Life is a scrimmage
Getting ready to pull
pop! pop! pop!
How to shoot
Then lay low from!
Like hiding a stain
On gradma couch…
She going to
As you do!
The word already
For the law to
Come get you!
You better hope
They find you…
Before the streets
In the dumpster…
What did your
Your crew is
So you stand on
You will always
Or hide you!
Broken the very
It means to
be a real gangster…
You run to help
Those in need!
Don’t take from
Just as bad as
If you going
To do it…
Ain’t no honors
Come together like
Gum under your
You broken the
Roc a bye baby…
There was no soon
10 yr old grown men….
10 become ten men…
10 out of 10, only 4 of them left..
10 year to life, some in prison for…
10 years dead or…
10 years in the feds…
4 of those 10 are left…
Those 4 even did time in prison…
For crimes they didn’t even commit…
Set up by police so it’s nothing to
Shoot back at them, before they kill
Can’t go no where, poverty issues so my family stuck.
Continuing to live life like no human being would ever want….
As I yelled out!
“FUCKING KILL ME! I AINT GOT
SHIT TO LOSE!”
Shot down from the head, to the shoes, no one would even give a damn over lives we’d lose.
Only God knows the pain….
Of a short fuse…
As electricity cracks in the rain….
Leaving the brain to forever sink in blues…
“One of my throw backs from 2017”
I’ve been called it all! It doesn’t even faze me anymore! Tell me what you no about pain! I’ll show you me and my ancestors scars!
I was young when I paused and heard…
“Run nigger run!”
The color of there faces I’ll never forget…
I was 20 years old when I was beaten…
Run for what? I can’t even run for president…. I can’t even show you I’m better than! Without some folk putting down a man…
Can I speak for a minute…..
Those words are what hurt the most… Did you forget that we came her before! Most of y’all on boats….
Let me shut up there! I know y’all don’t want to hear that old sad story…
I won’t call you that or blind to the facts….
You can see!
I promise I won’t talk about that case…
I’ll just yell
Speaking to myself in the clear mirror about a raped race….
Just to myself though…
So don’t panic…
Can I get a witness?
What’s up my native American brothers?
What’s up my Muslim sisters?
I think it just never existed…
So from me!
It’s just not worth mentioning….
Racism doesn’t exist….
I’m being sarcastic!
What’s up Donald trump?
What’s up communism?
What’s up to all these new prison systems they’re building…
That’s the new section 8…
You understand me?
Oh don’t get me wrong!
They’re building them for us…
I’m just dreaming…
Sleep walking fast to the back of the bus…
What’s up Rosa parks?
What’s up justice?
“What’s up Chris?”
Justice you do speak!
Can you free all my soldiers! Free all the walls that seem to block the very eyes of the already formed generations of the blind deaf and dumb… The shameless cobras…
Let my people go!
We have suffered enough…
Soon again they will all be on the receiving end…
True with a side of justice is coming!
True justice is not pleased! There will be examples made to all these genocidal thieves…
Conceal your blood line please!
Im being Sarcastic again…
So wake up….
R.i.p to all the miss treated, murdered for no reason…
Free all the victims of the broken system…
I love you all!
I remember now.
I rearranged my room.
I couldn’t resist seeing my bed empty.
I told you to leave and don’t look back.
I am a wreck.
I can still hear your voice.
A Friday night disagreement.
I finely chopped the chain to my future’s anchor.
I was depressed for some years.
Don’t you cry.
Never live under someone’s shoes to be broken.
You left that dark colored hoodie.
I want my life back.
Never ever let a black cat sleep in your mind.
We say good morning to each other in the evening. That means we had a good smooth and easy day. We stress… I guess this is all the thanks we get. I can remember a time in history when we designed and built the white house for the president. For free! Oh that’s a fact! Google it… Just know that No matter what you can never Google the pain and suffering from my ancestors. All the true pain they’ve indured. Satisfiying the masters every need by force… Anything he or she wanted or needed!
I won’t even go there though. Slavery of my people was one of the most devastating times for us in American history. Let’s not forget the savage genocide of the American natives. Just a friendly reminder, to tell the truth I don’t even think my native brothers and sisters of the country even called their land America as it was stolen from them. (Thanks for giving) So let’s just call them natives of the land that once was their home…. Taken like a strong arm savage robbery… Oh and did I mention no one was ever prosecuted for there inhuman crimes against all that wasn’t them….
THATS SOME REAL GANGSTA SHIT!
Are they so blind that they left there own people behind? The people that never asked to be here. Forced at gun point taking men, women and child snatching the babies right off of the mothers nipple. The kids sold to the highest bidder.
Then through history being treated like the lowest of the low. A black American couldnt even stare at a person of the opposite color with out deadly consequences to follow. We had to drink water from some where else and go to different restrooms and go to all black schools. If we didn’t it would have either been jail or death. Our lives were never pretty. Our fathers fathers fathers never really owned any…. We all stand strong no matter how beaten, bruised and broken we are… We are strong… I guess the quote “Divided we stand united we fall” was a lie too… Till this day we’re still divided and falling by ourselves to poverty, prison and bullets from police men. From the very beginning to now… Still no reparations for all the rape and the culture we lost along the way.
Thanks for not acknowledging the real gangstaz of history.
THE SWEEPING OF VIOLENCE OF HISTORIES GENICIDE AND BLOOD STAINED PAST UNDER A SHAIMFUL RUG AND TRYING TO KEEP IT HIDDEN FROM THE WORLD. EVERY OTHER RACE WONDERS WHY WE ARE ALWAYS SO TYPICALLY ANGRY OR BITTER ABOUT LIFE AND ETC… ETC… ILL ANSWER THAT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD…. MY PEOPLE FOUGHT THEIR WHOLE LIVES TO SUCCEED SINCE WE CAME OFF THE MAYFLOWER IN CHAINS. WE ARE TIRED BUT WE WILL STAND STRONG. ✊
I’m not influential… I’m not a role model… I don’t have positive quotes…
Please listen to these notes… Understand that I want to be all of the above. You see its hard telling someone who’s blind to see. It’s hard telling someone deaf to hear. It’s hard telling someone who’s hungry not to eat. It’s hard telling someone who’s broke not to steal. It’s hard to tell someone who’s waiting for a job not to sell hard. It’s hard to tell a rich country to help it’s people. It’s hard telling cops not to shoot black people. It’s hard to tell wealthy family’s to give money to the less fortunate.
I’m not influential… I’m not a role model… I don’t have positive quotes…
So please listen to these notes…. I rather fucking live like a renegade then live my life under paid. Over slaved while bills pile up. In this world shit cost and it seems like all I ever do now or days is take loses.
So what am I suppose to do? Can you tell me that? Can you tell me personally that everything is going to be alright for me and my people? We are the struggling and forgotten. Tell me how the fuck I’m suppose to feel when my brothers are trying to survive while being frustrated? My sistas got it even worst! Tell me how I should feel when the crime rate is quickly rising to the top? Do you even know why crime is rising? Well if you don’t know the answer then that’s why I ain’t fucking positive!
That’s why I ain’t no role model!
That’s why I’m not influential?
So please save you thoughts and words if you don’t live like me, him and her…
You can’t tell us nothing!