“They think they know”

They dooo…
They think
they doooo…

You don’t listen
You compare.
You brush me off
Like you don’t care.
Clarify this shit…
As My diagnosis
rolls up off anothers
Tongues…

like
Water off a leaf
That’s weak…

Let me make it
Clear to those
Who won’t and
Don’t understand
That the issue
Can’t be compared
To you self
Diagnosis of me
Or yourself.

Boxed in a
A box in corner…
Small walls
I can’t peak over
Them.
With out…
I dare you to
speak… Making
Me more lonely…

“OH just do some breathing techniques and exercise. “

Ok that’s fine!
but It only
Last for a little
while!
You wonder why!
I Don’t smile!
I just
Need a stronger
Dose im on
Enough meds
To take a bull
Down!

Make me bitter
At all repetitive
remarks!

You!
Don’t!
Know!
Me!

Let me tell you
How it feels to
Be me!

Relationships/can’t
Going out in public/won’t
Being surrounded by
new people your
Friend knows/ I don’t think so…

I can socialize
to an extent.
If I say something
Out of order…..
To the huddle…
You may or may
Not hear me
keep apologizing……..

So my isolated
My inner and outer
Being…….

These issues with
in me.

Can only be exposed
If you know me….
Or sometimes not
I just feel…
Real tire…
So good night…

O ya…
I forgot…

Most times group
With a bunch of
Me’s and yous can…
Maybe even a hand
Full can understand me…

Only!

My mind
Is…

Mostly out of
Order………

I never asked for
A pity party ………

“Why We Shoot Back”

Insanity…….

10 yr old grown men….

10yrs later…

10 become ten men…

10 out of 10, only 4 of them left..

10 year to life, some in prison for…

10 years dead or…

10 years in the feds…

4 of those 10 are left…

Those 4 even did time in prison…

For crimes they didn’t even commit…

Set up by police so it’s nothing to
Shoot back at them, before they kill
Us.

Can’t go no where, poverty issues so my family stuck.

Continuing to live life like no human being would ever want….

Never want…

As I yelled out!

“FUCKING KILL ME! I AINT GOT
SHIT TO LOSE!”

Shot down from the head, to the shoes, no one would even give a damn over lives we’d lose.

Only God knows the pain….

Of a short fuse…

As electricity cracks in the rain….

Leaving the brain to forever sink in blues…

Cut Mental

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Walking through a dark hallway…

“We call them Cuts.”

Through second hand crack smoke…

Shell casings…

Used heroin needles…

The ally was one way in…

If you weren’t known to be a familiar face…

There was noway out for you…

Seriously!

Day cracked in one dice game…

Even if you won…

You still had a price to pay…

My advice!

 

Pay the price…

Or stand up!

Inventing a new renagade regime!

Ran off…

Awol with eight balls…

Bad luck…

He was found in a dumpster with no arms…

Hot summer magets and horse flies…

Add that one to your cold case files…

Trying To Triple

If you looking for love here then you chasing smoke….

If you looking for drugs hear. Go get you some dope…

When you feed your dogs in your solid kennel! Keep your eyes on the one who ain’t eating the most!

 

My statements are facts! So excuse me if I don’t sound positive…. Riding with my music turned up to the max… When Im driving in…. So I can’t hear myself crying… So I can’t hear myself… Crying…

Poverty is forced sodomy on the welfare of society. Living bad to live good. Praying that you make it to see the better side of life….

I just hope you make it….

I just hope you make it….