Oh No’s

/ Capella

I can honestly say that.
I’m seriously indecisive.

Yet,
when I fully commit to
something or someone.
it can become a crisis.
The hardest critic is myself.
Yes it’s true.

Various mental issues
that plague my view.
Getting Tangled in past unpaid
Dues.

I’m realising that the same
People who try instilling positivity.
Are Condoning these new ways.
To be offended By people. Who don’t understand there offending you.

Fuck! I’m tired!
Fuck you and ya mama!
I can’t stand humans and there
phony mottos to live by but won’t
Die by what there trying to
Live for.

Falsified explanations.. excuses why not to do this Or say that.
Why not to believe in this or that.
The blind lead the blind mah’ fucka!
Don’t you believe in that.

Just because it sounds like it’s true don’t mean that it’s right.
Like being in a relationship and your partner believes. Every
Thing they single friend says is right.

Right?!
Bitch Wrong!
I’m so far beyond your
comprehension that.
I already know the shit y’all be on.
Next time I take advice. It will be
from the earth, not a pilgrim.

What lives matter?
Shut the fuck up!
Those white folk had
Me facing 40yrs plus! for defending
Myself!

Shut up!
Let me finish!
I say this right here!
I “Mr Thomas” solidly, solemnly swear I will never write about
Love and old love affairs.
Till the earth burns on its axis and explodes. from
Global warming ignored.

Atlest I know I wont be the only
Person to burn in a hell. Ain’t no
Self-defense laws for negros.
For the record………
Fuck you all I’m already dead!
Lol!
Fuck the love you know
If it’s true love you never had.

Life….. Or…… Death…..

3 thoughts on “Oh No’s”

  1. Nobody channels rage like you do, Christopher. It’s a big part of your gift. There’s SO MUCH to be enraged about. It’s like poison all through our TV’s, radios, podcasts, hard to escape the rage. Blessed be the Peacemakers. We’re heading towards big trouble in this nation. This poem is dense with information (about you and other things too). Keep on writing and be sure to hang on to your discipline. It makes you a much better artist. Bravo.

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    • You no sum…

      I gonna keep it all the way real with you.

      I sit back and read ya comments when you send them. And I honestly don’t know what to say back.

      Even when you piss me off with your good intentions I respect it.

      Since day 1 youve been a strong source of inspiration for me that kept me wrighting. Man got damn!

      Sorry not man?

      Is it him?, they?, them? , shim,?

      sim sim alabim?

      Sem semma who got the keys to my beemer?

      I don’t want to offend anyone I’m still trying to learn the whole pro-noun shit….

      Or what people want to not or be identified as….

      Anyway I sincerely fucking appreciate this.

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