“They think they know”

They dooo…
They think
they doooo…

You don’t listen
You compare.
You brush me off
Like you don’t care.
Clarify this shit…
As My diagnosis
rolls up off anothers
Tongues…

like
Water off a leaf
That’s weak…

Let me make it
Clear to those
Who won’t and
Don’t understand
That the issue
Can’t be compared
To you self
Diagnosis of me
Or yourself.

Boxed in a
A box in corner…
Small walls
I can’t peak over
Them.
With out…
I dare you to
speak… Making
Me more lonely…

“OH just do some breathing techniques and exercise. “

Ok that’s fine!
but It only
Last for a little
while!
You wonder why!
I Don’t smile!
I just
Need a stronger
Dose im on
Enough meds
To take a bull
Down!

Make me bitter
At all repetitive
remarks!

You!
Don’t!
Know!
Me!

Let me tell you
How it feels to
Be me!

Relationships/can’t
Going out in public/won’t
Being surrounded by
new people your
Friend knows/ I don’t think so…

I can socialize
to an extent.
If I say something
Out of order…..
To the huddle…
You may or may
Not hear me
keep apologizing……..

So my isolated
My inner and outer
Being…….

These issues with
in me.

Can only be exposed
If you know me….
Or sometimes not
I just feel…
Real tire…
So good night…

O ya…
I forgot…

Most times group
With a bunch of
Me’s and yous can…
Maybe even a hand
Full can understand me…

Only!

My mind
Is…

Mostly out of
Order………

I never asked for
A pity party ………

Salt and Mud

You left me stranded

So I drowned in
Gun fire, Jack Daniels
And 40oz”s

Drama, flying saucers
Bullets lost in
brick walls

Lodged

In house furniture
Sold out slugs

Copper tops tree top
Pirus

Cookie cutters

My Dimu called
Them bookie
Butters

Like he
Had a speech
Impediment

Thats just Blood
edicate

Raised hell
A bit

To intelligent

In a cell a bit

Letters never
Sent never
Touched

like
They were
Celabate

You
Never sent
A letter back

The child
That was once
Beaten blue

Brused for
For nothing

By you

Clutching a belt
Shaped as a “U”

Ungrateful
And unfaithful like
Samson

So

I stay absent

Like you

Birddy Canary

I feel like

Silence is

The answer

To a mathematical

Problem

The equation

Space

To make

A novel

Praised

For the

Use to

Silence-err

Couldn’t see

What I mean

With a monical

You couldn’t

Feel my Words

With a key

To catch

Up with

the day

Locked

Out of

Thankfulls

And thank

you’s

Your own

Answer

Or is it

Protection

For what’s

To come

A mediphor

Unpluged

Giving you

The truth

In the

Feeling

Of what

Is why

I go by

And go

Through

As a silencer

No fake

Smiles

To pardon

You

From death

Till only

I am left

Good old H.R -40

Happy happy positive day everybody!😊

Naw fuck all that shit it’s time for A fucking reality check nigga……..

(((WARNING WARNING!!)))

(((THIS WILL BE SAID IN ALL CAPS!))

FUCK ALL THIS BLACK OUT DAY BULLSHIT!

OTHER RACES (NON BLACK)!

MAKEING STATEMENTS AND MEMES THEY SEE BUT NO NOTHING ABOUT!

I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE!

SO DONT GET IT FUCKED UP LIKE IM GOING ON A RAMPAGE!

AND EVEN THE BAND WAGON PEOPLE…

(ITS THE NEW HIP THING TO DO….!) TYPE PEOLE!

THATS LOVE TO!

BUT IF YOU REALLY LOVE!

IF YOU REALY WANT TO ACKNOWLEDGE ARE PEOPLES SUFFERING TO THE FULLEST EXTENT.

HELP JOIN A PETITION OR SOME SHIT.

ON GETTING REPERATION FOR THE SINS THAT DIVIDED OUR ANCESTORS FAMILY’S!

DESTROYED OUR BLACK ANCESTORS LIVES AND CULTURE AND SOLD OFF LIKE CATTLE!

FREEDOM FIGHTERS LETS MAKE IT✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊!

IT DONT MATTER WHAT RACE COLOR OR RELIGIOUS BACK GROWN YOU GOT!

IF YOU BELIEVE IN A GOD AND PRAY!

THEN THATS EVEN MORE OF A PROBLEM IF YOU DONT WANT TO HELP US OUT!

IF YOU CARE ABOUT BLACK LIVES MATTERING!

HELP US TAKE BACK WHAT WE DESERVE!

REPARATIONS FOR OUR BLACK PEOPLE!

TAKE IT HOW YOU WANT!

I DONT DO NONE OF THIS SHIT FOR LIKES AND FOLLOWERS!

OR FOR OTHER MEANS OF WANTING ATTENTION!

THIS IS A MATTER OF TRUE JUSTICE IN ((FROM THE SINS OF AMERICA))

(((BUT UNDER STAND THIS!.

IF YOU SYMPATHIZERS REALLY CARE!

ABOUT THE UNJUST BULLSHIT MY PEOPLE HAVE DELT WITH!

FOR HUNDREDS OF UNTELIVISED YEARS!)))

PLEASE I ASK!

HELP JOIN US TO PASS THE BILL FOR REPORATIONS!!

IF YOU DONT NO WHAT REPARATIONS FOR BLACKS MEAN, GOOGLE IT!

IF BLACK LIVES MATTER TO YOU THEN WAKE UP AND HELP OUT!!

PEACE AND BLESSINGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL!✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊✊

This has been approved by the (negro struggling associations of America)

In association wit (you owned us so you owe us ENT)

If you understand me then share this with friends and enimes!

You Can’t Send Trauma To The North

Any questions?



Nobody?


Good!


I don’t care……






I really don’t…



I’m on a conference call

With a cannibal.



One who eats balled up pens and paper phone calls to those upstate universitys.

Sending kites out to stop some unlawful assassination or assault on another faction in place.

Pace stopped now pacing slower, solar powered by some sunlight on some so called heroic…




I’ve been chosen again to raise my hand…

I had a decoy in my place my class mates told on me telling my teacher that I wasn’t present.


To a bench warrant, maybe if I’ve called out. Hell no! I ain’t going back into a trap like a rodent! They can’t steal my freedom again!

All praises due! Even the most high knows it’s true.



A drunken banshee kissed the chamber of the wrong rifle men. The front page was extinguished…



Well… The news… I’m not even going to start mentioning. Tripping that tricky mage into outer space… Burning like white sage always staying close to a bounty…

Fuck the City and the County………….

In slow motion………………

Extra Antisocial

It can’t be fixed…

Your not I…

So why try…

Leaving…

I left it to be…

Hermit by choice…

Silence doesn’t bother me…

In public…

Anxiety…

The struggle…

Inside of me…

Don’t sit next to me…

Then mumbled…

I will feel like…

Your talking about me…

Eye to eye…

Or acting fly…

Popping off at the mouth piece…

Go ahead…

Just don’t touch me…

Believe it or not…

I’m still adjusting…

To outside…

I don’t feel right…

Don’t say hi…

Don’t ask how am I…

I’ll just keep walking by…

I’m sorry…

I’m like this…

I don’t no why…

The kids called me crazy…

In school because…

At lunch…

I always sat by myself…

If I felt genuinely excepted…

Your cool…

I just don’t fuck with anyone else…

The alone ranger…

Arrangements I’ve made to speak…

When I can’t think of what…

Even how to say enything…

Rage and frustration…

I evade groups that I don’t…

No…

I don’t have a nieve bone…

In my body…

And I quote…

Perinoid…

I often feel like I’m being followed…

I only get along with none killers…

and robbers…

Wild child turned into a man that…

Doesn’t want to be bothered…

Still I hear people say…

“You would make a great father…”

Personally…

I’m nada…

Protective…

Born fighter…

No lier…

No buyer…

A taker…

Of trying…

Find then…

Drive in…

I won’t say nothing…

The whole time spent…

Extra Antisocial!

 

Just Tweaking The Ears…

Ya ya!

Ya ya!

Watch your step…

I’m on fire…

I’m up next

 

 

Ya Ya!

Ya ya!

Salmon colored…

Facing dating deprived…

Of…

Ya ya!

Ya ya!

 

 

Telegraphic is the mind…

Super surprised…

To see what’s inside…

Ya ya!

Yatta Yatta…

Good bye…

 

 

Brushed up aginst me…

Paint blushed…

Pardon my silver erection…

Roped off rushed…

Ya ya!

 

 

Problem Matic…

Automatic…

Systematically stranded…

Damn casualties…

Ya Ya!

 

 

Yatta yatta!

let’s cut to the chase! Challenged by heavy weights! Stomped them out like forest fires! Stomped them flat like crepes!

 

 

Amazing!

One voice can build a whole empire or bring it down! Mentally The Mayor of myself! How many gunz to may head that were Impotent! Blasts loud Motown!

 

 

Converting!

Boys to men! Basically put some base in your voice man times ten! Now they’ll listen! Talk when spoken to! face to face eavesdropping to here there intense pocket more intention!

 

 

Tripods!

Birds all fly in pairs! Only got one when I paid for two! That was a great relationships last air! Formed aginst me never prospered! Your still a prospect! Trying to be a thrones heir!

 

 

Wait…

I can’t think with that chainsaw in my ears! Wood chippers with red paint! Painted my mind with more hate! Wars can be stopped with understanding plus love! That’s what I’m after! So pass that black glove…

Ya ya!

Ya ya!

Im all in for new peace and love……….