Aginst These Goalies

I’ll be coming round the mountain when they come!

I’ll be coming round the mountain when they come!

I’m going to let these bitches no were I’m from!

 

Stories of the low and dangerous….

As I fight to taste pain in a lonly unjust…

Will you or will you not understand I’m not…

I only live for clouds…

Putting on day of the dead sounds…

Fucked over for showing love!

Fucked over for going places and being judged!

I don’t want or need no friends…

Just like family…

They can leave your tears in ribbons…

 

Nothing can ever persuade me to care…

Damsels…

There cradled sarcastic shit on the bottom of new boots…

Turned backs on the only men who they choose…

Always choosing me to abuse…

If I abuse you!

I will be a bomb you can’t defuse…

Yet I’ll stick to my moral trues…

You Can’t pick or chose to pick up my shoes to wear…

They really want me to care…

The ones who say I should try it…

Won’t even blink a eyelid If I died to day bitch.

When the ball dropped on new years…

I cryed the first of the years new tears…

I’m rude still…

Exporting to my enemy’s

Importing new fears.

 

I watched someone…

With kids getting put out there apartment today…

Where they live…

I gave them my last so they could stay…

There…

That doesn’t make me good…

Or a pinch of a good holy man….

I pressed up on there landlord…

Threatened him with the most unholy plan.

 

Honestly..

 

I wanted to stab him in the face…

Right then and there…

The old me is gone…

It’s just the look of my facial features…

That I have that still preaches…

Silly me…

I only no how…

To withstand the values of…

Being a sacrifice or kamikaze….

 

Fuck you and ya mommy…

If I’m down…

Don’t perform the himlick…

I’ll tell you what you can kiss…

I just rather break your wrist…

The only time I really get attention is…

When I’m walking through stores in the mall…

 

“Excuse me sir but how long are you going to be brousing here”

 

 

Till you get the fuck out my face and stop following me!

I’ll stay the wrongly accused till I D.I.E.

There is no right…

Once people see me…

Well…

Haha…

You won’t fight or beat me…

Call the police like Y’all always do!

Like that will defeat me…

 

I’ll slap shit out of them to…

Real NIGGA wit a attitude…

Solid Attractions

“Love…”

 

 

Is…

Experienced…

Genuine intention…

Getting to no first and for most…

 

 

 

 

Not getting to want…

No selfishness…

Your hugs, touches and kisses are…

You being interested…

 

 

 

 

 

“Listening…”

“Understanding…”

“Even disagreements…”

 

 

 

 

Disagreements are…

A huge test…

It defines how you react…

If she/he is quick to run away…

 

 

 

Or spiteful…

Trying to hurt you in anyway…

The test has failed already…

You two are not ment to be…

 

 

 

The truth is…

When you love someone…

You don’t always have to disagree…

Respect there way of thinking…

Even if you don’t expect there reasons…

 

 

 

After all…

Even people that don’t get along…

Can love each other to…

Make up love can fuel the wonderful๐Ÿ˜‰

 

 

 

 

Don’t forget…

We all have annoying traits…

So don’t be quick to judge your mate…

Loyalty is standing by his or her side…

Wrong or rite…

Determining whether…

He/she is being a dictator…

Or just concerned about…

Your well being and safty…

 

 

 

 

Once a cheater always a cheater…

That’s the truth!

So except it!

He/she did it once…

You take them back…

Then the won…

 

 

 

They will damn shore do it again…

Don’t be a damn push over…

Put your foot down…

Acknowledge that enough is enough!

 

 

 

 

You no your worth is at its max…

That’s the way the almighty separates…

The ones who really love you…

From the person who doesn’t care…

About you at all…

The didn’t have your best interests…

When they were selfishly fucking off…

 

 

 

Hey!

Don’t you be sad over someone…

You never even had…

You desirve better…

 

 

 

((((“S.t.d.s!”

“Do exist!”

“Those who are cheaters…

“Will just spread them amongst others!

“So drop they ass and keep on going!”)))))

 

 

 

 

Don’t be afraid…

To give someone a chance…

To show you there wearthy…

 

 

 

After a break up…

Take some months off for yourself…

Don’t go for a rebound in a hurry…

 

 

 

 

Work things out…

That’s what loves about…

Don’t let no one take advantage…

Im serious though!

 

 

 

Loving is better when…

You and yours is at the highest…

Of a soul connection…

 

 

 

If you don’t belive in spiritual…

That’s cool…

Just connect on a omega level…

 

 

 

 

Mentally vs Sexual…

If the mentality is aroused…

Then imagine how good…

The sex will flow…

 

 

 

Be patient…

If your in a relationship…

If you don’t…

No what you want out of it…

 

 

 

Never get married…

Or involved in a relationship…

See your way out the door…

Tell him/her the truth…

Even if it hurts…

bottom line…

Don’t waist your mates time!

 

 

 

I always say truth is golden…

Don’t listen to me at all…

Who am I to break down true love……..

 

 

Your Mind Is Now Fresh Water…

I have freed…

More inslaved minds…

Shackled teeth…

Clenched in speach…

The only person who…

Cares about what you think…

Not what they say…

I’m not a sayer…

To naysayers…

I’m the sayers savior…

I care to elaborate…

I’ve staple rants..

Lectures…

To back ally hustlers…

Do your job…

Don’t let it do you…

Do or die…

We are all dieing to do…

To be…

A thought that comes out of unlicensed lips…

Holstor your problems please…

They see…

Then they use your fears…

Plus your fuck ups aginst you…

So…

Do what I do…

Nod your head…

Keep on moving…

If they get to you…

It will only get worst…

Thats what thy love to do…

Let me say to you fools…

A job is a job…

Prof of income…

Doesn’t define you…

That isn’t what makes that true…

It’s what you do…

To feed your family’s…

I don’t care if your…

Selling oranges…

Out of the house of your granny’s…

Say nothing…

To naysayers…

Silence can speak louder…

Than any word ever said………

Realit-etry

Let the faculty…

Of facts speak for there selves…

 

“Did that really happen in your life?”

 

If you feel…

That my words touch…

Or give your feelings a punch …

Then…

It’s there…

If it’s there…

Then you can see it…

If you can see it…

You can answer that question for yourself….

 

 

 

#1. I’m not a poet…

 

 

 

#2.ย  Every word I speak is not bullshit…

 

 

 

#3. Yes…

One of my diagnoses is phycosis

 

 

 

 

#4. I hate liers more than I hate racism and politics…

 

 

 

 

#5. I’m from a city where…

80% of the people that are from here…

Are unemployed…

“Not by choice!”

 

 

 

 

#6. I am an ex convict…

 

 

 

 

#7. I’ve done many things to survive…

Some still haunt me till this day…

I also have a diagnosis of PTSD…

 

 

 

 

#8. I was brutality phisically abused as a child…

 

 

 

 

#9. I hate letting people get close to me….

They never stick around….

Or I end up having to get away from there toxic energy…

 

 

 

 

#10. I’m a on record…

A In book…

High ranking…

In active gang member…

That changed his life drastically….

And still trying to adapt to people who where not like me growing up….

 

 

 

11#. Christopher Bland is a made up name…

Somethings I talk about can get me in legal troubles….

Shit I deffenetly don’t need…

 

 

 

 

 

I’m not a story teller…

Nor can I answer most peoples question…

Everything I say on here…

Is bassiclly on the record…

Where I come from…

People that ask to many questions…

Are called foxer’s…

Better known as foxing enformation out of you that’s personal…

I’ve been a victim on wordpress a few times…

Where I try to let people in that seem genuine….

But it’s like…

They only want to use you like a Genie Pig…

There interests are in who I am….

Never to end up as friends…

I’m a test subject to them…

Then either I never here from them…

Or they check up on me lIke once in a red moon…

Fake asses….

 

Indictments are often past out…

So I can’t say that..

Everything I say is a true event…

I hope you now understand why…

 

I can never be someone Im not…

I wouldn’t even no how to…

Reality is…

Being genuine Is all own in this world…

Something forgotten….

Something that doesn’t exist no more…

I had over 600 and something post in my drafts…

Yesterday I deleted them all…

Ya so what…

 

I no that I’m rambling on…

I’m a human that never gets writers block…

I wish my mind would fucking stop…

 

Don’t you dare call my shit poetry…

This is some of the realist shit recorded…

To me it’s blasphemy…

This is my life and I’m giving you my reality…

 

“Peace and blessings to you all and thanks again to the people who encourage me…… ”

 

 

 

Make Believe Minds… May Believe It’s Right… “Narcissism”

“Nothing or no one will ever stop me or hold me back from my mind!”

 

 

When I feel love…

I give love…

You can speak love….

If the…

Actions repeated break you…

That’s bleak love…

I use to seek love…

I wanted love…

I don’t need your love…

Or a statement…

I hope I make sense…

If I don’t…

 

Then stop reading please…

You need treatment please…

Pretend that…

That’s how you feed it please…

The understanding of another…

Not understood…

Yet the mind thinks you…

Understand it is…

You don’t understand at all…

 

Getting to no one…

Is getting to no ones…

No one’s really getting to know him…

More hurting…

On top of hurting…

Trying to hold on…

My migraines can’t hold it…

 

Grip is loose…

As the intellectual bull tosses…

Self-centered…

Narcissism…

Understanding that’s not your…

Subconscious speaking…

Words are soppose to be…

Thought then formed you see…

 

I don’t believe in friendship…

Eather your family or…

An associate to me…

That can be a hard subject to see…

If you listen to ones heart…

Instead of what you think is right…

Then you will finnaly see…

Why I trust nobody…

 

“I will never be silenced from my heart to create speach…”

 

That’s not a quote…

That’s something that lives…

Hearing the same things…

You can start to believe that shit…

To be on someone’s good side…

Don’t ever force them…

To open ears…

Around the world…

Listen first if you want it………….

 

I was….

 

 

 

 

Naw I’m just fucking around…

I’m done with this……………….

Another Public Survice Announcement

“Once again!”

“Thee most hated!”

“No one’s favorite!”

“Is here with a reminder!”

 

 

I loving these comments that have been left on my blog lately…

I sincerely appreciate you all…

And your point of views…

Enyone is welcome to speak there mind…

Keep it real…

No sugar thoughts here…

 

“Trust and believe that I don’t offend easily…”

Speak ya mindz here!๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

 

Like I said before…

I don’t care about likes…

Views…

Or enything of that nature…

I don’t care…

 

“All I want is to be heard!”

 

 

Thats all!

I made this blog…

Just to be heard…

 

So my grammar is shitty…

And my punctuation to…

I don’t care…

I just want to get my words out and hopefully inspire, bring to light, be blunt and out spoken, Tell the truth and how I feel and maybe even get a few laughs at my attempt at humor…

“which is also shitty๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ ”

 

Thank you everyone and stay tuned in for more pointless bullshit…

“Sorry for cursing…”