LETS FUSE TOGETHER 

(Old One)

 

I’m so in love with you…

I’m so…

In love with you…

Love is my special place for you…

I love you so much…

Even though I know you will never love me as much…

Dangerously…

I am in to you…

I want you by my side like my solid pride…

You’re my future…

Love me…

Like I love you…

Love me like your first…

Love me like cold water quenching your thirst…

Love me like short sleeves in a summer breeze…

Love me like snow flakes on Christmas day…

I shall  love you the same…

I want you to be with me forever…

I want to make a tribe with you…

I want to take off your socks…

After a long day to rub your feet…

I want to smell your vanilla scent…

As I kiss on your soft cheek…

I want to hold you tight…

Enough that you can breath…

I want to be your breath…

You exhale so you can inhale me…

I love you so much…

I love you so…

It kills me…

When we die…

I want to be buried in your casket…

So our love will never die alone…

I love you so…

So you love I…

FOREVER!

 

 

(I didn’t really like this one here) (I was going to toss it in the trash) lol! No bullst!

The First Man Standing Was The Last To Walk

I’m so disgusted with you!

I Damn near raised you like my own!

I tought you real street discipline!

Correcting some of your massive weaknesses.

Giving you guidance, strength in past troubled times!

Deep down inside I want to thunderstorms!

It’s to cold in me so it snowed!

Burying my trust, loyalty!

Not to mention a broken oath!

Covering over my last give a fuck!

For you…….

Whenever you had trouble following you!

I was at your door step ready for war with anybody!

I tought you how to plant you feet in concrete and stand solid like the staff of Moses.

I tought you how to make moves when your loafs of bread in your safe were crumbs.

I tought you how to line your sights up with the target.

Obliterate any oppositions against you or me.

Then I thought to myself….

In my head that I…

Me…

I was the only real family you had!

That’s why I could relate to you!

I gave you all the food from my moral plate!

As well as the food literally off of it to.

I spoon fed you rules on how to jump the double Dutch ropes!

Aginst you!

Grown leveled hopes!

Picked up!

Why…

I loved you like a brother!

Even more like a son…..

Now I want to strangle!

Smother the life out of the bonds we once had between us!

I can’t even find which pillow to cover over it with so….

So I strugle not to hurt in this b……..

My co-defendent!

Now  directly a cross the room from me…

Pointing without direct of eye contact….

Trying t ruin me!

Now giving the states evidence…

A living alpha David!

Your name is a number instead of letters!

What the fuck were you thinking!?

Turning on our family!

That gave you power of enlightenment in my image!

What happened to omerta….

What happened to staying silent no matter what…

What happened to being your brothers keeper….

What happened to the safe!

That held your only key to true commradery….

WHAT HAPPENED!?

WHY!?

Now your barcodes encryption is exposed!

For all the hungry vultures and wolves of the streets…

That respect and love me….

That love eating rats for breakfast, lunch and dinner….

In my red eyes and soul bound glow…

Kid…

Listen…

I can’t ever help you know more….

I can’t save you no more…

So sad….

When you get in the stones…

You won’t even last three days….

To my knowledge you didn’t even last 24 hours….

Damn…..

Me…

I’m still free….

 

The True History Of The Real Gangstaz

We say good morning to each other in the evening. That means we had a good smooth and easy day. We stress… I guess this is all the thanks we get. I can remember a time in history when we designed and built the white house for the president. For free! Oh that’s a fact! Google it… Just know that No matter what you can never Google the pain and suffering from my ancestors. All the true pain they’ve indured. Satisfiying the masters every need by force… Anything he or she wanted or needed!

I won’t even go there though. Slavery of my people was one of the most devastating times for us in American history. Let’s not forget the savage genocide of the American natives. Just a friendly reminder, to tell the truth I don’t even think my native brothers and sisters of the country even called their land America as it was stolen from them. (Thanks for giving) So let’s just call them natives of the land that once was their home…. Taken like a strong arm savage robbery… Oh and did I mention no one was ever prosecuted for there inhuman  crimes against all that wasn’t them….

THATS SOME REAL GANGSTA SHIT!

Are they so blind that they left there own people behind? The people that never asked to be here. Forced at gun point taking men, women and child snatching the babies right off of the mothers nipple. The kids sold to the highest bidder.

Then through history being treated like the lowest of the low. A black American couldnt even stare at a person of the opposite color with out deadly consequences to follow. We had to drink water from some where else and go to different restrooms and go to all black schools. If we didn’t it would have either been jail or death. Our lives were never pretty. Our fathers fathers fathers never really owned any…. We all stand strong no matter how beaten, bruised and broken we are… We are strong… I guess the quote “Divided we stand united we fall” was a lie too… Till this day we’re still divided and falling by ourselves to poverty, prison and bullets from police men. From the very beginning to now… Still no reparations for all the rape and the culture we lost along the way.

Thanks American!

Thanks for not acknowledging the real gangstaz of history.

THE SWEEPING OF VIOLENCE OF HISTORIES GENICIDE AND BLOOD STAINED PAST UNDER A SHAIMFUL RUG AND TRYING TO KEEP IT HIDDEN FROM THE WORLD. EVERY OTHER RACE WONDERS WHY WE ARE ALWAYS SO TYPICALLY ANGRY OR BITTER ABOUT LIFE AND ETC… ETC… ILL ANSWER THAT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD…. MY PEOPLE FOUGHT THEIR WHOLE LIVES TO SUCCEED SINCE WE CAME OFF THE MAYFLOWER IN CHAINS. WE ARE TIRED BUT WE WILL STAND STRONG. ✊

 

My Poisonous Addiction To A Deadend Love

You hurt me badly and I will never love again. You’ve showed me the definition of how low one human being can be. You’re the reason why I’ll never trust another. A steal beam was shoved through my chest and a rifles bullets pierced my heart. I truly wish I could have started over to when we were just friends. I would have just kept the relationship like that. You murdered your own loyalty with me. I died inside the stomach where the butterflies use to be. I mummified myself in my covers every day. Depression was a the only gift you’ve ever given me. Shot the truth through the back of the head then you suicided after befriending the lies. I swear I wish I never met you… I wish I’d had never seen you at that corner store. I have learned a valuable lesson. Never ever mess with a round the way girl. The poisonous snake that slithered up to me then tightly coyals around me every night. I was bitten and injected with her venom but I was lucky to be immune. However… The only real toxic thing you really owned were all the lies that you told. A black widow so little weaving her web of bad intentions. I was stuck and I couldn’t get out. I had to brake free and run literally and never look back in to the eyes of the she devil.