What The Hell Am I Talking About Now?

Before…

After…

After before…

 

layed on match sticks stuck to my back hot. I didn’t care…

Hoping the gun didn’t jam. In the hands of the assassination…

The more I thought I was winning. The more I forgot my losses…

“Count your blessing.”

 

Ran out side every chance I got. No one gave a fuck so why should I.

Evil sinner eating my foes for dinner. The smile on my face scared dead people.

I need all the medical help I can get. You don’t like taking those pills.

I need them shits…….

“Count your blessing.”

 

Drug habits…

Guns and dope with money on a fishing hooks dangling. The hook kept stabbing the hands. Didn’t stop me from grabbing.

The wars were never over. I was thoroughly in more pain from loosing what was in front of me then the bullets, cuts and stab wounds.

“Count your blessing.”

 

I Cant count past ten bullets in this chamber of lies. I observed how people think and how much they wine. You just lost your phone. I just lost everything….

Everything…

Everything…

I’m serious…………..

 

I have nothing to lose….

That’s who I’m staying with….

I don’t complain…

I’ll just let the unconscious die dumb, deff and blind. While I rise up from the blood of resurrection……

Pupet masters of politics……

The very reason for the systematic break down into subsets of violence…

Don’t blame me…

I’m just another pawn.

In this strong choke hold from the off color disaster of thee devils mind tricks………..

 

 

 

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I’m Going To Take A Trip To Crazy Village

(This Will Not Make Sence….)

 

 

Boom!

Fatal able to break bones blend them into stone meal.

Who dare appose my nature, naturally non-negitivite! You Think I’ve stole….

I just want to stay a negro! Fashionable! We are a major influence across the globe!

Sayin words like… Yoooo!! Keeping gang codes to show. Never tell!

They told..

Knowledge holds more value then gold. Trying desperately not to kill a soul.

“The rose that grew from concrete…”

Fuck that!

I’m the rose who risen from crack cooked up on a stove!

Truth be told!

I rather microwave it though.. Vodka drops… About… Several…  To every 28 grams… Through a half on it… Blend it then sold…

Rock Crockett!

Oh you no!

Don’t sweep the only means to feed.  Off the controlled dangerous substances!

My definition of youtube is… The brainwashing of the kids..

There new mom and dads are views of nonsense!

Plus!

Make believe made up science… Breading a team of new know it alls…

Please tell me the cause. When a 8 year old kid can be exposed to porn…

hubs…

Bad news bears!

The creator of push and shove. Where a thug in there eyes is a bad guy.

In our eyes…

A noble body manifesting abnormal powers to stay alive…

Survival of the quickest…

Don’t ever…

Forget…

This…

No American flag for me… No national anthem… No my country tis…

of…

thee…

I take a neal for… Emmitt Till, Huey Newton and Bobby seale…

I say Fuck being a black man patriotic of the country that stripped us naked…

Branded us rotten!

Showing us a Fake Christ…

To colonise the weak…

You don’t even no your heritage…

They controled, alternatives to delete…

Would you believe that if I told you… We are the true Hebrew people…

It was us that built the pyramids….

No! No! No….

I was just kidding!

Im sorry this is all just make believe!

I’m up up and away outta here!

You can’t believe a man who is clinically crazy…………..

Detached

Faded kisses from five years ago…

Sometimes…

I really wonder if you’ve grown…

Do you still think about me?

Tossing…

Turning…

Saying my name in your sleep…

Arguing!

Mastakes made…

Do you say my name when you beef?

In the street…

Oopsies…

Boo Boo’s

Binkys.

Passafired you when you where hurting…

You where my…

Goo Goo…

Ga ga…

My baby!

My ba ba…

We were unbreakable…

Yet…

I had to walk away from you…

knowing in life that…

Everything happens for a wise purpose…

I’m guided by the almighty…

Never being put on the wrong tracks…

Unless…

I was foolishly not listening….

Feeling like the victim!

Here…

Days drinking beer after beer…

Your beautiful evil stares…

 

 

Sometimes I beg for pain. Not caring… Fealing Like they… Never even cared about me……..

Trust issues…

 

 

 

Dragon Tattooed Hickeys

Back to you…

My Unlicensed letters picked from…

Loves only roots…

 

Dangerous secrets…

Anticipated your emerald current…

Cherries on the top…

 

 

 

Tongue twisted…

My gifts on the fall night…

I Unlocked the red bow on your lace…

 

 

Commitment forms into bonds…

More love…

Creeps over her moaning…

 

 

 

Something you love under shower heads…

I’ll take off the clothing…

I’ll flex you till you believe…

 

 

I can’t go nowhere…

From A Half Pint

Dead…

Gone…

Never a witness to what I witness…

Where I’m from…

killing is endless…

 

Poverty is endless…

Prison to…

That you can’t dodge…

Wrong place at the wrong time…

Since I was five…

 

Searching away from death…

Possibly nothing left…

Traumatic Ties…

More like numbness…

Grim reaper in disguise as Sullivans…

 

Dead bodies reeking in the dumpsters…

That’s what I call a concealed carry…

R.I.P….

The whole block family…

To the one’s who couldn’t avoid…

 

The intended insanity…

I’ll see you in hell soon…

I’ll pack some shorts on my way there…

Twin Gemini

I just don’t even no…

Even worst then before…

Carved my personality…

Into what it should be…

Fuck it…

Not giving up…

Not giving in…

biological spacing out…

Of a terrible warfare…

Sun light through thick humidity…

Is asphyxiating…

Screems…

Tear ducks bleed for mercy…

Lifes living me…

has always…

Cursed Me!

 

The battle is ending never…

I can’t swim…

I’m not going to become shark bate…

Im already in the stomach…

Welcome to a new cival war…

Me…

Civilized…

Just poor…

Innocent appearance…

Mixing in with the civilians…

Description is a smile…

Do you think I can fit in…

 

I don’t know what you want…

You stripped me of everything…

All BULLSHIT!

Freedom that I knowas of…

Was always missing…

I don’t know what to say…

Jim Crow…………

This ain’t your land or my land…

This land belongs to the Hispanics and native Americans…

A black Israelite…

Nothing will I ever understand…

Savage land…

How can you…

 

“Make American great again.?..”

 

It never was you dumb fuck… Dick headed mind fuck… Times up… You! owwwhhhhh!

 

“Breath…”

“Breath..”

“Breath…”

 

 

What I mean to say is…

The problem is bigger than you and me…

Civilized warfare………………….

They Copped A Duce…

What you say…

Drama…

I don’t have to ask you nada…

I don’t have no harassment problems…

I can smell a fucking coward…

 

Done some things I ain’t proud of…

357 mag with the tape around the handle…

What I’m I going to pray for…

I broken almost all the ten commandments…

Only thing we pray to is “El Chapo…”

And automatic weapons that don’t jam from heat exhaustion…

 

No time to cry over the dead often…

I can still smell the inside of his coffin…

Doors get kicked down from law enforcement…

To bad it was the wrong house…

Giving my neighbor a early abortion…

Cop killers filled to the top of a hundred rounder…

The kids on the block call it…

Monkey nuts…

 

killers of all ages and sizes…

Don’t turn your back on ’em

All these kids are violent…

Cuz no one cares about them…

“I rather be judged by twelve…”

“Then to be carried by six…”

At six in the afternoon they pulled out chop sticks…

 

 

I was walking to the store to buy some refreshments…

Cops pulled up to me to question…

 

 

OFFICER

“Do you have ID on you sir?”

Me

“No why?”

Officer

“Do you have a fucking ID!”

 

 

Now I’m getting ticked off…

He hopped out the car…

Telling me to lay down on the ground with my hands out…

He put his knee on my back and hand cuffed me…

And he called for back up…

They took me to jail where I sat for a month and some days…

To find out I wasn’t…

Who they were looking for…

Damn…

For nothing…

 

That man who did…

Confessed to his robbery…

Going to jail violates my probation…

So I had to do another 7 months over the city jail…

Fuck My Life….😂😂😂

 

 

World Pool

I’ll meet you when the season ends…

I got what you’ve been…

Sleeping in…

“Don’t preach to him…”

“Don’t preach to him…”

 

You sleep on me…

So you’ll be seeing me…

When I cross those states…

 

Might be fall might be winter…

You picked up the phone …

I said hello …

 

It was cheap…

Fucking let me speak…

You hung up…

 

I called back…

Your reply was weak…

So when I get home…

 

Some day…

Some way…

Some how…

 

There will be nothing attached…

To your gums…

When you smile…

 

The threat of a possible world pool in Compton CA …

 

Mind Care… A Munchkin Novelist

Under in numbers…

Way way under the spill…

Sometimes we may slip…

Falling for…

 

A kiss never received…

Shes…

Most wanted by the bounty hunter…

If I catch you…

Will you resist…

Or stay with…

 

I just want that foreign kiss…

I just want that foreign twist…

To sea…

Water cascaded off hips…

Lips so damn leathal…

Unequal to my height…

So feet lift when I see you…

 

Embers off my hands from her hot as hell…

Shorrty is more than welcome…

I have all to offer…

Understanding that this dream is only a fictional echo…

I wake up in tears…

Something from me never saw before…

Adorable too the train of thought…

She remains…

Trying to leave my brain thawed to dry out…

I cry out…

Just…

Not…

Here…