Thee Imperial Sequel

 

Till I die…

I am going to cross t’s…

Dot I’s with red beams…

 

Native style…

Sitting style…

On red brick…

Pow wowed…

 

for every step in my life…

Foot prints got far…

Then subtraction set the start…

I was faint from losing blood…

 

They say we some thugs…

They ain’t lieing…

To get the things we need…

Some times you got to risk dieing for it…

 

I Never Borrowed continents…

Became a squatter of someone elses nation…

Claiming it was mine…

I can be a savage sometime…

I was not ever a fan of genocide…

 

 

My Queen…

Don’t cry…

In time…

I’ll be on my way…

 

Skin dark like 11 o’clock pm…

I can teach the soul how I like to be truthfully…

Strange love…

No one can stop me…

Except you…

 

Cherokee walking through cherry blossoms…

My arms around the camp fire…

Smokeless fire…

Using a token to play my desires…

 

Off the record pink stretches…

Diligent…

Pure in long lessons…

 

I want life to be precious….

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From Behind The Gates Into Great Things. Lord Knows I Came A Long Way.

“I was like damn!”

“I got a phone call from one of my brothers in the penitentiary up north.”

“We where talking and out of no where he said….”

 

A yo!

How the fuck are you still alive?

 

“I laughed a little bit. Got ticket off at the same time. I paused for a minute and before I could respond…” The guy behind him next up for the phone said…

 

THAT MF IS A GLADIATOR YO!

That’s why!

 

 

 

From the seed planted…

Into the womb…

A unique seed grew…

A quiet sunflower…

Doomed to…

What he never asked for…

Never knew he’d  take those late beatings…

Hiding till seeked…

From the beast…

Early teenage years he found his feet…

He told his self…

“This is the last!”

“The last time that enyone!”

“Puts there hands on me again!”

 

School fights…

Territorial fights…

Lots of drug money…

Gave me my first conviction…

Death, dark concentrated into a jug…

Released its way up my sleeve…

No one ever ruled over me……

 

☝”I don’t like this I typed.”👆

“So I won’t finish it……”

“Starting over…”

 

 

 

 

I’ve lived!

I’ve Died!

I’ve fought!

I’ve tryed!

 

I won’t be stopped or derailed!

I’m the young king Tut with…

Snakes heads cut up…

Eyes plucked out…

You will not take my life!

If you try…

I’ll take you with me…

Gargling wet concrete…

I spit out a statue of the child I was…

Treated lest than…

Abused physically and Beat on…

That’s why I crave so much love!

Well use to…

Now I’m more expensive then…

The contract on a contract killer…

Man with many names…

Dog tags snatched from hood generals…

How did you think I would grow up?

When mom said…

“You got to leave he doesn’t want you here.”

Held tears in on that cold porch…

Drop one tear then kept it moving…

Long story I refused it…

Drugs I often abused them…

Money…

I made alot…

Till I got hot like Tater tots…

Double back with fire…

Hopped out on foot shooting targets…

I became a gladiator…

The streets were my parents…

I’m now proud to say…

Those days…

Over…

 

 

 

 

 

Woes And Cons

Set me on fire like a witch…

A wicked worlock on the Avenue…

Uncomfortable with my attitudes…

Long list of 10 commandments…

Brass balls drop like water falls…

Stalling when I see land…

Moving when I see randoms…

Random capabilities of electricity…

From my palms to your teeth…

Then time shifts into history……………

 

 

 

 

The historic center of…

Cursed family members…

I’m one who…

Let the cremation dust slip through…

My may 12th…

This is far from April fools…

Still peace is sitting in a rocking chair…

In the corner by the shot gun in my…

Late grandma’s room…

 

 

 

 

She sewn the heat in ever cold quilt…

Quilting, Quility filled solstices…

We never went hungry…

 

 

 

 

She would tell me about the times…

The whites called them porch monkeys…

My grand after father would say go…

Get yall asses in the house…

They are comming back with guns…

 

 

 

 

Time sped up and we found out…

Grandma and grandpa were still fugitives…

From that very day…

He was in the war serving his country…

To come home to this shit…

The good old family curse didn’t stop there………………

Im dismissing it……….

 

Solid Attractions

“Love…”

 

 

Is…

Experienced…

Genuine intention…

Getting to no first and for most…

 

 

 

 

Not getting to want…

No selfishness…

Your hugs, touches and kisses are…

You being interested…

 

 

 

 

 

“Listening…”

“Understanding…”

“Even disagreements…”

 

 

 

 

Disagreements are…

A huge test…

It defines how you react…

If she/he is quick to run away…

 

 

 

Or spiteful…

Trying to hurt you in anyway…

The test has failed already…

You two are not ment to be…

 

 

 

The truth is…

When you love someone…

You don’t always have to disagree…

Respect there way of thinking…

Even if you don’t expect there reasons…

 

 

 

After all…

Even people that don’t get along…

Can love each other to…

Make up love can fuel the wonderful😉

 

 

 

 

Don’t forget…

We all have annoying traits…

So don’t be quick to judge your mate…

Loyalty is standing by his or her side…

Wrong or rite…

Determining whether…

He/she is being a dictator…

Or just concerned about…

Your well being and safty…

 

 

 

 

Once a cheater always a cheater…

That’s the truth!

So except it!

He/she did it once…

You take them back…

Then the won…

 

 

 

They will damn shore do it again…

Don’t be a damn push over…

Put your foot down…

Acknowledge that enough is enough!

 

 

 

 

You no your worth is at its max…

That’s the way the almighty separates…

The ones who really love you…

From the person who doesn’t care…

About you at all…

The didn’t have your best interests…

When they were selfishly fucking off…

 

 

 

Hey!

Don’t you be sad over someone…

You never even had…

You desirve better…

 

 

 

((((“S.t.d.s!”

“Do exist!”

“Those who are cheaters…

“Will just spread them amongst others!

“So drop they ass and keep on going!”)))))

 

 

 

 

Don’t be afraid…

To give someone a chance…

To show you there wearthy…

 

 

 

After a break up…

Take some months off for yourself…

Don’t go for a rebound in a hurry…

 

 

 

 

Work things out…

That’s what loves about…

Don’t let no one take advantage…

Im serious though!

 

 

 

Loving is better when…

You and yours is at the highest…

Of a soul connection…

 

 

 

If you don’t belive in spiritual…

That’s cool…

Just connect on a omega level…

 

 

 

 

Mentally vs Sexual…

If the mentality is aroused…

Then imagine how good…

The sex will flow…

 

 

 

Be patient…

If your in a relationship…

If you don’t…

No what you want out of it…

 

 

 

Never get married…

Or involved in a relationship…

See your way out the door…

Tell him/her the truth…

Even if it hurts…

bottom line…

Don’t waist your mates time!

 

 

 

I always say truth is golden…

Don’t listen to me at all…

Who am I to break down true love……..

 

 

Your Mind Is Now Fresh Water…

I have freed…

More inslaved minds…

Shackled teeth…

Clenched in speach…

The only person who…

Cares about what you think…

Not what they say…

I’m not a sayer…

To naysayers…

I’m the sayers savior…

I care to elaborate…

I’ve staple rants..

Lectures…

To back ally hustlers…

Do your job…

Don’t let it do you…

Do or die…

We are all dieing to do…

To be…

A thought that comes out of unlicensed lips…

Holstor your problems please…

They see…

Then they use your fears…

Plus your fuck ups aginst you…

So…

Do what I do…

Nod your head…

Keep on moving…

If they get to you…

It will only get worst…

Thats what thy love to do…

Let me say to you fools…

A job is a job…

Prof of income…

Doesn’t define you…

That isn’t what makes that true…

It’s what you do…

To feed your family’s…

I don’t care if your…

Selling oranges…

Out of the house of your granny’s…

Say nothing…

To naysayers…

Silence can speak louder…

Than any word ever said………

Wonder Twins Powers Activate

In the pastence of my reality trip…

I’ve waited my whole life for you…

Lived to find…

A connection ever more powerful…

In different rooms of the world…

I fought against fate…

Mistakes were in faculties…

The double date…

With one couple…

Two different, difficult minds…

Basically the same in similarities…

Exiled to a camp…

Away…

Alone…

We just wanted home…

 

“Bonjou!”

“Kijan ou rele?”

I asked her…

 

She said…

“What did you say?”

I told her that…

I’d explain my tounge if you actually believe in heritages…

Our compatibilitys…

Then you will understand that…

I’m not trying to be your man…

I’m trying to rule the world with you…

Equity in our skin…

Steel in our bones…

 

Let’s get it!

Nothing can stop us!

In getting what fuck we deserve!

 

D+

My sincerest stands on a try pod…

I have no feelings towards the blues…

If your afraid to die…

Then it should be easy for your to…

Take a life…

 

I’m a terrific sinner…

I’m terrible sinner…

Who isn’t…

Still judged like I give a fuck…

Like! I! give! a! fuck!

 

My life is forever stamped..

Sealed…

Delivered to the intellect of many as…

A bad deal…

When I’ve protected…

 

Never pawn in my sheild…

Gave my last to make others happy…

I’m only happy when I see…

Kids happy…

I wasn’t a happy kid…

 

So I live through them…

Like if I was happy like them…

My own family left me…

Tured there backs in front of me…

Wondering why I even tryed to reach…

 

(Fuck the police…)

 

I wanna be that darkness…

Under the under path of a freeway…

Or bridge…

Not hiding or crying…

Trying to forget the old days…

 

No days off oppression…

No freedom…

Fake search warrents…

For federal house raids…

 

 

 

Realit-etry

Let the faculty…

Of facts speak for there selves…

 

“Did that really happen in your life?”

 

If you feel…

That my words touch…

Or give your feelings a punch …

Then…

It’s there…

If it’s there…

Then you can see it…

If you can see it…

You can answer that question for yourself….

 

 

 

#1. I’m not a poet…

 

 

 

#2.  Every word I speak is not bullshit…

 

 

 

#3. Yes…

One of my diagnoses is phycosis

 

 

 

 

#4. I hate liers more than I hate racism and politics…

 

 

 

 

#5. I’m from a city where…

80% of the people that are from here…

Are unemployed…

“Not by choice!”

 

 

 

 

#6. I am an ex convict…

 

 

 

 

#7. I’ve done many things to survive…

Some still haunt me till this day…

I also have a diagnosis of PTSD…

 

 

 

 

#8. I was brutality phisically abused as a child…

 

 

 

 

#9. I hate letting people get close to me….

They never stick around….

Or I end up having to get away from there toxic energy…

 

 

 

 

#10. I’m a on record…

A In book…

High ranking…

In active gang member…

That changed his life drastically….

And still trying to adapt to people who where not like me growing up….

 

 

 

11#. Christopher Bland is a made up name…

Somethings I talk about can get me in legal troubles….

Shit I deffenetly don’t need…

 

 

 

 

 

I’m not a story teller…

Nor can I answer most peoples question…

Everything I say on here…

Is bassiclly on the record…

Where I come from…

People that ask to many questions…

Are called foxer’s…

Better known as foxing enformation out of you that’s personal…

I’ve been a victim on wordpress a few times…

Where I try to let people in that seem genuine….

But it’s like…

They only want to use you like a Genie Pig…

There interests are in who I am….

Never to end up as friends…

I’m a test subject to them…

Then either I never here from them…

Or they check up on me lIke once in a red moon…

Fake asses….

 

Indictments are often past out…

So I can’t say that..

Everything I say is a true event…

I hope you now understand why…

 

I can never be someone Im not…

I wouldn’t even no how to…

Reality is…

Being genuine Is all own in this world…

Something forgotten….

Something that doesn’t exist no more…

I had over 600 and something post in my drafts…

Yesterday I deleted them all…

Ya so what…

 

I no that I’m rambling on…

I’m a human that never gets writers block…

I wish my mind would fucking stop…

 

Don’t you dare call my shit poetry…

This is some of the realist shit recorded…

To me it’s blasphemy…

This is my life and I’m giving you my reality…

 

“Peace and blessings to you all and thanks again to the people who encourage me…… ”

 

 

 

Couch Candy

Here we go…

Weather is cold…

I love what I’ve been waiting for…

The cold…

 

Missing kissing…

Missing the motion…

Like a snake coils…

On top of me…

 

“Snakes to me… Are intelligent, Strategic, Shy, beautiful, intriguing  amphibious life forms misunderstood… Snake shaming will not be tollorated here….”

 

 

Shes the winter being…

I need to see you…

I want to be inside…

Finger tips run outside…

While the movie runs…

It’s cold…

I’ll warm ya buns…

I’ll warm you up…

I’ll be the oven…

 

“No…..”

 

You be the oven…

Keeping me satisfied by…

warmth…

Voices in my head turned on…

Shut up!

I’m trying to get my love on!

She so aggressive…

I found my teacher…

Give me a lesson…

Give me a lecture…

On what you like…

I promise I’ll examine it…

 

When…

I’m not out in about…

I wish I could lay in your…

Comfort basket…

I’ll bask in your facials expressions…

Exitic drug be my remedy…

I’ve been sober for almost 4 years…

I’m bouts to overdose…

To a overdue book of love…

Lusting for loving…

This is my way of love…

In………………..

 

 

 

 

Make Believe Minds… May Believe It’s Right… “Narcissism”

“Nothing or no one will ever stop me or hold me back from my mind!”

 

 

When I feel love…

I give love…

You can speak love….

If the…

Actions repeated break you…

That’s bleak love…

I use to seek love…

I wanted love…

I don’t need your love…

Or a statement…

I hope I make sense…

If I don’t…

 

Then stop reading please…

You need treatment please…

Pretend that…

That’s how you feed it please…

The understanding of another…

Not understood…

Yet the mind thinks you…

Understand it is…

You don’t understand at all…

 

Getting to no one…

Is getting to no ones…

No one’s really getting to know him…

More hurting…

On top of hurting…

Trying to hold on…

My migraines can’t hold it…

 

Grip is loose…

As the intellectual bull tosses…

Self-centered…

Narcissism…

Understanding that’s not your…

Subconscious speaking…

Words are soppose to be…

Thought then formed you see…

 

I don’t believe in friendship…

Eather your family or…

An associate to me…

That can be a hard subject to see…

If you listen to ones heart…

Instead of what you think is right…

Then you will finnaly see…

Why I trust nobody…

 

“I will never be silenced from my heart to create speach…”

 

That’s not a quote…

That’s something that lives…

Hearing the same things…

You can start to believe that shit…

To be on someone’s good side…

Don’t ever force them…

To open ears…

Around the world…

Listen first if you want it………….

 

I was….

 

 

 

 

Naw I’m just fucking around…

I’m done with this……………….