I’m so disgusted with you!
I Damn near raised you like my own!
I tought you real street discipline!
Correcting some of your massive weaknesses.
Giving you guidance, strength in past troubled times!
Deep down inside I want to thunderstorms!
It’s to cold in me so it snowed!
Burying my trust, loyalty!
Not to mention a broken oath!
Covering over my last give a fuck!
Whenever you had trouble following you!
I was at your door step ready for war with anybody!
I tought you how to plant you feet in concrete and stand solid like the staff of Moses.
I tought you how to make moves when your loafs of bread in your safe were crumbs.
I tought you how to line your sights up with the target.
Obliterate any oppositions against you or me.
Then I thought to myself….
In my head that I…
I was the only real family you had!
That’s why I could relate to you!
I gave you all the food from my moral plate!
As well as the food literally off of it to.
I spoon fed you rules on how to jump the double Dutch ropes!
Grown leveled hopes!
I loved you like a brother!
Even more like a son…..
Now I want to strangle!
Smother the life out of the bonds we once had between us!
I can’t even find which pillow to cover over it with so….
So I strugle not to hurt in this b……..
Now directly a cross the room from me…
Pointing without direct of eye contact….
Trying t ruin me!
Now giving the states evidence…
A living alpha David!
Your name is a number instead of letters!
What the fuck were you thinking!?
Turning on our family!
That gave you power of enlightenment in my image!
What happened to omerta….
What happened to staying silent no matter what…
What happened to being your brothers keeper….
What happened to the safe!
That held your only key to true commradery….
Now your barcodes encryption is exposed!
For all the hungry vultures and wolves of the streets…
That respect and love me….
That love eating rats for breakfast, lunch and dinner….
In my red eyes and soul bound glow…
I can’t ever help you know more….
I can’t save you no more…
When you get in the stones…
You won’t even last three days….
To my knowledge you didn’t even last 24 hours….
I’m still free….