Frag-Mental

“To the ones who loved someone so much that…

“You would have litterally given your heart to them… If they needed it to live….”

 

 

I hated…

I hated you…

I mean…

I disliked you…

I hated myself…

I didn’t see…

Love is blind…

Brightness, blinded by faith…

 

I believed in us…..

No matter what they said…

To me……………

 

How can I eat?

How can I?

 

Well you’ve heard it before…

So you no what I’m going…

To…

Say…

 

No Hurrays…

No epic days…

No love for eny…

Or enything…

I tured my back on many……….

 

I just want a….

Cold wind kiss…

From you…

 

I just want to tell you….

I love you…

Again…

The best time to say it…

Was in the morning…

 

I laced up my mind…

Ripping the strings…

 

A beast crying…

I fried myself in…

The oil of no God……

Felt……..

 

Thee aftermath….

Turned into trust issues…

 

“Yall know what I’m talking bout!”

 

Cant give…

The next…

Him or her a chance…

Over and over….

 

Hurt…

Into more…

Hurting…

So bad….

From hurt after hurt…

 

Trusting…

I was once told…

 

“The fxxking you get…”

“Is the fucking you get…”

 

I tured into a vic…

Even a vice-president…

Of being fucked over…

Sometimes….

Easly notice……….

 

Hating…

So pissed off…

That…

I look at…

Women differently…

Not being attacked…

At all…

 

Good bad or risky…

Tryin to pass love…

Onto….

me…

I think back to…

A bad history….

 

Yet

I dropped the ball…

Of wanting….

Like a nervous QB…….

 

Never whole…

Never complete….

Nevermind….

 

Never satisfied….

I’ll be fine…

With out a you…

Or her!

Or her!

Or her!

 

“Me…………..”

 

I’m the one who…

Got away…

No one else…

Has ran from me…

 

Can’t catch me………

Now….

No excuses….

No exceptions….

Expectations….

None……

 

Sxxt!

This is a problem….

That….

Some peoples end….

There lives over….

 

Treaded like left overs…

Or quick rebounds for…

Others….

 

“Like I said…. Left overs”

 

Where is the love?

Your great grandparents…

Had…

The simpler times…

Died along with them…

 

No more on earth…

This is the last…

Fragments of a….

 

“Exctintion…”

 

Desired to be……..

Destroyed………………

 

This is our death of caring…

Selfishness over everything…….

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