Potential
Increased
Slight
showers
Down
On this
QUEEN..
Down to Her
sunshine..
I..
Am..
Forced
To yield..
From
the brightest..
Gleam..
And
Into the flames..
Of lightning..
My eyes from
Behind my
Eyes lids..
Snatched
Them quickly
Blinded..
I’m not afraid..
To touch
The polit
Light..
The
enticing
sun’s
beauty…
The rays have
Grazed my
endorphins..
Till I’m
Fully
engulfed in
Her smile..
Nope..
No choices..
A wild
fires a
forming..
A triangular
earth…
My heart
pounding
From the
Hips rotation..
Three
hundred
sixty degree..
Triathlon..
In her eyes
My Words are
trapped..
Not..
Gone..
On contact..
No preservatives..
Fresh..
Organic..
Resurrection..
Savory..
Insightful..
Stifles..
My..
Perceptions..
her minds..
Unsaid Times..
I’m upset
Dying to..
See one last
Smile..
past in
My dirrection..
Month: February 2021
Locomotive Locksmith
Through my teeth.
I exhaled my strong self-esteem…
Warm air On the back of
Your neck…
No resistance…
I’m what you were
Missing…
My experience…
Hard Like wood cabinets…
Maybe like brass knuckles…
Let your Lips glistening
Like some lacker… Spreading…
Acrylic strong, vibes,
Good vibrations on
Time…
I Rubbed my stomach…
Entertainment in
for the mouth… More
Play… List…
This ain’t for play…
Rained all day
Down drapes…
A reservoir…
Shows its showers
Before the forecast…
The flowers stimuli… Dipping
Into the vase…
Model Venus…
Breaking the modem…
I couldn’t control my router…
Your soft aggression…
Undeniably…
Spitting like a cobra.
Till… The throat is filled like…
A glass of water
Protein…
Outbursts like Tourette’s…
Syndrome… Fell over
The spot like a… Comb
Over…
Flipping dirty buns in boyshorts
By hand… Spreading….
Like butter…
I can’t believe it’s not…
New angles given…
Your feet a occupational
Position…
My human instincts became…
Well…
Questionable…
Letting the beast out…
Slipping into a cloud…
Show the pipe a slice…
No mainstream artwork…
We just nasty matching nasty…
Bite size creativity sleazy, but
It creates those fabrics
That wont break a bond of order…
The kingdom understanding
No ocward…. Ness….
Bare with me
Till I charge back up…
Black Merc 0202-0-16
Lately I’ve been
drifting.
My old structure
of strict militant ways.
Don’t know how
long before.
I’ll be consumed
by the flames.
The past be the
past.
Glued stuck to my frustrated
psyche.
Being bound to
something worst.
Confused that sometimes
the worst deeds can set you
Free.
Mind filthy, rotting away off
The bones of my
decaying last good memories.
Life’s snap shots of
seconds of smiles and laughter.
Then Jokes become
sloppy.
The laughter becomes
annoying.
Reality kicks into
Dissipated smiles.
The heart is distantly
colder like a halleys Comet.
As I rapidly forget short
Small numbers and sentences.
I won’t die…
I’m dieing slowly along
the way.
Experiencing that first hand
failure to control crashing
Into ashes.
Warped feelings overdosed, lusting
for violence and gun powdery
children’s cereal.
Maybe inching instantly
towards a whole
solid insanity plea.
Watching humans devour there
nurturers and there nurtured.
A thick book deal guide through
corruption, scams,
set ups and confusion.
More and more I
Aggressively drift back
into that.
Predictably same facial
expression that never changes.
No matter the emotion, excitement
Happyness of whatever
Joy is.
My face will always look
The exact same.
My face stays stuck trying
to comprehend.
Why everyone looks
at me like I’m a stone.
Maybe I am one to
Think of.
I fail the try outs…
Then become more
upset that I pathetically try to hard.
Or is just never close
To enough.
All humans are born with
A heart’s worth of emotions.
Yes that is fact…
What do you call a human
That has to program there self to?
Feel it….
Or know when to receive it…
Reciprocate it in a way to
Trust the other.
Note that it’s not always
Out to break you or kill you.
From the inside out…
I feel less and less emotions
like when I was younger.
My emotions are plumiting
Stocks all over again.
A very bad investment…
Back to who I was not
supposed to been.
The rebirth of chaos is
about to began.
I can feel it..
It’s me…
I am chaos…
The second coming…
Is on the way…
Free Us…
So we will be one with our former self…
The form of a poker face…
Dead from With in…
The Black Mercury……..
Shea Butter
My intro wore your body
out like the latest
fashions…
Capsules in tattoos,
Brain washed by
Someone so called taboo…
Someone I
Spy, that’s brown
Skin through
My glasses…
Crowned by
Your influence,
To Shine gold sunz
over me…
Jewel of the
Smile only
motivates
My Integrity…
Lables of silk
Stampede all
Over your figure…
I figured out,
If I stay on your
Heels, then
You will make
One man…
The fool of all
That is real…
Untied, tounge
Out like unlaced
Sneakers…
Funny that I,
Peep us, more
Then you could
Ever…
I can write
A courious
About
My Visions on
Loop…
Yet, visions can
Be very scary
When you can see
Beyond the future…
The truth…
On self, I pray that I
Don’t place a
betting…
chance
With a Russian
Rulete mind
Frame…
For I know, that at
At the end, I’d
Be the one shot
In the head…
With no chances
Of surviving…
When love at first
Write, is a pen
On paper.
Out of control.
The odds of me
Surviving Having
A hole in my
Head.
Is a metaphor
For trying to find
A soulmate
that will
Never end.
Without us…….