty huntaz watts

B.G.F. Comrades

D.M.I.

A.T.G.

G.D’s

Vice lords

4ch

Black P Stone Rangers

Latin kings

S. D’s

Mikey cobras

Black Diciple Nation

Black souls

New breed’s

Spanish Cobras

M.S. 13

Manic Latin Diciples

18th street

 

If I didn’t sulute you… My apologies Sinser…

Don’t hate me…

I’m barrowing the states key. Up and down “I 95″… South to north and back and forth… All my soldiers and political prisoners unite… The children from broken homes or no families at all… Never had loving relationship… Wasn’t ever tought. Remember to have patience. Listen to the old man speak heart!

Love

For

You

All!

Let us thank him for our food!

Amen!

 

 

 

 

 

Respected… So Come Check It…

(Volume 3)

 

 

13 years old…

Tec 9 hanging from a she string…

No gold chain…

That was my lucky charm…

“Just what type of shit you on?!”

A hour away…

I can hear my name said…

I see dead people…

For real! I couldn’t even think! Sirens from body’s dropping. Not even getting a chance to run from an duck! P 90. And Ak 47. Bullets seem like they never end… Running in to casualties like undercover narcotics vans…..

Narcotics… Riding as high as “fat Charles” ass! Mascot for the RU’s. So in a way I helped create the rules and sanctions to… If I catch eny white beard comming down my chimney! That’s history… I got ya milk n cookies right here!

Pow Pow Pow!

Where mista nice guy could be a killer on the low. That person could be sitting rite by you in church… A place I don’t go…

My P.O. box was Roxbury road M.D.! Plotting in penitentiary… Behind slammed doors locking in elementary…

Hearing that it’s all about the money. He told me… So don’t take it personally…. he put the gun up to my mental… My crazy ass was laughing! It jammed hard like a good song. That pastor sang sad songs for him at his funeral. They said he was a good man! Weeks ago he was trying to kill me…..

He!

Was!

My!

Best!

Friend……

My tears never fell for him… So I never trust faces familiar…  I adopted war orphans I never knew… I rased them all to be true.

Truthfully…

I was a goon to…

 

 

Respect…

My…

G…

No lovely days… Razor blades cutting cookies of hard cain. On the back of the toilet…. From poor to rich then poor again! Struggling to get the power in the house turned on for me and my siblings! Feel the pain in these sentences!

I…

Was…

Able…

To…

Do…

If you shot at me… I Damn shore was going to shoot at you!

Foot Steps Behind Shadows

A stalker!

Became my love…

 

 

Bright eyes always watching me…

When I turned to peek over my shoulder…

I don’t see her…

 

 

I no shes…

Always following me…

Sent of violent nitric oxide…

 

 

Her hair was not dead…

It’s dyed…

Jet black…

At first I thought it was a wig…

 

 

Walking through a nearby store…

In every Isle…

I could her here soundless voice…

Ecco location…

 

 

“How can I approach him…”

“How can I be his baby bunny”

 

 

I don’t like animals…

She herd me…

I asked her…

Why are you following me?

 

 

She replied in some sort of poetry…

 

 

I only follow stars around my galixy. My attractions to Mars. I’ll let devour me…

Put me in your hands soft like snow on Pluto’s teeth. I just want to hold on to something that I can never reach…

 

 

Then I pulled her in!

Kissing her with passion!

That was just living in me…….

 

 

 

The Tulip That Picked The Man

In reference to you…

You know who…

You know how…

That deep smile….

Not a ounce of negitivity in you…

For miles…

“Miles Davis” music…

Your appearance as my special guest…

Guess what!

Needing people to understand…

Love cannot be bought…

Truth!

If you have the patience to…

Walk to your average destination…

Then you will find that…

Loving someone is not a waist…

IT CANNOT BE WAISTED!!!

Even if it doesn’t work out…

You will no what you have a taste…

For….

Flavor…

My friend…

For she is awakening…

Me to…

Heart pulsating…

Her aroma therapy skin…

She….

Has to be…

The one…

She has to be for…

Who?

Sweet Yet Simple… Showing My Demples

Wild fox…

Maximum morphine…

Layed back…

You do everything…

 

Clueless…

Temptress yes…

Put my thoughts in reach…

Then snatch them back…

When you leave…

 

I always come back…

My only loved one…

Squeezing you till you burst for me…

Aiming mornings extra extra…

Loving you at 1000 degrees…

 

Home left me today when you left…

Irritation…

From the dryed up tears itching my face…

Say good bye before jumping hurdles…

Puppy eyes staring out the window…

Waving good bye…

Good bye…

Waving…

 

You blew me a kiss…

Red lipstick sat on my timple…

Safe!

 

Respected… So Come Check It…

(Volume 2)

 

 

The wall of the dead… That’s what they call it. On the wall right by the corner store. Truth is that I should have been on that wall many years ago.

Stabbed…

Jumped…

Beat up by more then twenty men sorounding me….

Shot…

Body aches from being hit by a few cars…

Intentionall!

Scars that my ex- Ms would lick on during sex… Tombstons in my night sweats… Seeing my name on the cover of it. No flowers in front of it… Just empty 40 ounce bottles of old E -800..

Bullets of every caliber… Burgandy and Red bandanas folded left on it…

Bring it on!

Let me see how the worst of it… Can… Get… Over seeing it all from failed murder attempts… Trying to live right in this fight… When temp agencies set us up with jobs out somewhere far.

A un -simple weeks worth of work. Yet you only received five percent of it. Nobody can live on fifty dollars a week! All that back breaking work shit is just a scam by the government!

Wake up!

Free labor to make corporate and union businesses richer off our backaches… While the government gets there cut of it!

YOU WILL RESPECT ME!

I grabbed the boss by his shirt! Twisted it for better grip! For the words that breached his lips threw some reckless tones at me! Then I punched him in the face simotainiously! Blood all over my dirty four leaf clover!

A nigga wit a attitude foreal!

Fuck Ice Cube and Dr Dre! I was really out there twisting my fingers! Puttin in work for the gang!

I was about fourteen!

When they tryed to hit us with conspiracy… Rico laws = Marshall law for black or Hispanic men and kids… Just for trying to feed them selves or there families.

We don’t do it cuz we want to…

We do it cuz it the only option…

You don’t see me rapping over a microphone about it. I might be dumb but I ain’t stupid like cupid…. Me telling the truth = indictments…. Three tinted caravans pull up on the corner infont of us…

While we were taking orders… If you no what I mean… Big men with black mask! Chain link badges with MP 5s with the laser beems!

They came to only snatch up me… through me In plastic flexi cuffs. It wasn’t for drugs though and I already knew why they came. In the back of that van…. I’ll never forget the way they beat the hell out of me… All the way to the homicide building down town… Lol!

Respect!

My!

G!

A ankle bracelet, bible and rosery = me still speaking…