Attached

Mentalities relapsed+


Bloody scars that painted my
Knuckle+

War paint
Cuddles my face
I’m black and I’m
Proud+

From the
Feet to the root canal+


A tramatic opposite+


I linger in blank expression+


Eyes wide open+

without
No type of emotions+


Poker face here+

Not bluffing+

No room for let downs or
believing in something+

my
Own mental distruction+


Nothing+

It’s nothing+


Living in hell I’m use to the most, beautiful, rotton+

Sweet sorrows+

I Embraced
The reason its not to be chased+


The heathen+

Oh Catastrophic

“Oh Catastrophic”

“Like us !”

Don’t dress how we use to.
Don’t keep our self up like we use to.
Don’t do things like we use to.

This is beyond depression…
Inside spirit a hollow oak tree…
Bound to a ships…
Anchor…

War inside…
No choice but to survive…
They all suggested instead…
That I…
Instead of just listing to I…
“Everybody feels like this sometimes…”
Is what’s been said

Like yoga and breathing technology will be the end all…
Please shut the fuck up!
This can’t be helped…
Sedate me…
With A mega dose…

I’m far beyond your reality…
Irritated response comes off as hatred…
Naw…
I just hate being me…
My mind comes off as vacancy…
It’s just a rundown trap house…

It’s just so full…
Of many things like raging pain in tall viles suffering, sins, stress and struggling…

To comprehend this life…
This fowl bitch ain’t for us…
It’s only designed for them…

You don’t think like me…
Move like me…
Get tired of trying to prove like me…

Stuck in quick sands open belly…
Up to the neck barely breathing…
Stop!
Don’t make a camp fire out of my…
Forest fire….

You ain’t me…

I’m not you…

My face looks like it’s stuck on violent… When it’s stuck on problems…
Ones that can’t be solved in…
A hard back dictionary…
Clinging to nonfictinary…

Why must I fight myself to end…
As a quotation after the exlimation…

Mark…

I struggle like no other…
Like a failed mission or a unfinished… Kitchen…
Black droors without utensils…
I’m tense all over…
In every sense…
Back tured counter clockwise from happiness…

Fuck it…

Exhaustion…

Stop breathing…

A nobody…

Will only be my legacy…

No one notices as human…
Us!

So they can’t miss who or what they never perceive…

Incurable…

“Like us !”

Don’t dress how we use to.
Don’t keep our self up like we use to.
Don’t do things like we use to.

This is beyond depression…
Inside spirit a hollow oak tree…
Bound to a ships…
Anchor…

War inside…
No choice but to survive…
They all suggested instead…
That I…
Instead of just listing to I…
“Everybody feels like this sometimes…”
Is what’s been said

Like yoga and breathing technology will be the end all…
Please shut the fuck up!
This can’t be helped…
Sedate me…
With A mega dose…

Black Zeus

You no…

Sometimes I feel like I belong on a battle field. My Knuckles are already bruised, swollen, lacerated and often bloody…..

See…

I love nothing more than a good phsycal Fist Fight. Maybe I’m just old fashioned. I don’t know…

I use to deal with problems by fighting.. Sometimes as brutal as possible. Even when these young kids don’t play fair. Always wanting to end there problems with shooting…

If I can catch them quick enough… All I need is one punch. People even use to pay me to fight there battles…

Sometimes I didn’t even take the money. I just wanted to fight away all my emotional problems…

Not even caring if I live or die…

Morning Announcements

Attention! Attention!

 

 

Pediphiles…

Sexual Abusers….

Woman Abusers…

Child Abusers…

Etc etc….

 

I come to inform you that…

No man or woman is exempt from the eyes of the lord………

No man who’s done such acts….

Can’t hide from me or my last warning………

See…

Me….

I don’t give a fuck about jail, prison, or phsyc Facilities….

I don’t give a fuck about eny minimum security, maximum, super max, or federal prisons….

I don’t give a fuck about cops, feds or CI fucking A….

None I will ever!

Fear!

Only the almighty!

If I shall burn in hell for all eternity…

I’ve already made my peace with it…..

 

 

If I ever catch one of you fucking monsters who pray on people’s innocents and purity……

Listen!

Read these words out loud……..

If I FIND YOU….

I WILL KILL YOU…

Even if I haft to go to prison to find enyone of you fucking cowards!

Godless mind murderers!

 

 

Protective custody won’t save you from old prison connection I’ve picked up from dropping….

The force of brutality that me or my brothers will inflict upon you!!!

 

 

HELL HATH NO FURRY LIKE A MAN WHO HAS BEEN PUSHED OFF THE EDGE OF WHAT’S BUILDING!!

 

 

Thank you and that concludes my morning Anouncements…

I love you all and take care….

 

Oh…

God as my witness….

I meant every word I fucking said….