Just give me a dose
So I don’t overdose
Forget it
Let me comatose
Crochet my fingers into a rope
Mind locked its self behind the door
So how can I get out
Let me win
I’m stuck
Throw the sheets over my only motive to live
Give me a dose
So I don’t overdose
The mind says overdose instead
Hands shake when
I pick up things
Even a cup to drink
Fabrics drenched in Arabic coffee
Warm
Opposed to hot like I wanted it
I left it sitting on my table for to long
Eyes like rockets fuel burning
Under smoke
Trying to get a taste of a second hand
Slapped away
I don’t want your created pavement
To curl up on anyway
Give me a soft couch Cigarette in my mouth
Comfortable
And a small dose
So I don’t overdose
Stopped searching for the lost lists of me
Indeed I be the unholy
I know it
Sometimes to bold to be told
I have only days to live
Without cancer
I’m the cancer and a council
Of councillors in my surroundings
Funny how I can be a councillor yet, I can’t council me
Can’t nobody
I can’t use myself to cure
What I am
Or nobody
Placad at my face values like valumes
Antipsychotics
Together
Then face my low values
Phrase it to graze on my
Pains immortality
I battle with everything, anybody
People just don’t understand
You couldn’t ever understand a person like
Us
So stop
Persons like me just need
You to not
Just be there to hold
The mental and grow
Pleaded no sympathy
Fractures the light that once to glow
Just listen to me
Whenever I ever
Need the me time to wait for our time
Speak in a small dose
Because to be honest
I’d rather just overdose
Then to be told
I will be ok
Just give me a small dose of
Being there
