That Same Day You Hurt Me

I love by the senses…

Some where I know you exist…

 

Mates soul…

Meet that man you’ve been dreaming about…

 

Sequence of capturing in stages that you are there…

Falling into swollen arms…

 

Stolen your visions to find you…

Where…

 

Feasting on your first steps…

Only I can hear…

 

Cleaning my lost up…

I thought I lost ya…

 

Walking past bright red…

Let’s me no your subject to being the other pair…

 

I just want to…

Make love to your spacious information…

 

You found the trail that I left…

Picking up ever memory you never had for me…

 

Yet……..

Now you know where my hearts residents…

 

is….

 

 

To you who thought the worst. Times in times out. When I remember you were the one with sound. You were the one far from my tendons. A tenant of mind sex. Was it the illistration of an illusion. One day your there… The next day where! Stop holding out and I’ll stop holding up….

 

 

 

“I’M WARNING YOU ALL THAT MY NEXT POST IS GOING TO BE MY LONGEST POST EVER….. SAVE YOUR TIME…. SO DON’T READ IT…. LOL”

Clipped Hang Nails

Yern to the Gemini with hands out help me out…

Minds so small equivalent to a Flax seed…

I begged them not to quiz me…

Pop Quiz opened up eyelids…

Eyes with tears trying to understand why the Gemini is smoking…

Trojans of the west crossed in to the east making a mess…

THE TROJANS MADE IT BACK!

Students of the Gemini are all underground with a diploma in hell…

I’ll see you when I get there…

To do the same!

Show up as a Co host again…

High Praises part #2

“high praises to the love In yalls hearts”

 

 

To all the women who stand up for the men like us…

This is the last thing I’ll say…

I just hope you can understand me…

 

 

A mans heart isn’t determined by what he has or the wrong he’s done.

A real mans heart is determined by him protecting his loved ones.

The sacrifices so everyone else can get what they need first.

His will to stand tall for his family wrong or right!

Taking risks for us if needed.

His word is his bond solid.

His actions not his vocals.

For Example!

Showing his love rather then saying it but when he says it he means it…

His ambition to make things right from his wrongs.

To Tell the truth even if it hurts.

To listen, take care of you in sickness or bad heath.

and more………….

 

 

To all the real women left!

Thanks for your love! Believing men like us can be better! Helping us and never belittling us because you may have more together.

Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart!

Our hearts!

 

 

MAN!

To the guys who have this RARE type of situation… Don’t abuse it! Feed it nurture it and keep her! Don’t lose her!

By here excepting you…

That’s the biggest blessing!

Peace!✌

 

THE END!

High Praises part #1

“TO THE LOVE IN YOUR HEARTS!”❤👏

 

To the good women!

The real women!

To the women of a dying breed!

Don’t die on me!

Don’t die on us!

 

 

Hey!

If your man treats you right. Even if he’s a have not. Low income or no income. Till he gets the pavement under him. The momento to run on his feet.

I’ll leave it at that.

Raise you love at the card table…

When you look at a man for what he’s got. The promotion from his good job. The best of income… Great school education with no traces of incarceration. High chances are that this man can be the one for you or the one who breaks your heart.

Not saying all men like this☝. I’m saying that it’s more statistical for these types to be arrogant assholes who only care about there needs.

Hidden Gems!

The over looked hidden men. The men who need good women by there sides. Some love and attention deminishes the hot side. The women that leave motivation for you on a clean plate…

“Loyalty is Royalty!”

How I see it…

They ignore and judge the have not or hard knock… Judged before even met or to see where his head is mentally. Over looking can also lead to a something having, nothing ass man….

Something…

Having…

Nothing…

Ass…

Men….

 

I feel like a man wounded by life… Will appreciate the angel in his light more. When all he ever experienced was devilish torture. Wounded beyoned life’s choices. No Choices with out excuses until you’ve lived were that mans shoes were…

Please…

Don’t judge us by facial expressions or gold teeth… By the minimal options left he’s had… Leading him to be a over looked nothing. When he actually might be more intelligent then you think….

When…

He…

Acually…

Might…

Be…

More…

polite…

And…

Intelligent…

Then…

You…

Think…

 

God bless the hand full of women!

Who don’t care!

About that!

And care!

About us!

Still loving her man unconditionally no matter what they say…….

Thanks and high praises to the ones that are!

 

 

TO BE CONTINUED😎👌

 

To Be Known… the flip side

Oh!

You no that I spares nobody…

These men to………

FFfwwwooohhhh!

These dudes….

 

 

Hey…

I don’t judge…

50 years old mid life crisis in the club dressed like he 22 years old… Try to get a 18 year old to go home… These type Mah fuckaz are cold!

You expected her to stay home with you… “SHES FUCKING 18 YEARS OLD!”

 

 

To them compulsive lieing over the littlest dumbest shit Mah fuckaz!

“Do you have eny kid?”

Naw baby!

What type man can’t be honest about something so precious in there life…

Dumbass!

 

 

To them Mah fuckaz that always talk about what they got… When they can get you… Yet his Benzo got repo yesterday… It was a 2007 at that…

Fuck outta here!

 

 

Mah fuckaz fresh to death but only has 2 sets of close that he paid some young girl to boost for him…

smh!

 

 

Oh lord!

Oh lord!

Fake rough guys!

Look…

You got to keep it real man…

Seriously!

Be yourself….

Everyone ain’t a fighter or shooter…

Please…

Don’t die for something you faking to be…

Seriously…

 

 

“Oh baby..”

“She just my best friend stop trippin!”

Oh but let her even talk to the cashier at buger king to long. You ready to fight her and him….

Mah fucka!

She treating your broke ass to a double wopper with onion rings…

Fuck Outta here…

 

 

He still married but didn’t tell you…

He has a venereal disease but didn’t tell you…

He broken up with his girlfriend a week ago but he told you its been a year…

He lied saying he got locked up…😒 He came home with no booking and processing papers…

He was some place where he shouldn’t have been…

 

 

Liers, cheaters, creeps, pimps, womanizer, abusive, Take advantage when she inebriated and impaired instead of helping her get home or putting her in bed…

 

 

My favorite!

Baby as soon as my money get right we gonna get married…

Look…

She was there when you were broke as fuck…

She still with you….

You still broke as fuck!

That’s a real woman who loves you man regardless of his bad luck….

So you should definitely propose to her ASAP some how…

A fucking ring pop!

Whatever!

That’s a rare one!

When she’s gone she’s gone man…

“That’s a real women!”

Staying by her mans side regardless!

“Helping him one day at a time…”

Baring with you and all your problems!

She loves you man!

 

“Shiittt I’m actually bout to write about this to pay homage to good women…”

My definition…

So don’t steal mah shit!😠👈

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

 

 

To Be Known

Insite…

To be site…

To me…

My site…

Isnt as mere sighted as I thought…

I merely lost contact…

Hand I corrdination got sanctioned…

To my surprise…

The day…

I seen you…

I Knew you’d be my wife…

Things I’ve learned…

In life…

Your eyes…

Can tell you a…

Lie…

Please…

Read this…

Pay close attention…

Feeling is a sence that…

That the almighty blessed you…

WITH!

Use it when it fits…

Yet that can lie to…

Insecurities are a bitch…

They can be trip wire…

Exploding your relationship…

When communication…

Is something that…

You can never miss…

Listen to each other…

You will learn…

That the heart…

Isnt a myth…

Mythology is…

Social media…

Brain washing…

The kids…

See the script and…

Read it…

This is all the design…

To make love a crime…

He got caught cheating…

She got caught cheating…

All perceived over…

What the eyes see….

That!

Of what you perceived…

Went straight to the brain…

Like drugs……

“MESSAGE”!!!

Turning lovers aginst…

Each other…

One another…

To another…

A virtual virus…

Infiltrating the curiosity…

Sides of the brain…

Clechie…👇

If it ain’t broken…

Your relationship…

There is nothing…

Your relationship…

To try to fix…

Love each other…

Stop focusing on the…

Negative shit…

love one another!

Stop focusin on the negitive…

SHIT!

It’s brain washing…

 

 

Look guys and gals…

Another thing…

If you no…

That your chances…

Of cheating…

Are high…

Stay the fuck Outta!

A RELATIONSHIP!

If there is a disloyal…

Cheating feeling in you…

DON’T FUCKING GET MARRIED…

You haft to be honest…

Stop making dumb fucking…

Promises!

Remember what goes around…

Can come around and…

Jodo chop you in your fucking neck!

Seriously…

If you gunna cheat…

Or play with hearts…

Women or man…

Stay the hell apart…

Keep having your walk of shames…

And one night stands that you…

Will eventually regret…

Having “casual sex” with a stranger…

You just met…

Hey….

I don’t judge…

 

Just keep your Mac Donalds sea salt fries, cheap vodka breath. With bad make up on! Looking like someone shot you in the face with a paint ball gun… Slippery when wet tattooed on your inner thigh that you got at 15 trying to be rebellious. Fake ass good personality… You go to there apartment and theres 10 locks on the door! None of them work…. You old “He’s just my cousin”  and you fucked em 2 weeks ago ass dummy….

Oh…

I ain’t judging…

Just stay ya wild ass away from me…

 

 

 

 

Wonder Years

Please don’t take me for a fool girl…

But I’m really into you girl…

All the things that we can do girl…

But my interest are in you girl…

 

For the era… A new light appears in my scan… This is my dream of light years… Wonder years… “Winnie Cooper” skin…

To be close and closer to me… You’ll see the original Ora dripping off me… Originally!

Im…

Am…

To…

Real…

For…

A…

Human…

Being…

I swear I can’t be handled… They always assumed I was up to no good… Just because I love to be myself… To myself… Quiet calm and collective… I don’t fuck with Everbody so when I want to see you… I’m needy… Rejected!

 

I need a martians love… Give me that out of this world astrology vortex… Open up to my bloodline… We don’t birth no chumps…. 100% USDA Beef of a real nigga blood bank distributor…

She…

Puts…

Her…

Trust…

In…

Me…

No copyright infringement! Its me speaking the truth always… Even in sentences… Pen on fire with love for a shooting star… Way up from the bottom! I’ll hold you up! On sad Days! I’ll hold you up! In snowstorms I’ll keep you warm like chinchilla… Sorry animal lovers but I’m a animal to… You feel me…

A animal for you girl…

What you want me to do girl…

I’ll always be true to you girl…

I just need some proof girl…

 

That you need me like I need you!

Just Tweaking The Ears…

Ya ya!

Ya ya!

Watch your step…

I’m on fire…

I’m up next

 

 

Ya Ya!

Ya ya!

Salmon colored…

Facing dating deprived…

Of…

Ya ya!

Ya ya!

 

 

Telegraphic is the mind…

Super surprised…

To see what’s inside…

Ya ya!

Yatta Yatta…

Good bye…

 

 

Brushed up aginst me…

Paint blushed…

Pardon my silver erection…

Roped off rushed…

Ya ya!

 

 

Problem Matic…

Automatic…

Systematically stranded…

Damn casualties…

Ya Ya!

 

 

Yatta yatta!

let’s cut to the chase! Challenged by heavy weights! Stomped them out like forest fires! Stomped them flat like crepes!

 

 

Amazing!

One voice can build a whole empire or bring it down! Mentally The Mayor of myself! How many gunz to may head that were Impotent! Blasts loud Motown!

 

 

Converting!

Boys to men! Basically put some base in your voice man times ten! Now they’ll listen! Talk when spoken to! face to face eavesdropping to here there intense pocket more intention!

 

 

Tripods!

Birds all fly in pairs! Only got one when I paid for two! That was a great relationships last air! Formed aginst me never prospered! Your still a prospect! Trying to be a thrones heir!

 

 

Wait…

I can’t think with that chainsaw in my ears! Wood chippers with red paint! Painted my mind with more hate! Wars can be stopped with understanding plus love! That’s what I’m after! So pass that black glove…

Ya ya!

Ya ya!

Im all in for new peace and love……….

 

 

 

 

Pages Of Deja Vu

My dreams when I lay hung from trees from painted face.

Will I ever grow traces of lifes born crisis in order to let go of my camouflaging?

Shaking in a corner with news papers on the floors.

I saw ever homicide I’ve seen…

Faces I can’t ignore…

From 5 to the age now at my door…

The race car crash past!

Cell extractions with batons, shields and mustard gas…

They used chemical warfare on us…

Now that’s what I call domestic terrorism…

Pissed off ready to hurt enybody in my vision…

They took away all my priceless valuables…

Even the pictures of my family members…

Mistaken identity on identified the right rong guy!

They planted dope on us and fucked up our records…

Being on a wanted list at 14 was my ambitious way to make bad memories…

They all payed…

I’m still in pain whenever I do finnaly sleep…

Dried up tears on my black pillow cases try to still fit in as a civilian.

I still get anxiety from hearing certain noises…

Still judged when they don’t even no him…

Ask him…

He will tell you…

Just stay for a while and I’ll give you my story…

Little Ms Rugged… part blah blah blah straight to the point…

Ok…

Now…

 

Little Ms Rugged…

Little Ms Rugged…

Under the spiders wing now!

The spider tought her a lot of things…

The spider show her tough love…

All into respect and never hurt her…

 

Ever….

 

THE SPIDERS LIST OF DEFENSE….

The spider connected with Ms Rugged because the spiders life was fucked up to as a child…

1. the spider tought her to never let no one hurt her… No man! No women! or athoritys!

2. the spider was very strict on education. The spider had her enrolled in school…

3. the spider tought her all forms of combat and self defense…

4. the spider didn’t tolerate no forms of disrespect… Ms Rugged was tough the same. Plus morals, self love, respecting herself and body. respecting respecting respecting others.

5. Alot of other shit that made her unstoppable.

 

She looked up to the spider as a mentor and father figure.

Thanks to the spider.

She was able to smile again.

The spider was nowhere near perfect.

The spider had went to jail.

The spider left Ms Rugged 57thousand dollars.

The spider said he’d be back soon.

Ms Rugged cried.

At the same time she knew it was the way of our life.

Ms Rugged took care of the spider the whole time in prison…

Released when she was 18- or 19…

That same 57thousand the spider didn’t expect back…

Ms Rugged tripled it using some of the spiders tactics…

The spider was proud and gave Ms Rugged a big hug…

Then she cried…

The spider said pick your head up…

No cry zone here…

 

 

Little Ms Rugged is now the owner of two businesses. She left her state. Went to another. On the way to getting her masters degree…

Little Ms Rugged has a child, engaged to a good guy who cares for her dearly. Till this day she never forgotten the spider. In fact! Everytime they talk she referrers to the spider as grand dad.

Lil Ms Rugged…

Sat on her tuffet…

In a fucking Nice house with a pool in the back!

To little Ms Rugged!

Grand dad still loves your dumb ass!

lol…

Well in a fairytale way…

Because ummm…..

This is a fairytale….. 😉

 

THEE END!