They Gone Go

You can
have the
best dick
in the universe!
You can
have the
greatest
pussy of
all times!

You can
be honest,
loyal!
You can
give all
your love,
give the
Perfect
Balance
Of affection!
You can
be rich,
wealthy,
all of thee
Above!

Helll! You
can be a
Fuxking
famous
star!

You could
have done
whatever
they wanted
Gave whatever
They desired
Or thought
They deserved!

If they
gone
cheat on
you!
They Gone
cheat on
you!
It’s nothing
you can do………….
Don’t try
to fix it
coz it wasn’t
you!

Fuxk the
excuses,
Those
narcissistic
Point of
Views………….

The blaming,
Finger wagging,
The misery
They put you
Through…

There
misbehaving!
All The
moral
indecency
Projected
On to you!

Cheating on
someone….
is…..
A selfish
thing that
causes a
Traumatic
Feeling,
trust issues,
it’s mentality
abusive…
It can get
Physical….
If they
can cheat
on you once
Then they
will damn
sure
cheat on
you again………….

“NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS!
ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL
WHY THEY DID IT!!!”

Male/female.. Whatever the fuxk you young mah fuxkaz identify as or go by.

Sunny And Cold

Two things I love…

No prof of income for the pain in my eyes…

Or yours…

Your deeply offended by…

Every guy who says good bye after they’ve had you…

For one night…

Used like a topless doormat…

We crossed paths…

Sunny and cold…

Dreams that fortold our mixmatch…

Best friends on the same path…

To secretly not want to die alone…

We just want to die sometimes…

Eyes closed behind a closed casket…

The only show ups the dirt being poured over us…

By life and death…

No fresh breaths of air…

Polluted Skys grey…

Eye spy no shade…

Jumping into a pit of snakes…

Just to play with…

They remember our names…

More than the faces that say they love us…

Sunny and cold…

left us alone…

The world is a dog…

We are just the remains of bones…

Gang catastrophic war zones…

Understanding each other…

from spirits across the globe…

Till it kills us…

where already strong…

Sunny and cold…………

 

 

Tina Marie

“Tina Marie is one of my favorite singer and song wrighters ever!”

“One love to you miss”

 

 

 

I saw her…

The last time said her name…

In my dreams…

I herd that…

Your ex is a ex lover…

For a reason…

Where would I be if…

I never learned what deceived…

me…

 

” I can’t give in!”

“To you!”

“Agaiiinnnn!”

by…

“Tina marie…”

If you could see…

The things you’ve done…

Done to me…

I won’t lie…

You had me so inlove…

With dieing inside of me…

I…

Died…

In…

Side…

Of…

Me…

 

Without conflict… Skipped down the yellow brick road. Denver Colorado my soul. From 5 star dinning to bag lunchables.

Attitude… You’ve gave my character a bad yelp review. I knew the only way out was to say no… I’m out! Same songs! A down mans alcohol… Abuse on the abuse I’ve suffered…

O ya! Men go through it to… I never realized what I was truly going through. Till I looked at my figure and stabs wounded… You wounded what was already….

You know what…

Fuck it…

“Tina Marie ya…”

 

 

Down Time

I’m just down…

Nothing more…

Nothing less…

Unless this was…

A cry out…

It’s more like I nest…

In the chest…

Between heaven…

Maybe hell…

I don’t smile…

I don’t frown…

I don’t date…

I don’t dance…

I just wait…

This couch…

Holds my weight…

Like my shoulders…

Triple beem…

Me not awaken…

I  feel like laying…

In loneliness…

As far as I will only get…

I only get why…

Pressure points are soft…

So I’ve open them…

No matter how I sound…

Or how I may laugh…

I’m not a nice man…

I’m not the right man…

I’m bound and gagged…

To the obituaries on my night stand…

If I was ever hurt…

I got no apologies…

If I was ever broke…

No one looked out for me…

Life isn’t a joke…

Nore is it a boat…

To sail me to a fucking…

Promise land…

Trust me…

If I start to cry…

Don’t prey for me…

Prey for the a cannibals carnage…

I left blood behind…

I fear nothing…

Not even the voices inside…

To me…

Lies are my worst enemy…

Human beings are mostly fake…

Like your Gucci jeans…

So much old heroin in my system…

You could extract it…

To make a pekingese…

If I robbed someone and got caught…

I’ll damn near get life in prison…

When we get robbed by the government…

It’s called taxes…

I’m just down…

I’m not practicing………

 

Lacerations All Over My Time

Forgetting I chose

to live alone…

 

My external Feeling surrounded by white walls, 2 bathrooms and a kitchen…

I hold myself as a silo tied to sheets soft like wonder bread. Nothing in easy sent next to or under my rib.

Forgetting I chose

to live alone…

 

Mind vaccent boarded up adjacent from Nonsense and fallowing false relations. Can’t trust a pretty face and ass to match.

Average Joe… I was a high ranking street organization breading ravens and crow’s. Use those two ears boy so you can listen more than you talk a statistical lie in status quo.

Forgetting I chose

to live alone…

 

Rural living is what I said I really needed to get away from the murderous heathens. Who am I fooling! To no I was raised to no longer be breathing…

She can’t live with me… She would never understand why I am this way. Damn! I am alone clutching polymer everytime I hear the slightes tone to spray…

Forgetting I chose

to live alone…

 

Understanding that I chose….

To…

Live…

alone….😧