They dooo…
They think
they doooo…
You don’t listen
You compare.
You brush me off
Like you don’t care.
Clarify this shit…
As My diagnosis
rolls up off anothers
Tongues…
like
Water off a leaf
That’s weak…
Let me make it
Clear to those
Who won’t and
Don’t understand
That the issue
Can’t be compared
To you self
Diagnosis of me
Or yourself.
Boxed in a
A box in corner…
Small walls
I can’t peak over
Them.
With out…
I dare you to
speak… Making
Me more lonely…
“OH just do some breathing techniques and exercise. “
Ok that’s fine!
but It only
Last for a little
while!
You wonder why!
I Don’t smile!
I just
Need a stronger
Dose im on
Enough meds
To take a bull
Down!
Make me bitter
At all repetitive
remarks!
You!
Don’t!
Know!
Me!
Let me tell you
How it feels to
Be me!
Relationships/can’t
Going out in public/won’t
Being surrounded by
new people your
Friend knows/ I don’t think so…
I can socialize
to an extent.
If I say something
Out of order…..
To the huddle…
You may or may
Not hear me
keep apologizing……..
So my isolated
My inner and outer
Being…….
These issues with
in me.
Can only be exposed
If you know me….
Or sometimes not
I just feel…
Real tire…
So good night…
O ya…
I forgot…
Most times group
With a bunch of
Me’s and yous can…
Maybe even a hand
Full can understand me…
Only!
My mind
Is…
Mostly out of
Order………
I never asked for
A pity party ………
Conversation
I’m From L. N. G.
“BOULEVARD GO HARD!!”
Riding pass…
Yelling out of there cars…
This will be…
Thee last time I’m…
Doing this role call…
Edgewood!
Midway!
Springdale!
Norfolk!
They all know who I is…
They all no…
The bizz…
Noooo jokes…
West forest park!
Fairview!
Grantly!
Garrison!
Back then…
I was terrible…
I was known to…
I played pool…
Alot…
Hit me up on my cellular…
For eight balls…
In the corner of your pockets…
For those corners…
I was the best…
Every sales fell in line..
For there orders…
So embarrassing…
Liberty heights!
Chattam and Carsdale!
Denison!
North Hilton!
Scrambled boy…
In double O’s…
Ready rock city…
Where fiends…
Panhandled…
Up at the gas stations…
Callaway!
Arydale!
Wood Haven!
Bonner Road!
Night walkers scheme…
Strong arm robbery…
Breaking…
Entering…
Children…
With automatics…
No safty…
“Go mode!”
Carlisle Avenue!
Bateman Avenue!
Alton Road!
Piedmont Ave!
Damn brats…
Lord knows…
I love them all…
Girls and boys…
Don’t play with toys……
At the age of 14…
They are into the streets beefs…
Older men…
If you young men…
can live past there 20’s…
You’ll be on that…
Original gangsta…
Raffled…
Gwynn Falls!
Ellamont Street!
Clifton Avenue!
Wallbrook!
You can get murdered…
For a small fee…
For selling somewhere…
You should not be…
A skimpy bag of grocerys…
O…
Possibly…
Get your your pockets… emptied…
You’ve been taken…
Powhatan!
Hanlon Park!
Allendale!
Chelse Terrace!
Looking at somebody…
For more then…
The 5 second rule…
Bullets will certainly…
Fly in your direction…
The furnace…
Fairfax!
Oakfield!
Kathland!
Granada Ave!
Rest in peace…
To all of my soldiers…
Who won’t be…
Comming back…
Main Ave!
Berwyn ave!
Egerton Rd!
Dorchester!
Mega hard white…
Brown sugar or that tan…
Broken down…
Into the corners…
Alleyways…
Testers given…
The early morning applause…
Berrington Rd!
Sequoia Ave!
Belle ave!
Borman!
Kidnapped…
Tormented…
Tortured…
Ransomed off…
Over white squares of…
Numbing soft…
Where…
Those young bucks…
Steal bikes…
Throwing rocks…
At mormons…
Off porches…
West Cold Spring!
Oakford Ave!
Ridgewood!
Fern hills!
Shoot outs…
Bad deals…
Bad pills…
High heels…
That wave hello…
Broad day…
Police…
The Dt’s…
Shaking up pepper spray…
Ex pills…
Percocet prescriptions…
Xanax bars…
Unpaid bills…
Penhurst Ave!
Eldorado Ave!
Belvieu!
West belvedere!
Don’t trust no one here…
Most girls around…
Are everybody’s girlfriend…
Bad…
Hearts…
Vicious Fights…
Plegue break…
Out…
Between boys…
Men…
When they find out…
Who she’s been sleeping…
With…
Intercourse…
With both…
No remorse…
She just smurks…
Face..
To whoever lost that fight…
He’s comming right back…
Wild wild west shit…
Rite back there…
Groveland!
Dolefield!
Elderon!
Wabash!
White oak!
Crestfield!
Yosemite!
Copley Rd!
Love does not exist…
At all…
Traffic stops unlawful…
Hand cuffs to tight…
Wrist bleeding…
Leaving permanent scars…
Rats can’t come back…
Thee..
Tattle tails get brutalized…
Wolcott Ave!
Westchester!
Miami Place!
Fordney Lane!
Hot…
Abusive relationships…
Left both…
Men..
Women..
Dead…
Long ride downtown…
Homicide building…
You better run…
Board a plane…
Something…
Grown men…
Well..
We had more heart then them…
As children…
Bullets flying like…
“Jiu jitsu” kicks…
Little girls..
So sassy…
With there little hands…
On there hips…
Young boys…
8 years old…
Carrying condoms…
On the corners…
Loose cigarettes…
Marijuana out on the strip…
“A yo”
“Holla at shorrty!”
“He got that diesel out yalll!”
“Big dimes!”
“Big dimes!”
Ain’t no picnicking…
Ain’t no romancing…
No slow dancing…
First dates mean…
Motel recipt…
Credit or cash…
Bring your home girl to….
Library’s…
No books read…
The kids take advantage…
Are only there…
Of the free WiFi …
Facebook-en-off…
Perverted…
Instagram picks…
Ass…
Tits…
Narcotics detectives can…
Hit the block so quick…
You’d have to…
“Holllldddd What you got!”
Or swollow those those things…
If they catch you…
They’ll beat you bloody…
Yelling out…
Saying things like….
“Open your fucking mouth!”
“Raise up your fucking tungue!”
“You little bitch!”
About…
Let’s see…
50 Dirt bikes flying through the streets…
Tinted windows…
On vehicles…
Car…
Caravans…
Creeping slowly down the one way street…
Deviously…
Go Grab your heat…
Out of the stash…
Or lay…
On your ass…
Pistols…
Russian assult rifles…
Pokers out…
Swung from tall grass…
Vaccent houses…
223’s…
Hollow points…
Teflon chest protecting…
Now Its war…
Midnight Half gallons…
“Jack Daniels…”
Warm whiskey…
On cold mysteries…
You feel pissy…
All night party…
On the block…
Clocked in…
trap hours…
“What hood you from!?”
“Throw your sets up higher!”
No shook replies……..
“I’M FROM L.N.G!”
Funnel Cake
Slow motion detection in overdrive…
From conversions that played on my summer sun…
Two stone members speaking 70s litterateur…
Something only you and I can comprehend…
In this time capsule day and age…
International flights through my mind…
You and I…
Coffee or tea…
I don’t drink alcohol…
Sorry…
Her legs crossed legendary with the now…
Yet different…
Die for…
Oh…
I miss understood your native…
I lay, lie, low in your vocal chords…
50s lingo…
She’s so dreamy…
My favorite flavors of sugar…
Kisses my love life…
Smuggle me in between your flower power…
Let me electric slide my pen to your paper…
After I leave this place…
Call me…
Reality Is The New Negativity Vol.1 