I feel like
Silence is
The answer
To a mathematical
Problem
The equation
Space
To make
A novel
Praised
For the
Use to
Silence-err
Couldn’t see
What I mean
With a monical
You couldn’t
Feel my Words
With a key
To catch
Up with
the day
Locked
Out of
Thankfulls
And thank
you’s
Your own
Answer
Or is it
Protection
For what’s
To come
A mediphor
Unpluged
Giving you
The truth
In the
Feeling
Of what
Is why
I go by
And go
Through
As a silencer
No fake
Smiles
To pardon
You
From death
Till only
I am left
A crisis…
Terrorism…
That seriously needs…
To be abolished…
Acknowledged…
Not private…
This grease fire of evil intent…
Needs to be….
Fanned….
Flames more…
Attention and exposure…
It could be your…
Mother….
Sister…..
Aunt….
Grandma…..
Cousin…
Damn….
Why…………….
FUCK THAT!!!
Consequences should be!
Death!
Castrated without anesthetics!!
Fucking scabs!
That need to be pulled!
Offed!
BITCH!!
Bleed to death!
I’m sorry…
I can’t rest knowing….
That…
Out there…
Somewhere…
A girl or women…
Is being brutally raped…
Tookin………
Touched and molested…
NO!!
Let’s not hide this shit!!
Let’s ride for this shit!!
Fucking riot!
This is war declared!
These!
Creatures!
Carbon copy men!
You just as can’t be a father!
You were born!
How can you do this to a mother!!
I rather kill him!
And him and him……..
Smiling…
As I rot in a prison…
For a murder conviction…
If I could take ten men out!
With my bare hands!
In one day!
That’s ten less preditors on the streets!
Check your head count sheets!
What about her tears…
What about God’s gift…
What about those children…
What about there fears..
How the fuck can you live!
Let’s talk about it…..
Let’s walk about it….
March in peace…
With fire on our feet…
Yell in the damn streets!
about it………..
Fuck is you talkin bout!!
Riot!
Get violent!
For justice for the brutal violence!
From the suspect number…
187…
The real issue stay…
Set aside to decay….
More bodies…
Everyday….
Thats is swept away…
Dust………
Tell your daughters!
Every second….
You love them…
WATCH THE AUTHORITIES DO NOTHING!!
WATCH A BY STANDER OR WITNESSES DO NOTHING!
HER BEAUTIFUL COTTON TORN UP ON A SUNDAY!
Nothing……………
The rapist….
A preditor…
A theif…
A manipulator…
Weakness is what they seek!
It gets worst…
People whisper…
Saying things…
Whore……..
AND YOU ARE THE VICTIM!
While it only takes seconds…
For a group of demons to!
Hold her…
Down…….
Shot her consent…
Psychological…
Oven mits…..
Innocence…
Demolished…..
Screaming for help…
Attire ripped up…
Finger printed….
Even if she lives….
She would probably take her…
Own life…
If…….
Or!
Say enough is enough!
Becoming a soldier!
In this fucked up world war……..
Death by firing squad!
To the dick and balls!
Pause……
This is dedicated to T. B.
And all the victims and case dismissals…
Your voices will not go unheard!
Your all in my prayers!
I love you alllll!!
Stay strong!
Give me some groceries!
I’ll put them on my shoulders…
Only….
If there’s to many for you to hold up…
Antifreeze…
Frozen or frostbitten…
I love being the solver…
Problems are a force that…
Never loosens its grip…
Tough….
Bricks don’t break…
They just get chipped away…
Mean to outsiders…
With a heart bigger then Fenway Park…
Mocha blend on a honey stick…
No concrete roses…
Just sky dwelling…
Picking the only rose…
Growing out of a black cloud…
Down…
I know…
Trying to look like your on uppers…
Deep within you…
You only…
Want a equal spirit to love you…
Trust is hard to gain these days…
I won’t go off topic…
In category five hurricanes…
I will still hold you down…
Just stay down…
With me…
Then watch as we…
Us…
Come up…
Like them two towers…
Producing mind food like a…
Feeeeeeed!!
Uppppp!!!
Chow lines…
No GMO’s…
No G.I. Joe’s…
Lines blessed like those old…
70s with no cut…
Defrosting……….
“Gun jammed
He lost his life
In hot sands……”
Still I wanted to be a paragraph…
Sitting on the soft side of my eulogy
Preparing no pictures for the inside….
No good times!
Mind was permanently layed off!
My casket will be a tin can
With a nickel and a penny in it!
Can’t even play a fucking Jukebox!
“Shirt worth a damn juice box!”
“Sweet Dreams Are Made Of These!”
“Who the hell am I to disagree!”
“Lol I love that song!”
I’m the land mine out of my damn mind…
When I finnaly die in battle
It will be from eternal life…
Since I fell from God’s kingdom wings Smokey black on both sides…
I’m trying to keep that side A
From side b turning my cassette tape
Into one million degrees!
This beautiful pain
Will be my victory…
I don’t need nothing!
Or a unknown known sprocket to do shit for me!!!
If you want to pitty me!!!
Do it by dieing for admitting our cause to live means you never gave a fuck about me!!!
Our corpses will kiss for a ment to be moment……..
“To
Be……”
“This will be close to a victory……..”
I trust know one or nothing trying to get close enough to me!!!!!
I’m just dry rotten dabree………….
Cast drapes over like blind messages decoded…
North Dakota cold…
If you can’t decode the message…
Then you start to think the words don’t make sense…
What makes sense is…
You didn’t even try to…
Have a sense or build…
You give up…
To…
Easily…
That be your character…
I’m not interested in…
You may admire…
The way the words flow…
Look or sound…
Soundproof…
If you close off your mind…
You become your own distraction…
Not knowing the artist by mind…
Defining…
The name tag…
The colorful emotions…
Of pure mental talent…
“You only like what makes sense to you…”
“Crayons and pop up books…”
Hey…
Nothing wrong with that at all…
Don’t get me wrong…
Me…
I’m just the type who will…
Stares at those words…
All day…
The life like painting…
To say…
Wow…
What I perceived wasn’t even…
In a vault or a safe…
It is a writer’s safe place…
The safest to express no boundaries…
Those who can understand…
The pen lost in white blue or black…
The cordless phones of my times…
“Ain’t even no code…”
The code is not in the words…
The code is understanding…
Your own mentality is…
The key…
Don’t think to hard…
The words are right there…
The expression is what you need…
Focusing on…
The difference between artwork…
Paintings and such is…
“None…”
It’s all just poetry…
Expressing yourself into glory…
Life is in the mind…
The art is the seance that conjured up…
The awakening….
Does Life keep you down? Don’t worry! Just put on your best happy!
Face….
Can’t get a decent job! From past court cases!
Hey!
Just put on a happy!
Face….
You need to be loved! You want a companion! You can’t even stand!
Your…
Self…
Put on a happy!
face…..
Christmas is coming! Thanksgiving to! Not one thanks from those! Unappreciative souls!
You
Need
To
Just
Put
on
that
happy
face……….
Praying for help! Only to be left by yourself! No hands make contact alone in this world…
Broke the home with in self! I still have flash backs no relief from disasters! I still catch nightmares! Like fire flys finally reaching happiness!
Rising up off the couch sweating!
Yelling!
Surrounded by demons of these imaginary friends…
Since!
kin
Der
Garden……
Shootings at high capacity, atrocious to civilians… Meteor showers that lasted for hours top mileage!
The mayor declared a cease fire! That just ment a break! For actions to subside. For a week or less. I was the opposite of……. Not a maniac? A disciple of seeing my enemys! Bleed to death at there last supper! Now surrounded by a new breed of cowards!
With no respect for perfect aim………
It’s indisputable that I am a King!
I know I know…
I am one of the worst fuck ups…
A fuck up…
Sleeping in hellish-ly peace……………
Bentley tastes with
cocain money
A dummy
for minister’s to
grab, control and
touch all over
Lusting
Giving olderme
the
Satisfaction of
Spending all there money
In return
She had to do things
In his bed
what do you want
Lust in your eyes
he sees your
inner thighs
she sees your
Inner wolet
popping wheelies
all over
corruption
Left
Track marks on
a young hustler
food for thought
she didn’t eat
she slept for months
Untill she was found
decomposed
Her dreams unfolding
unravelling her bruised
mangled entangled
dress
to think
she was fast
Yet
She didn’t
deserve that
yet
she didn’t have to
go out like that
Yet
she deminished
before she ever
got the chance
to truly understand
what true love was
No No
D.D.
Zoo season cutthroat Inhaled smoke No inhalers… Hailstorms of stampeding Crack capsules Snap backs Cocking back… Boom!!! Listens to squad cars Zoom… Paramedics Late as usual…
Fi! Fi! Fi! More shots as usual… Spin the conner Bending Again silencing witnesses… Apprentices of death Metro token Holes in the side’s Of cars doors… Don’t panic!
The plannings Of unparenting Plan’s to have No childhoods… Wild hood’s! “Billy the Kid” Would be scared! Just don’t fear If fear smells They can tell… Even police Will rob you!
Beat you up! Take you to Jail Frail If you live to Tell! There’s no telling To enyone that will Hear tears of hustler… Turn killer… Contracts signed Since we came off Slave ship’s… Beloved Devine Divided My ancestors spirits!
Nothing’s changed But the solstices… Dirty underwear to small to change… Your… Mind… That was never there Scared of starving till the… Devil’s chair… Sat down on Saturn’s… To us it’s harmless… The calm mist harnessed a Electric disaster…
God bless the safest automatic firearms…
“BOULEVARD GO HARD!!”
Riding pass…
Yelling out of there cars…
This will be…
Thee last time I’m…
Doing this role call…
Edgewood!
Midway!
Springdale!
Norfolk!
They all know who I is…
They all no…
The bizz…
Noooo jokes…
West forest park!
Fairview!
Grantly!
Garrison!
Back then…
I was terrible…
I was known to…
I played pool…
Alot…
Hit me up on my cellular…
For eight balls…
In the corner of your pockets…
For those corners…
I was the best…
Every sales fell in line..
For there orders…
So embarrassing…
Liberty heights!
Chattam and Carsdale!
Denison!
North Hilton!
Scrambled boy…
In double O’s…
Ready rock city…
Where fiends…
Panhandled…
Up at the gas stations…
Callaway!
Arydale!
Wood Haven!
Bonner Road!
Night walkers scheme…
Strong arm robbery…
Breaking…
Entering…
Children…
With automatics…
No safty…
“Go mode!”
Carlisle Avenue!
Bateman Avenue!
Alton Road!
Piedmont Ave!
Damn brats…
Lord knows…
I love them all…
Girls and boys…
Don’t play with toys……
At the age of 14…
They are into the streets beefs…
Older men…
If you young men…
can live past there 20’s…
You’ll be on that…
Original gangsta…
Raffled…
Gwynn Falls!
Ellamont Street!
Clifton Avenue!
Wallbrook!
You can get murdered…
For a small fee…
For selling somewhere…
You should not be…
A skimpy bag of grocerys…
O…
Possibly…
Get your your pockets… emptied…
You’ve been taken…
Powhatan!
Hanlon Park!
Allendale!
Chelse Terrace!
Looking at somebody…
For more then…
The 5 second rule…
Bullets will certainly…
Fly in your direction…
The furnace…
Fairfax!
Oakfield!
Kathland!
Granada Ave!
Rest in peace…
To all of my soldiers…
Who won’t be…
Comming back…
Main Ave!
Berwyn ave!
Egerton Rd!
Dorchester!
Mega hard white…
Brown sugar or that tan…
Broken down…
Into the corners…
Alleyways…
Testers given…
The early morning applause…
Berrington Rd!
Sequoia Ave!
Belle ave!
Borman!
Kidnapped…
Tormented…
Tortured…
Ransomed off…
Over white squares of…
Numbing soft…
Where…
Those young bucks…
Steal bikes…
Throwing rocks…
At mormons…
Off porches…
West Cold Spring!
Oakford Ave!
Ridgewood!
Fern hills!
Shoot outs…
Bad deals…
Bad pills…
High heels…
That wave hello…
Broad day…
Police…
The Dt’s…
Shaking up pepper spray…
Ex pills…
Percocet prescriptions…
Xanax bars…
Unpaid bills…
Penhurst Ave!
Eldorado Ave!
Belvieu!
West belvedere!
Don’t trust no one here…
Most girls around…
Are everybody’s girlfriend…
Bad…
Hearts…
Vicious Fights…
Plegue break…
Out…
Between boys…
Men…
When they find out…
Who she’s been sleeping…
With…
Intercourse…
With both…
No remorse…
She just smurks…
Face..
To whoever lost that fight…
He’s comming right back…
Wild wild west shit…
Rite back there…
Groveland!
Dolefield!
Elderon!
Wabash!
White oak!
Crestfield!
Yosemite!
Copley Rd!
Love does not exist…
At all…
Traffic stops unlawful…
Hand cuffs to tight…
Wrist bleeding…
Leaving permanent scars…
Rats can’t come back…
Thee..
Tattle tails get brutalized…
Wolcott Ave!
Westchester!
Miami Place!
Fordney Lane!
Hot…
Abusive relationships…
Left both…
Men..
Women..
Dead…
Long ride downtown…
Homicide building…
You better run…
Board a plane…
Something…
Grown men…
Well..
We had more heart then them…
As children…
Bullets flying like…
“Jiu jitsu” kicks…
Little girls..
So sassy…
With there little hands…
On there hips…
Young boys…
8 years old…
Carrying condoms…
On the corners…
Loose cigarettes…
Marijuana out on the strip…
“A yo”
“Holla at shorrty!”
“He got that diesel out yalll!”
“Big dimes!”
“Big dimes!”
Ain’t no picnicking…
Ain’t no romancing…
No slow dancing…
First dates mean…
Motel recipt…
Credit or cash…
Bring your home girl to….
Library’s…
No books read…
The kids take advantage…
Are only there…
Of the free WiFi …
Facebook-en-off…
Perverted…
Instagram picks…
Ass…
Tits…
Narcotics detectives can…
Hit the block so quick…
You’d have to…
“Holllldddd What you got!”
Or swollow those those things…
If they catch you…
They’ll beat you bloody…
Yelling out…
Saying things like….
“Open your fucking mouth!”
“Raise up your fucking tungue!”
“You little bitch!”
About…
Let’s see…
50 Dirt bikes flying through the streets…
Tinted windows…
On vehicles…
Car…
Caravans…
Creeping slowly down the one way street…
Deviously…
Go Grab your heat…
Out of the stash…
Or lay…
On your ass…
Pistols…
Russian assult rifles…
Pokers out…
Swung from tall grass…
Vaccent houses…
223’s…
Hollow points…
Teflon chest protecting…
Now Its war…
Midnight Half gallons…
“Jack Daniels…”
Warm whiskey…
On cold mysteries…
You feel pissy…
All night party…
On the block…
Clocked in…
trap hours…
“What hood you from!?”
“Throw your sets up higher!”
No shook replies……..
“I’M FROM L.N.G!”
My issues are not an excuse
To all who think so
Fuck you
Sorry that
I can’t think like you
Mind blown by
Seeing blow by blow
Horror shows
Never a dare to see
This isn’t an equation
You can just solve
Me
This is pure glass
Spit
Slipped
Shattering before I talk
If you think I’m there
I’m else where
Mentally
In another dimension
Trying to find my way out
Of my breakfast
At dinner
When you talk
When they talk
When yall talk
It’s not my fault
I might not have been
Paying attention
Mouths and eyes
They will never understand us
Reality Is The New Negativity Vol.1 
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