Little Ms Rugged… part 1

“Gather round lil children!”

“It’s fairytale time again!”

 

 

Little Ms Rugged…

Sat on her tuffet…

Was defiled by a puppet…

At a very young age…

 

Little Ms Rugged…

Was tormented by bullies…

For being a whore…

Till she wouldnt even go to school no more…

 

She was 14 turning tricks…

For her pimp…

All night…

Till daylight…

 

See, they called her a whore…

All the time…

Short skirts…

To catch a older mans eye…

 

She hated her self so much…

She wanted to die…

She would cry late nights in tights…

Breath smelling of salt and wine…

 

 

Till…

 

Along came a spider…

Well I mean she came to him…

The spider said to her…

“It’s 4 am…”

 

“Little girl it’s cold our here…”

“Fuck is you doing!”

She said I’m working!

Do you want me or not or just keep on moving?!

 

The spider was a strong one…

Who was none for being a violent one…

He was also a spider of respect…

The spider reach in the back of his car…

 

Gave her a jacket, told her go home…

She cried and said I cant…

My master is who I owe…

 

The spider said “get in the car…”

“Show me your master..”

“I’ll pay your way  to go on…”

“I won’t let you stand out here alone…”

 

 

 

 

 

Is It Ready Now?

“explicit 18+” Or do whatever the hell you want… I’m not a role model…

 

Frozen cups…

Frozen cups…

Can I lick your frozen cup…

 

Dove in what I can remember…

As I stroke and lap up your sentence…

I got that business you been looking for…

For shore…

This ain’t no ordinary love…

“Sade!”

One of the songs I played…

While I lick that frozen cup full of fruit flavor…

Raining hard…

Making the bottom of my beard glossy!

I…

Like…

Explicit no expenses about…

If you like it I love it…

The more you want…

It…

hmmmm….

I no that I turned you out…

Addict to them lips between drug codeine…

Every lick…

Every lick…

I think it’s you that turned me out…

Toes pop and crack…

I hope I don’t give you arthritis…

It’s alright here…

I told you don’t take your eyes off me…

But the blinds on your eyelids are stuck…

Closed for the night…

Licking…

Sucking…

taste testing the raw for quility…

I told you this Is a drug…

Uncontrolled substance…

Damn…

My first charge…

I must say…

All I want to do is lick that frozen cup…

Fruit juices stain my shirt collar while you twist, trying not to holla…

Out…

Fuck!

I shouldn’t have worn a black shirt today…

Frozen cup…

Frozen cup…

Can you stay home today?

Outstanding Till The End Standing…

So much to say from antisocial voices…

I’m the voices of them that tryed to speak…

Idolized by street codes I’ll never break…

I’ve broken, fractured the homes I’ve never loved…

Homes to groups that never loved me…

How the fuck is this home…

I lived in the terror dome times…

The way I travel is true…

The day I battle…

Its me…

I’ve battled myself…

Losing each time…

Why do I do this to myself…

Self worth is worth pennies…

No one can ever get me out of my debt…

I’ll ransom myself off…

 

 

The Bottom Of The Chesapeake

Easton!

Sea side…

Eastside…

Peace signs…

These times…

I hit…

Rewind…

Sometimes…

So I…

Can be fine…

Thoughts…

Refined…

Sparks…

Tea time…

For you…

You and me time…

Let’s getaway…

So we can be…

Fine…

I slow toned…

My thoughts…

My dreams…

My dear…

Watched dears…

Doe and buck…

You held my cup…

Sipped it…

Spit it out…

Saying…

What’s this!?

I told you…

Don’t pick it up…

Easton shore…

Before I Phones And Push Start Cars

Gradma always told me to aim past the sky.

If you fall…

Don’t you cry…

Pick ya ass up and climb…

“You ain’t never lied!”

“You ain’t never lied!”

 

They told me she was bad for my life…

I ignored them all…

That Bad end result…

It was my fault…

I still thank all you guys…

“You ain’t never lied!”

“You ain’t never lied!”

 

That old man told me watch my back…

I told him I know about that…

That same man that I called family…

Took some shots at me…

Some days later…

He was toast…

“You ain’t never lied!”

“You ain’t never lied!”

 

When I was young…

I lost my first love…

She took her own life…

I cried for months…

Ill never forget…

Hearing the things they did to her…

She use to tell me she loved me…

At that time I never knew what that was…

She warned me bout this shit…

I guess I moved to slow…

Girl….

“You ain’t never lied!”

“You ain’t never lied!”

 

I got into a fight…

Over something so petty…

I came back to take his life…

Big so and so was tellin me…

“Don’t do it…”

He’s done already…

“You ain’t never lied!”

“You ain’t never lied!”

 

There was romance in a street meeting watching me like her favorite program. She was more than the apple of my eye. That same eye was hers for the taking.

My love was hers for the taken…

I was never use to dating…

Concealing big hand guns in her purse…

Going into the movie theaters…

I was bad for her…

She didnt care how I was feeling…

I told her…

To save her…

From me…

I had another girl friend…

She didnt believe me…

She knew me….

 

“Oh shit!”

I went off subject!

 

It was his corner at first…

Then it became mine…

The next day…

Someone told me…

“Man you need to slow down!”

Two days later I got Questioned by homicide…

“I ain’t never lied…”

“I ain’t never lied…”

Red Robbing Hood

“A friend of mind ask me to try my hand in fairytales or fiction… Same shit to me… I’ll try to keep this short sooo…”

 

#1

4 men…

Or maybe 5…

Who’s counting…

1 just came home from prison to a unlivable situation…

He had no pations!

He got a team together quickly…

He became tired of starving!

Guys from the neighborhood began to join him…

They came together and robbed everything and stole it…

 

#2

No ordinary thieves though…

They never robbed there own kind!

Petty money or drug guys…

They where more into robbing banks…

Splitting the money up.

Taking care of There neighborhood…

To Helping the poor who were struggling…

 

#3

2 of the guys from the 1st group got greedy…

They formed a new crew with outsiders…

The others that were in the old group.

They had enough cash to retire…

The old group left there city to fly some place higher…

The two greedy men adoped 2 others  others…

They got to full from eating to much supper…

 

#4

The big bad wolf came and blew there houses down…

Then took them all in custody…

The went back upstate to the big house…

No one snitched!

There damn near doing life sentence!

For over doing there work of stealing.

 

#5

The man who first started the team in the beginning…

He came from nothing!

Now living over seas with his new wife and children…

Doing honest business…

All he ever wanted to do was live right.

Getaway from his earlier days of petty indictments…

#6

Who the hell knows were the others went that succeeded in there endeavors.

They left the first team as soon as they made there quarter millions together.

THE END!

 

“This is just a fairytale!”😉

 

Honestly I think this fucking sucks but I’ll still publish it anyway…..

 

 

Ha ha ha ha ha! You Fell For The Eye!

Disguised…

Don’t look into the eyes of someone who won’t hold you.

Not phisically…

No no no!

You fell first…

That’s the end of it…

Imbalance…

Who am I to quote…

Chopsticks got shaved into blow darts…

Facing the facts that love killed you first…

The sniper…

Waiting on its time to kill it’s prey…

They watch your every move…

Till your eyes close…

forever…

 

Even when you spot the sniper…

That sniper has already baited you in…

Your dead…

 

YOU GOT ME HAPPY AS FUCK!

What will I do…

With You…

 

Soul food building rooms inside our hearts inslaved. You make my Knees fall apart. My everday considers you as my lifes calender marked for everday.

So many days of someone I’ve always tryed to put a shield up aginst. Till you made a phenomenon of red lights turn on by not saying a word. It was always you showing… That put cracks in my defense…

What will I do…

With you…

 

You never cared that I was a former gangsta. If more women like you existed. The violence will pause to ensue. The jewel of the Nile I’m in the right mind when you keep me high enough to touch you…

I feel Ethiopian heat so close when you aproach. Your application was never forged… California forest fires in yours are what you show me. Then you extinguish them with one kiss and three words you never hold back to say…

What will I do…

With you…

Never Blame The Surface… Blame The Air Quality…

Your the Websters book definition of fuck off…

You made me have to leave you…

I didn’t want to…

Truth be told…

We shared the same dreams that tighten our hearts together…

We were so close to something I wanted the most…

I could never tell if you wanted the same…

You said you loved me…

What a weak ass display…

I feel like I was more of your project…

Maybe you even used me…

I’ll keep my ears open and eyes shut to have full control of my sensory…

Learning a valuable…

Never to make mistakes that you already see coming…

Go with your gut…

Or be killed by the vipers poison…

The first time you feel it’s just something not rite…

Get your block bottons ready…

And keep on stepping!

From the ultimate distribution of hurt…

Wrench artworks..

They do this as a sport…

Sometimes there…

So narcissistic that…

They don’t even no…

It’s still hurts though…

Just don’t rage on…

Your worth way batter than that…

I’m wonderful!

 

 

 

And That’s When You Knew….

I’ve had to bleed once or 20 times in my life…

Blead so much that I thought It was normal in life…

Sleepless in hollow stages I’ve walked over…

When they bragged about what they bought with there money…

I was learning how to be a carnivore till my life was over…

Oiling Triggers…

The tiller digging, flipping turning over my life broken open stitches…

New years eve shot guns to bigger ones damn near blew his hat off…

Brands of top quality popping out of sewers on ground hogs day…

Lives on there corner were over…

Taking up the burden of more enimies…

They realised that they couldn’t murder me…

Over the many eyes that cleaned dishes for me..

It’s over…

If you ever mentioned me…

Over!