Bolt Cutters

Soft kisses relentlessly up and down my neck…

I’m just not good enough for you…

Everyday…

I’m docking payment from bloody hands…

Blood Diamonds…

Blood money…

That car crash…

Wreckage I am…

yet…

you find the time to leave your territory markings…

On my skin…

That passion is in your possession…

I’m just your test subject that your always trying to revive…

From….

My deadly ties…

Criminology…

Will love for food…

If you can open your mind…

More than you lips…

Forever could be forever…

Under the record needle my song loops…

“I need you honey….”

“I need you honey….”

“I need you honey…. ”

 

I assumed my life was broken…

So I smashed the record player…

I might have startled you…

you no my heart…

you knew that I’d kill myself before I ever hurt you…

That’s your bumper sticker to…

Tattooed on a naive heart…

You can’t erase the baby foot soldiers past…

Sence a baby foot soldier…

But…

One soft kiss to the jugular vien…

Could awaken…

An thaw out the…

Mysterious infectious battle field memories…

That you can never understand…

Till you become what I was…

“Fuck it….”

What I am……………

The Filling

18+

 

 

It was late night…

Red light…

On white light…

I pushed her down…

High heals…

Lay on mattress..

She pushed my head between her legs…

She said…

“Baby!”

“Blow my fucking brains out!”

An I did…

A Title To Kill For

Rain on boots for what!

SKS!

Rifle songs!

Took his limbs off!

T-shirts!

Deceased Faces on them…

That bubble stick blew no bubbles…

From Here…

To hell!

No fear here…

We are all use to this…

These young kids dwell…

Where unmasked terrot cards drop…

Falling out of  there black back pockets…

I picked one up…

It was the death card…

So clechie……….

 

What The Hell Am I Talking About Now?

Before…

After…

After before…

 

layed on match sticks stuck to my back hot. I didn’t care…

Hoping the gun didn’t jam. In the hands of the assassination…

The more I thought I was winning. The more I forgot my losses…

“Count your blessing.”

 

Ran out side every chance I got. No one gave a fuck so why should I.

Evil sinner eating my foes for dinner. The smile on my face scared dead people.

I need all the medical help I can get. You don’t like taking those pills.

I need them shits…….

“Count your blessing.”

 

Drug habits…

Guns and dope with money on a fishing hooks dangling. The hook kept stabbing the hands. Didn’t stop me from grabbing.

The wars were never over. I was thoroughly in more pain from loosing what was in front of me then the bullets, cuts and stab wounds.

“Count your blessing.”

 

I Cant count past ten bullets in this chamber of lies. I observed how people think and how much they wine. You just lost your phone. I just lost everything….

Everything…

Everything…

I’m serious…………..

 

I have nothing to lose….

That’s who I’m staying with….

I don’t complain…

I’ll just let the unconscious die dumb, deff and blind. While I rise up from the blood of resurrection……

Pupet masters of politics……

The very reason for the systematic break down into subsets of violence…

Don’t blame me…

I’m just another pawn.

In this strong choke hold from the off color disaster of thee devils mind tricks………..

 

 

 

I’m Going To Take A Trip To Crazy Village

(This Will Not Make Sence….)

 

 

Boom!

Fatal able to break bones blend them into stone meal.

Who dare appose my nature, naturally non-negitivite! You Think I’ve stole….

I just want to stay a negro! Fashionable! We are a major influence across the globe!

Sayin words like… Yoooo!! Keeping gang codes to show. Never tell!

They told..

Knowledge holds more value then gold. Trying desperately not to kill a soul.

“The rose that grew from concrete…”

Fuck that!

I’m the rose who risen from crack cooked up on a stove!

Truth be told!

I rather microwave it though.. Vodka drops… About… Several…  To every 28 grams… Through a half on it… Blend it then sold…

Rock Crockett!

Oh you no!

Don’t sweep the only means to feed.  Off the controlled dangerous substances!

My definition of youtube is… The brainwashing of the kids..

There new mom and dads are views of nonsense!

Plus!

Make believe made up science… Breading a team of new know it alls…

Please tell me the cause. When a 8 year old kid can be exposed to porn…

hubs…

Bad news bears!

The creator of push and shove. Where a thug in there eyes is a bad guy.

In our eyes…

A noble body manifesting abnormal powers to stay alive…

Survival of the quickest…

Don’t ever…

Forget…

This…

No American flag for me… No national anthem… No my country tis…

of…

thee…

I take a neal for… Emmitt Till, Huey Newton and Bobby seale…

I say Fuck being a black man patriotic of the country that stripped us naked…

Branded us rotten!

Showing us a Fake Christ…

To colonise the weak…

You don’t even no your heritage…

They controled, alternatives to delete…

Would you believe that if I told you… We are the true Hebrew people…

It was us that built the pyramids….

No! No! No….

I was just kidding!

Im sorry this is all just make believe!

I’m up up and away outta here!

You can’t believe a man who is clinically crazy…………..

Detached

Faded kisses from five years ago…

Sometimes…

I really wonder if you’ve grown…

Do you still think about me?

Tossing…

Turning…

Saying my name in your sleep…

Arguing!

Mastakes made…

Do you say my name when you beef?

In the street…

Oopsies…

Boo Boo’s

Binkys.

Passafired you when you where hurting…

You where my…

Goo Goo…

Ga ga…

My baby!

My ba ba…

We were unbreakable…

Yet…

I had to walk away from you…

knowing in life that…

Everything happens for a wise purpose…

I’m guided by the almighty…

Never being put on the wrong tracks…

Unless…

I was foolishly not listening….

Feeling like the victim!

Here…

Days drinking beer after beer…

Your beautiful evil stares…

 

 

Sometimes I beg for pain. Not caring… Fealing Like they… Never even cared about me……..

Trust issues…

 

 

 

Dragon Tattooed Hickeys

Back to you…

My Unlicensed letters picked from…

Loves only roots…

 

Dangerous secrets…

Anticipated your emerald current…

Cherries on the top…

 

 

 

Tongue twisted…

My gifts on the fall night…

I Unlocked the red bow on your lace…

 

 

Commitment forms into bonds…

More love…

Creeps over her moaning…

 

 

 

Something you love under shower heads…

I’ll take off the clothing…

I’ll flex you till you believe…

 

 

I can’t go nowhere…

From A Half Pint

Dead…

Gone…

Never a witness to what I witness…

Where I’m from…

killing is endless…

 

Poverty is endless…

Prison to…

That you can’t dodge…

Wrong place at the wrong time…

Since I was five…

 

Searching away from death…

Possibly nothing left…

Traumatic Ties…

More like numbness…

Grim reaper in disguise as Sullivans…

 

Dead bodies reeking in the dumpsters…

That’s what I call a concealed carry…

R.I.P….

The whole block family…

To the one’s who couldn’t avoid…

 

The intended insanity…

I’ll see you in hell soon…

I’ll pack some shorts on my way there…

Twin Gemini

I just don’t even no…

Even worst then before…

Carved my personality…

Into what it should be…

Fuck it…

Not giving up…

Not giving in…

biological spacing out…

Of a terrible warfare…

Sun light through thick humidity…

Is asphyxiating…

Screems…

Tear ducks bleed for mercy…

Lifes living me…

has always…

Cursed Me!

 

The battle is ending never…

I can’t swim…

I’m not going to become shark bate…

Im already in the stomach…

Welcome to a new cival war…

Me…

Civilized…

Just poor…

Innocent appearance…

Mixing in with the civilians…

Description is a smile…

Do you think I can fit in…

 

I don’t know what you want…

You stripped me of everything…

All BULLSHIT!

Freedom that I knowas of…

Was always missing…

I don’t know what to say…

Jim Crow…………

This ain’t your land or my land…

This land belongs to the Hispanics and native Americans…

A black Israelite…

Nothing will I ever understand…

Savage land…

How can you…

 

“Make American great again.?..”

 

It never was you dumb fuck… Dick headed mind fuck… Times up… You! owwwhhhhh!

 

“Breath…”

“Breath..”

“Breath…”

 

 

What I mean to say is…

The problem is bigger than you and me…

Civilized warfare………………….