Gold Chains and Rings

(First and foremost… I’d like to say rest in peace “lil Game” and to the pigs who murdered you!¬† May they die in the worst way! Love you yooo and I’ll see you when I get there!ūü홂ėĚ‚úä‚úä‚úä)

 

 

Touch my hand between plexiglass… The big hand holds the small hand you have placed… When a man is down in helplessness… In any rocky situation….

A lion caught, caged brought to the zoo… He¬†needs your plexiglass touch… Even if it frees him for 15 mins…

“Don’t talk!”

Just look him in his darkness without lips to tell…. Him something to give him hope… Making him feel human again…

“Down and out!”

Knowing he has you to…¬†Get him through the bad times… Plus his darkness of days…

“You guys are liers!

“If you say men don’t cry”

What happens when the letters of love and promises stop? The ones you’ve sent him all along… He will stop caring about life and humanity…

“Throughout my personal experiences in life…”

 

The real women…

The strong women…

“Doesn’t have to mean physical…”

 

Just Strong enough to lead a man’s heart into the broken clock he became…

“He powerfully tick again!”

“Yes abandonment issues are real in human nature!”

Every women is made for a man vice versa… You don’t have to be physically there to hold him close… If he knows you’ll always hold him down…

 

 

Your love for a man…

 

 

“Because a real man is. A man with a back bone who protects and has heart! To give more then he receives!”

 

Only the strong survive…

If you love him truly…

Heal his heart and soul!

You shall receive his warmth forever….

 

 

“Those gold chains and Rings babeeeee!”

 

Putter There

Does Life keep you down? Don’t worry! Just put on your best happy!

Face….

 

Can’t get a decent job! From past court cases!

Hey!

Just put on a happy!

Face….

 

 

 

You need to be loved! You want a companion! You can’t even stand!

Your…

Self…

Put on a happy!

face…..

 

 

Christmas is coming! Thanksgiving to! Not one thanks from those! Unappreciative souls!

You

Need

To

Just

Put

on

that

happy

face……….

 

 

 

Praying for help! Only to be left by yourself! No hands make contact alone in this world…

Broke the home with in self! I still have flash backs no relief from disasters! I still catch nightmares! Like fire flys finally reaching happiness!

Rising up off the couch sweating!

Yelling!

 

 

Surrounded by demons of these imaginary friends…

Since!

kin

Der

Garden……

 

 

 

Shootings at high capacity, atrocious to civilians… Meteor showers that lasted for hours top mileage!

 

The mayor declared a cease fire! That just ment a break! For actions to subside. For a week or less.¬†I was the opposite of……. Not a maniac? A disciple of seeing my enemys! Bleed to death at there last supper! Now surrounded by a new breed of cowards!

With no respect for perfect aim………

 

 

It’s indisputable that I am a King!

I know I know…

I am one of the worst fuck ups…

A fuck up…

Sleeping in hellish-ly peace……………

Tropical

I hunger for…

The troubled playmate…

Straps around…

Heroin tracks surrounding…

Love taps…

The vein perhaps…

The shame of still living…

Her entrapped in…

As I am the…

Penetration of the orchid…

From the back end….

No issues…

Surface swollen…

beneath…

Some…

Afternoon…

Or morning…

In the yard is…

Hopscotch…

lollipops…

Sweet dreams…

Ambien circumstances…

Till I’m asleep…

We practice….

Hollow minded…

Earth wind and fire…

Dietary elementst…

I’m the one…

The flame…

That…

Framed…

Indentations…

Instantly…

Thumb print Mark’s…

Left…

Marking territory…

With in this vision…

Witty…

friendly…

Toe nails clutching…

Into my skin…

Finger nails broken…

In…

Burglaries…

Till my back bleeds…

Exits leaking sin…

Don’t you ever…

Have mercy on me…

I’m your King…

You…

My Queen….

We being descendants of those…

From our creator…

The perfect match maker

Wake up…

Shes…

Spinning around…

In her own quivers…

She takes the shirt off…

My body’s…..

Greeting the bearer…

of skin…

Softly rubbing aginst…

Mine for connection…

With no braw selection…

Or maybe some…

Bright orange color…

My eyes had missed it…

The spice in between…

Her notebooks pages…

Cracks heavy metal…

In her diary…

Entries…

As she pictures…

Me…

Fools For Gold

Bentley tastes with

cocain money

A dummy

for minister’s to

grab, control and

touch all over

Lusting

Giving olderme

the

Satisfaction of

Spending all there money

In return

She had to do things

In his bed

what do you want

Lust in your eyes

he sees your

inner thighs

she sees your

Inner wolet

popping wheelies

all over

corruption

Left

Track marks on

a young hustler

food for thought

she didn’t eat

she slept for months

Untill she was found

decomposed

Her dreams unfolding

unravelling her bruised

mangled entangled

dress

to think

she was fast

Yet

She didn’t

deserve that

yet

she didn’t have to

go out like that

Yet

she deminished

before she ever

got the chance

to truly understand

what true love was

No No

D.D.

I’m Not A Poet… I’m A Retired Gangster…

“I will never be a slave to correct-ness”

 

 

The pharoh the phenomenon of my ancestors blood be aware that all the gold diamonds will return back to mud nothing but speech diseases spreading beheading my hope problems get swollowed like contraband down the throat kids bids baby bibs tears I swear I’m going crazy here just because I¬† was born here don’t make me from here light beer turned to wine for this light year age of the Aquarius how old is she or he then bend metal with the mind open in position for the positive mind to expand like big dick up in a uturus I do what I want with no pause button for my future to end with words from faces like he was a real man so there is no one more loyal than I am reciting the Torah in a Moorish clothing baited by feds but they never cought me fuck the world for breeding criticism in everything like you should do this and you should do that No Chris do what the hell Chris wants to¬†do my murder will be standing up from the people who say you can’t you can and when I get into my comfy burgundy velvet casket drop me in it upside down so you can kiss my dead ass cheeks you bastards

Unhealthy Minerals

Zoo season cutthroat Inhaled smoke No inhalers… Hailstorms of stampeding Crack capsules Snap backs Cocking back… Boom!!! Listens to squad cars Zoom… Paramedics Late as usual…

Fi! Fi! Fi! More shots as usual… Spin the conner Bending Again silencing witnesses… Apprentices of death Metro token Holes in the side’s Of cars doors… Don’t panic!

The plannings Of unparenting Plan’s to have No childhoods… Wild hood’s! “Billy the Kid” Would be scared! Just don’t fear If fear smells They can tell… Even police Will rob you!

Beat you up! Take you to Jail Frail If you live to Tell! There’s no telling To enyone that will Hear tears of hustler… Turn killer… Contracts signed Since we came off Slave ship’s… Beloved Devine Divided My ancestors spirits!

Nothing’s changed But the solstices… Dirty underwear to small to change… Your… Mind… That was never there Scared of starving till the… Devil’s chair… Sat down on Saturn’s… To us it’s harmless… The calm mist harnessed a Electric disaster…

God bless the safest¬†automatic firearms…

My, your, you and I…. Need to just let it out!

In silence…

shhhh…

Till silent…

 

The time is…

The right time for…

Knowledge!

I forgotten…

I no nothing…

The back of my…

Eyelids…

I want to…

Feel a…

Needed goodnight kiss…

 

I stepped into…

Charismatic¬† chambers…

The…

Ways under…

Those…

 

Uncrossed legs…

cross our…

Titles…

With air…

 

Times I…

Want to…

Make a new discovery…

A wild fetish…

Capping off the…

Possessions…

Done brewing…

Shaken..

Open…

Shooting fizz…

Out of the bottle…

 

Let it all out!

At the perfect timing!

 

Right!

Spit out…

The…

Give me…

 

Swollowing…

Out of the chimney..

The…

I…

In I need it…

 

Seasoning!

With greetings…

Let go!

 

Splitting lips…

Like chatter…

For whoever…

My ever…

Will be…

 

The dashing type!

Lasting in!

My dashing in…

 

Toward a…

Likewise…

Dirty mind…

I’m…

 

Currently ashamed…

That I don’t care…

About being heard…

Out loud…

 

Be there…

Beware of my…

Playpen…

 

Stare at me…

When your thinking…

 

While I’m in the chair…

Its not rude…

To stare…

At me…

 

Be bad for me…

Be mad at me…

Wipe off the smile…

You’ll open wide…

 

Curves a crescent…

High…

 

Be what you……….

Well?

How you………..

Well?

what you will feel…

Inside…

 

I’ll fall inside!

Well?

I’ll get inside like…

A sleeping bag…

 

No!?

That’s not it……….

 

I’ll be beneath a…

Soft¬† white lilly…

I swear clearly…

 

I’ll be there to heal your craven!

 

Don’t hide…

I ask you…

 

Away from the nasty…

You have developed…

In your…

Mind…

Way before nevermind…

 

You might want to…

 

I’ll take full advantage…

Of your pulsating…

¬† Loves and likes…

The attitude…

Brooms the…

Gel falls of orgasmic…

To go…………..

He Who Balances Fire

Intrigued!

 

Closer to the spell of…

Well…

Of…

What I thought was on me!

 

I refused!

The more I did…

I grew closely…

Immune…

To you…

 

You’ve never!

Even…

Left a spell on me…

You didn’t have to….

 

Attraction!

Can be a…

Deadly lawless apitite.

That is unpredictably…

Unprejudiced…

To all…

 

Plus!

Your…

Horrorifying…

To feel…

Without…

 

I don’t run from nothing!

 

At all!

 

Something odd!

To those…

Will always be…

Charished by him…

Him as in me…

Me as my strengths……..

Devoured Compass

As I sit here.

 

Burning incense

Hoping.

 

I don’t burn

This place down.

 

Burn statistics.

 

No notice.

 

I noticed I was

Burning inside.

 

My burning desire

To finish off what

I started.

 

No Not that…

 

He that has burned ashs.

 

I’m the reincarnation

Of not who I was

In the pastence.

 

Blasting!

Crashing!

 

Coarse faces!

 

Into a blazing

Mistaken glory!

 

Made a Mess!

 

Burning some

Of the rest

Of .

 

The demons.

 

I possess

A ominous

Posts

Of office.

 

Offing some on

Switches.

 

Bulbs blown

Burned out.

 

I am the sin

You always

Dream about.

 

How delicious

I am to saints…….

 

Power Washed

Who are you?

When your asleep?

Who do you want to be?

When you’ve awaken?

 

Watching over my…

Paper mache angels…

Till they run..

Soaked by h20…

Falling apart…

 

To my knowledge I…

Want the love…

 

To my heart…

It hurts…

So much…

 

To my eyes…

I’ve seen to much…

 

Ears on alert…

Shouting drunken panasonic…

 

Slight pain like…

A crawfish pinch…

 

Tell me I’m worth…

More than everything…

 

I’ll just doubt it…

Deny it…

Then move on…

 

Song birds sing…

Those same songs…

 

Can’t you see I’m hurting…

Can’t you see I’m hurting…

 

Even my tears have deserted…

Me…

 

I live for peace…

Even when…

There are no pieces…

Even left…

Of me…

 

Touch me…

Your hands will soak in gasoline…

You’ll only ignite it…

Saying you love me…

 

You tell me you love me…

I leave no discription…

You won’t see nothing…

Not me…

 

As sure as you were born…

You’ll never understand my pain…