A
subtle
thought
Apart
from
who
You
see
I
don’t
rain
on
Parades
I
leave
A
chemical
of
Aromas
built
By
Chilled
atoms
To
A
Tantric
mental
Catching
Your
Mind
like
Fly
paper
It
never
goes
Away
Pheromones
Special
guest
Hitting
the
nasal
Inhaled
turning
Eyes
from
black
To
hazel
Now
you
are
trapped
In
my
rum
drunken
Legs
Drunk
Waking
you
up
Like
America
running
On
Duncan
Morning
Hot
Coffee
Donuts
I’m
like
shoes
that
fit
You
just
right
I’ll
wear
You
on
me
like
a
balaclava
eyes
hold
Fire
before
I
run
In
your
bank
To
Withdraw
From
Sticking
Up
Blushing
Comet
Orgasmic
Lips
To
Kiss
a connection
Shea Butter
My intro wore your body
out like the latest
fashions…
Capsules in tattoos,
Brain washed by
Someone so called taboo…
Someone I
Spy, that’s brown
Skin through
My glasses…
Crowned by
Your influence,
To Shine gold sunz
over me…
Jewel of the
Smile only
motivates
My Integrity…
Lables of silk
Stampede all
Over your figure…
I figured out,
If I stay on your
Heels, then
You will make
One man…
The fool of all
That is real…
Untied, tounge
Out like unlaced
Sneakers…
Funny that I,
Peep us, more
Then you could
Ever…
I can write
A courious
About
My Visions on
Loop…
Yet, visions can
Be very scary
When you can see
Beyond the future…
The truth…
On self, I pray that I
Don’t place a
betting…
chance
With a Russian
Rulete mind
Frame…
For I know, that at
At the end, I’d
Be the one shot
In the head…
With no chances
Of surviving…
When love at first
Write, is a pen
On paper.
Out of control.
The odds of me
Surviving Having
A hole in my
Head.
Is a metaphor
For trying to find
A soulmate
that will
Never end.
Without us…….
For Normalization
Bear with me…
I was never good with
Words. That’s why I
Barely spoken.
I knew what i wanted
To say. Then when my mouth
Opened. The words
Came out persecuted by contradiction.
I just want to be…
I’m not… I never will
Understand my ways
Or how I feel. Split
Personality, so we
Just talk to each other.
I know if I talk to myself
No one would make fun
Of or judge him….
Me…
You see…
I know this makes no
Sense. I forget numbers,
Dates, small things.
I struggle….
Every address I lived
I can only remember one of the numbers.
Bear with me…
I know I don’t make sense…
So frustrated, embracing,
Alone, sad, madness. All the
Sorrows with titles. Quotes
Like Scripture from the bible.
King James…
I’d rather gaze into
80 percent of the
Quran.
Maybe someone linked to a prophet…
Maybe a May bee sweating over honey.
I picked up a gun
Before a book. Didn’t
Learn to read till I was a
adult.
All praise due to
The Almighty. Blessing
Me with a paper and pen.
Yet they still don’t here me.
Like they never understood
me then…
They say I speak in
Riddles soo…
Riddle me this…
Decode my words!
Behold the thought!
When teeth don’t show!
That means my pen
Will be a tattoo needle for
Exposure!
My woes will be jotted!
You could snort them
In lines then!
Try to..
Bear with the two headed
Viper crying! Some
Thoughts crippled
Till my mind has delayed
Then deleted!
All I ask is for you to bear with me…
Believe it……..
Deadly Melodic
Just one
serving of
You.
I’m the dish
Flavored till complete.
Glass lips break, into
Cotton candy.
Grapes…
Lipstick those
falling shards onto
my cheek bone.
Formed A
Cutting-edge kiss.
You almost fell…
like some priceless
China plate before
I caught You.
No matter what
The risk.
I’d never
Let you ever.
A finished cuisine,
Ever hit The floor till.
Shattering.
There is no Remake
As remarkable.
Your Ivory
Sculpture.
So neatly
fine.
Looks like a
Hieroglyphs in
Lines.
Drift-tastic.
My micro endorphins
Open up like.
The sun…
Peaking through the.
After storm clouds.
This was no dream,
That your features
Were close up.
Smiled!
At the flawless
Voodoo.
I’m under
The spell of your eyes.
Oh Lord!
You put a
Spell on me!
You speak Like its
written in old English
Cursive.
Like re-watching
You in a short black and White documentary.
I comatosed into
Nostalgia…
In front of a
mirror…
In What seemed to be
An elevator….
A star, bound
To the ocean.
Into the third eye,
Left wet finger
Prints on me.
I was browsing entirely,
I became quiet.
I wish I was that
Mirror.
A phenomenon
Of beauty.
to fucking
exquisite…
I can’t fucking forget it!
You Can’t Send Trauma To The North
Any questions?
Nobody?
Good!
I don’t care……
I really don’t…
I’m on a conference call
With a cannibal.
One who eats balled up pens and paper phone calls to those upstate universitys.
Sending kites out to stop some unlawful assassination or assault on another faction in place.
Pace stopped now pacing slower, solar powered by some sunlight on some so called heroic…
I’ve been chosen again to raise my hand…
I had a decoy in my place my class mates told on me telling my teacher that I wasn’t present.
To a bench warrant, maybe if I’ve called out. Hell no! I ain’t going back into a trap like a rodent! They can’t steal my freedom again!
All praises due! Even the most high knows it’s true.
A drunken banshee kissed the chamber of the wrong rifle men. The front page was extinguished…
Well… The news… I’m not even going to start mentioning. Tripping that tricky mage into outer space… Burning like white sage always staying close to a bounty…
Fuck the City and the County………….
In slow motion………………
Mind Gymnastics
Water on glass…
Five fingers left…
Sundial time shade…
Slow music from the 50s…
It was jazz…
Mid nap I kidnapped…
You sighted me…
You signed your rights over I…
Written on my heart…
Your declaration breaks the boulders of temptation…
Racing up and down lolly pop candy
Brandy or Wine?
Glamorous shine opens detection…
Super soaker pumped 9 times 1997…
Young money is what they called me…
You called me daddy as a pet name…
Your the older teacher…
I’m the teachers pet name…
Code named Mr Good…
Sentences with no traffic lights…
An even if…
I’ll run them all for someone valuable…
Never something…
Vodka or Gin?
You gave me the canyons greatest view…
I moon walked across Yosemite…
You called me sam…
I am the night shookin up from that dance…
I never danced…
Well…
Until you gave me your hand…
Skin soft like melted warm butter…
I don’t gamble but…
I bet you I can make you heat ovens…
Heat the pilot with your burning eyes for me…
Like lazers from where I’m standing…
Or me standing beside…
No enter sign…
Even if there was one spotted over you…
I’d still brand you with what you want and need…
Between fireworks in the sky that hurt…
Open your heavens…
No sex to sexest…
Meditations high channels…
Making you feel like Im right behind…
Never there…
Only through texts I will prevail…
Scotch or Whiskey?
I wish it was me there….
BECAUSE I’M DYING INSIDE
Whats more
valuable than
money… Your
soul is the
answer…
Well in my
opinion. Whats
your true
worth?
Do you
know? Nope…
I don’t think you
do.
Before you
go to bed..
Well…
when you
finally do…
Do
you pray for
forgiveness?
Do you pray
for your family?
Do you have
family to pray
for?
Do you
sleep well? Do
you sleep at
all?
Do you!?
When you
wake
up…
Do you
thank the
almighty…
That you can
breathe today…
Also that you
have…
Another
chance to make
a change…
maybe you just
don’t even care…
Maybe when
the sun shines
through the
window…
On the
dark side of
your empty bed…
you realize that
your alone…
There is no one
there beside you.
Your mind
changes like a
on and off
switch…
Don’t it!
Should you
care or not…
Right…
Do people in
your life really
care about you…
Or are they just
using you…
I
don’t know…
Do people in
your life even
understand that
you’re one of a
kind and there
is know one on
the planet like
you?
THEY DON’T!
Be yourself
because being
different is
being
beautiful