In My Timberlands

I truly understand the value of life more than those who love it.

That is why fear, death and the unknown.

I really couldn’t care about it.

Ask me why…

I won’t tell you a fable.

I’ve walked in many peoples shoes from taking them.

Have you ever??

what?

Pulled a trigger…

Here me out loud and clear!

65% of the people in my city!

have at least  cought one body!

That didn’t answer your question…

What?

Your question!

If I told you no or yes…

Then revealed to you why I’m so stressed.

Would it even really make any difference?

Having other people’s blood on our conchense…

Is most of our way of living!

Next question please!

I feel that once you truly know the value of life.

Everything in you mind will be at ease.

Nothing matters not even the air we breathe…

Any day It can just be all taken from me. Any hour, any second….

So I simply live with no worries and no care….

I drop issues that I’m confronted with like yesterday’s tears.

I sit and wait for my personal hand cut fries to come out of the fryer.

Then I drop salt on them like a snitch with two priors.

I don’t count food calories or save energy by taking out the batteries.

Im going to eat how I want and I’m always going to have electric bills to pay anyway.

Truthly I could eat healthy…

I could run laps every day…

Then I could collapse from heart failure.

A car could jump the curb and hit and kill me.

Then death will surely collect…

I know death personally.

When it’s your time.

You won’t be able to escape at all.

No barganing!

No control!

This is what death told me for sure.

When you no the true value.

You just live it!

Just like it’s your last!

If things come your way…

You deal with them!

Have no fear in anything!

I no the truth!

If you knew it to…

You would relax…

Letting it flow like the Mississippi river…

With Body’s and bones in it….

Bones don’t float though…

Love your family!

Love all that matters in your life….

Fear nothing!

Your date is already written…

Peace and love!

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Imperfect Picture Perfect

It was windy outside…

I needed shades to block your solar flare for my eyes…

I took violin lessons…

Just so I could play you a song…

The first time my eyes seen this dime…

I had to put her in my pocket…

Immediately!

Like cake and ice cream…

On a kids birthday…

I had to have a taste of your nectarine…

Juicy!

sweet!

Dominating in blue jeans…

I turned up the heat in the car…

I put my loaded lips to your timple…

Stick’em up!

You said that I always made you feel like a happy child…

I took your mind and body to a happy place…

Some where safe in your bed…

You wore my sweat shirt in the morning…

It always covered your godess flower…

just above it peddles…

I stayed with you…

Inside your delicately structured paridise…

I absorbed your loving…

Gaining every last inch of  you heart…

You told me…

I cant never  put on shoes again…

You said…

“I don’t want you to ever walk out of my life…”

So I remained bare foot till we slept in daisys.

I was the one who never should have worn shoe.

Shes Wild Satisfied…..

(Explicit content!) I’m just saying…

 

Record my smile…

It won’t last long…

We made love…

Love spoke to us…

I answered….

I complied to the steamy melody of the hearts pattern of beats.

We locked together…

We absolutely ignored silence…

Ignoring the loud moans of mass pleasure…

She….

Barried her face in the pillows…

Screwing the soft feathered silencer on the barrel of her lips…

A drop of sweat falls hitting her arched back…

Conducting the orchestra of our adventures…

Just looking down for a minute….

I thank God that I’m black and I’m proud!

You look back at me with your hair wrapped up in silk…

Your eyes closed with a big smile…

She then laid down for twenty seconds or so…

Picked her head up off the bed…

Looked at me and said…

“I want more!”

Well got damn!

Then I smiled…

What’s In Front Of You Never Existed

Don’t stare at me! Just because you don’t have it! That strong attention in the room! All eyes on who? Me!

Im the star of the men who will no longer settle for less! You can’t be me. Fact is… You don’t want to even be a micro particle of me.

Through blood bonds and itchy palms. Raised on city soil. With gold spoons in the house now. Some spectators became hater! Won’t say enything to my facial!

Maybe they are full of dislike for my type. They are always near nowhere. Every time I come back home. Feet of there’s still stuck in the same place! Doing the same work on the corners of the clock.l! Only circling backwards… Still… Remaining where they’ve always stood…

First thing you must do to get ahead! Stop worrying about the next man! Make plans to push your way through the steal paper bag! Equal to your environment…

NO!

IT AIN’T GONNA BE EASY!

I just thought about wanting better… Nothing could and can not stop me! Not even what I live by and die by!

SO!

Get to the chopper of accomplishment! Destination stop bitching! Change and better knowledge! Understanding that can’t is simply not a damn option… It’s your worst enemy…

Change the game…

Don’t let it change you…

I Race For Us

I can’t feel you next to me…

Your heat…

Reaching my arms out through air…

I couldn’t sleep…

There’s know one there…

 

I lie down just to dream…

Your out of this world…

Love…

In layers…

Stacked…

Cakes…

 

When you come home tonight…

Dinner will be hot…

Taking care of business can wait…

Turning my cell off like I payed the bill late…

 

Last night we…

You really love how old fashioned I am…

You embrace the man that is here…

That’s rare…

For me to find in a women…

 

These hands where made to touch your hips…

I’ll take my time with you…

Molasses on slow out the jar…

Slow…

Living in our black and white photography…

I wrote you something sweet…

For you to think of me…

Only your eyes can decode it…

 

I watered every plant life in the house…

Just like you do…

Under these sheets.

Mmmmm……

Softly you will submit to me….

Then vice versa…

Yes you….

You will subit to…

Surrending your love…

Try to handle the movements of me…

In deep…

 

Breaching below, above and beyond…

Lay down your loaded weapons…

You used to shoot me down with…

When I am finished…

You will forget what year it is…

Your urges liked…

 

Bodys applause…

Never!

I want to live in your fantasys like this is “Narnia”

That forever!

Im cought up…

Assassinating a lonly one night…

For our pleasure…

 

Deeply in the internal organs…

Stablizing your blood pressure…

I’m telling ya!

That…

Type of man…

Me…

Leaves his toes were they stand…

You told me you wanted to permanatly feel me…

Your heart holds my hand…

I no everything will be alright…

 

You came through for me every time I needed…

And not…

You wore every shirt that I took off every night…

So these are the reasons and more…

I never want you to leave my sight…

Not unless you wanted…

Forever I will be…

On your team!

I race for us!

 

Fenesser Of Fenessers

You!

Ha!

You tried yet you failed!

I’m to Damn smart for that!

I seen it comming before it even happened!

I froze time in my mind…

Then took mental pictures…

Oversized…

Thinking way past your deception…

Thinking faster past your mind crowded with greed…

You made it very easy to see…

You left bread crumbs like a little mousse…

I already knew I would be looking down the burrel of a pistol…

I knew you were always a sucka!

You never had that killer instinct in you!

Boy you weak!

You know Damn well you was never built to pull triggers!

I guess you weren’t as dumb as I thought…

Ok… Ok…

I’ll let you slide this time once…

I must let you know though…

I’m taking it easy on you…

That don’t mean my people will…

Hahaha!

Rule number one boy…

“You must always finish the triathlon you started.”

Days later I got the news…

Have a nice snooze…

Zzz zzz…. Zzzzzzzz…. Zzzzz….

Pure Ice Cream Part 1/ Page 4- Proclaiming Human Nature

Till the sun rises…

I will fill you up with my dream catchers promises…

Never destroying your nature’s habitat…

Exotic plants in your forest…

Never rebuilding something over you…

Never destroying your beautiful ecosystem….

The thought of violation deminishes our spiritual Nest to lay in…

I’ll water you everyday…

Every grain of land in your possession…

Hard groath and development…

Exposed you to my light…

Enveloping your sweet spots deep spots…

Open your canopy wide…

I want to ease the pain inside…

I’ll drop in were many men couldn’t…

They never even tryed…

Reaching for your koi pond…

Your minds deep secrets of powerful thoughts inside…

Your more than someone I love to look at from behind…

Paying close attention to your lines…

Old connections released…

Oh Mother earth…

Mother of tremendous worth…

Posen as the silent treatment…

I understand…

Use my minds bare hands to flood water over wetlands…

I hope you own a boat…

Those running emotions…

Will be risen till afloat…

Like never before…

Clear waters presipation fights away the fog…

Never the less…

My existence of smoove flesh, arms and and finger tips…

Caressing the remainder of rain drops left…

Always remaining on your lands side left…

I swear!

Selfishness Will Not Be Tolerated The Boy Said…

Jumping trains!

To get to the cheese…

Hoping there are no traps set for that steroid abusing mouse. On girl! To rush brightening up dull worlds. Have you ever been so broke that you robbed hope? Stripping it for the dough. Have you ever car jacked comfort? Just for better living for you and yours. Driving off doing zero to one hundred! With no remorse for eny bad out come! Have you ever cut the head off of a snake? Just to live! If you didn’t you’ll be dead…

Only to have better safer days! Let me know how it feels to be comfortable were you live! I no that there is always food in your crib! Kids breaking in your house! Ignoring your luxuries! Gold and jewlry! In your place or apartment raping your Refrigerators for lunch meat to eat!

True stories of the new youth and the old truth of the first… They got to look for three clues like blues. Wearing All black or burgandy… hoodied up instead! Calling bluffs ingredients!

“Kick dat shit out!”

“I know you got it!”

The young boy said!

With a gun pointed to the mans ribs! I see this beeing a growing major cycle! Never ending like the search for a life missing!

 

 

“Maya Rudolph” I Hear You….

I can’t help it that I’m pail…

I can’t help it that I’m light skinned…

I can’t help it that I’m only 40% african…

But….

I don’t give a damn if you don’t except it!

I don’t give a damn if you don’t except me!

Threaten me!

G- check me!

Culture check me!

Can’t figured out my nationality!

I’m so damn mixed up….

 

 

It is what it is…

You ain’t gunna fight me!

So shut ya lips!

If you want to fight me…

I promise to break your ribs…

 

 

For your imfo… I’m not a stranger to criticism. Name calling… Most races think I’m eather this or that decent. I can’t help it from ancestors cross breeding…

Some were by choice… Some were by rape…

I’ll admit! I use to let these things crush me. Crush me that I didn’t no my own identity… Now personally! I could give a damn what you like about me… I got into a fight the other day. I left him struggling to stand up on his feet…

Knuckles all bloody… So I packed my wounds with salt and soround wrapped them… A guy that was african… Said that I wasn’t real. He called me a half and half and continued to stair. He got what he asked for when shit really got real…

Obviously he didn’t no me… Or maybe he thought I was weak because I had on glasses…  Who knows… Still didn’t stop him from getting his ass kicked… Lord knows I didn’t want to “foot him a bill”…

See…

I am…

Peaceful…

Until…

You make…

Peace leave me…

I’m sorry everyone… I can’t help it that I’m a mixed breed….😧😧😧