(Another oldie)
Love was never easy to keep for a guy like me.
I was always In the hood ready for war.
Outside with boots laced ten toes down.
Your lips whenever you would smile.
All I wanted to see.
Even If It was for one last time.
If I could see you face to face right now.
I would pull you so close to me!
Wrap my arms around your waist!
Pick you up in the sky!
Then kiss your soft moist lips.
Priceless were those times.
I spent with you.
Oh how brief they were yet unforgettable.
I knew you were the one for me!
I was also one with the streets.
I can remember when I went on that iron vacation up north.
It was cold…
I was lonely…
Yearning for your affection…
Your letters to me…
I would read over and over…
That was enough for me!
That was all I needed!
Thank you for caring!
Your last letter…
The lowest day of my life…
Dead I was Inside…
At the same time…
I was understanding to your needs.
Wants that I couldn’t give to you.
My circumstances…
I still remember your last words…
“I’m sorry.”
I was alone once again.
I didn’t cry though…
I promise you…
I just started reading more eating, gaining weight and exercising!
To get you out of my head…
Time passed…
I came home with nothing but a screaming hole in my heart…
I never saw or herd from you again…
Crumbling my young heart…