Higher And Higher

For…

playing records…

Slow toned lights…

Cold chilly music…

Like snow cones…

Arctic arch…

The vibrations…

On every touch…

Hands on cheeks…

Contact…

Just feel the music…

Blood drums beating….

Press throats for…

Pulsating…

Rhythmic slurs…

You must have rhythm…

Like a pendulum…

Swinging…

Shaping hips…

Own reflection…

Of the silhouette…

Blind folded…

So that…

Your shadow can clap…

A arousal of a applause…

Face still sapphire…

Yet…

A ruby in disguise…

Grind those thighs of yours…

Up on this phantom…

Melting linen…

Sheets into silver…

Tears and woes unbleached…

Cleansed in pure honesty…

Calmly…..

Tying your last tie

“I just can’t stop”

“So many tears”

“I literally haven’t cryed this much in years”

“Tears so thick”

“Tears so fucking thick”

“Pardon my language”

“My eyes welled over into trees”

You’ll never no how much you ment to me…

Your father is…

My brother….

Fuck…

Pardon my language….

I’d die 1,000,000,000 ties….

For you to take my place…

I don’t know…

All I can remember right now is…

When you were born…

I haven’t cried so hard in years…

I feel like mother earth…

I feel like “Emit Till…

I feel like “Malcolm X”

I feel like…

Fighting for all that is left….

Negro wake up…

But I know I am…

All that matters…

To me brother…

Is us…

My family…

My lasts…

My firsts…

Your child has past…

He won’t come back…

I don’t know how to feel…

So I’ll just let my tears…

Roll back in my head…

He’s on level…

Place up now…

My neff…

Stronger then I ever was….

Your birthday is two weeks from now….

My smile has burned its self down…

I’m hurting…

So bad…

If my tears could talk…

Fuck it…

They Would be bleeding instead…

It’s all in my fucking head…

Pardon my language…

Pardon…

My grammer….

Pardon the things I can’t and won’t fix…

Literally….

My ashy hands are two damaged….

This one is real personal…

Yet, I have to share it….

Get it off myself…

Crashing trying to take off my seat belt…

If I didn’t…

Post…

Anything…

Fuck it…

Pardon my language…

“To my god son Carlos jr, aka Jr”

“I will forever miss you shorrty”

“I’ll miss you”

“I love you boy”

“I’ll see you when I get there”

Gold Chains and Rings

(First and foremost… I’d like to say rest in peace “lil Game” and to the pigs who murdered you!  May they die in the worst way! Love you yooo and I’ll see you when I get there!💪☝✊✊✊)

 

 

Touch my hand between plexiglass… The big hand holds the small hand you have placed… When a man is down in helplessness… In any rocky situation….

A lion caught, caged brought to the zoo… He needs your plexiglass touch… Even if it frees him for 15 mins…

“Don’t talk!”

Just look him in his darkness without lips to tell…. Him something to give him hope… Making him feel human again…

“Down and out!”

Knowing he has you to… Get him through the bad times… Plus his darkness of days…

“You guys are liers!

“If you say men don’t cry”

What happens when the letters of love and promises stop? The ones you’ve sent him all along… He will stop caring about life and humanity…

“Throughout my personal experiences in life…”

 

The real women…

The strong women…

“Doesn’t have to mean physical…”

 

Just Strong enough to lead a man’s heart into the broken clock he became…

“He powerfully tick again!”

“Yes abandonment issues are real in human nature!”

Every women is made for a man vice versa… You don’t have to be physically there to hold him close… If he knows you’ll always hold him down…

 

 

Your love for a man…

 

 

“Because a real man is. A man with a back bone who protects and has heart! To give more then he receives!”

 

Only the strong survive…

If you love him truly…

Heal his heart and soul!

You shall receive his warmth forever….

 

 

“Those gold chains and Rings babeeeee!”

 

My, your, you and I…. Need to just let it out!

In silence…

shhhh…

Till silent…

 

The time is…

The right time for…

Knowledge!

I forgotten…

I no nothing…

The back of my…

Eyelids…

I want to…

Feel a…

Needed goodnight kiss…

 

I stepped into…

Charismatic  chambers…

The…

Ways under…

Those…

 

Uncrossed legs…

cross our…

Titles…

With air…

 

Times I…

Want to…

Make a new discovery…

A wild fetish…

Capping off the…

Possessions…

Done brewing…

Shaken..

Open…

Shooting fizz…

Out of the bottle…

 

Let it all out!

At the perfect timing!

 

Right!

Spit out…

The…

Give me…

 

Swollowing…

Out of the chimney..

The…

I…

In I need it…

 

Seasoning!

With greetings…

Let go!

 

Splitting lips…

Like chatter…

For whoever…

My ever…

Will be…

 

The dashing type!

Lasting in!

My dashing in…

 

Toward a…

Likewise…

Dirty mind…

I’m…

 

Currently ashamed…

That I don’t care…

About being heard…

Out loud…

 

Be there…

Beware of my…

Playpen…

 

Stare at me…

When your thinking…

 

While I’m in the chair…

Its not rude…

To stare…

At me…

 

Be bad for me…

Be mad at me…

Wipe off the smile…

You’ll open wide…

 

Curves a crescent…

High…

 

Be what you……….

Well?

How you………..

Well?

what you will feel…

Inside…

 

I’ll fall inside!

Well?

I’ll get inside like…

A sleeping bag…

 

No!?

That’s not it……….

 

I’ll be beneath a…

Soft  white lilly…

I swear clearly…

 

I’ll be there to heal your craven!

 

Don’t hide…

I ask you…

 

Away from the nasty…

You have developed…

In your…

Mind…

Way before nevermind…

 

You might want to…

 

I’ll take full advantage…

Of your pulsating…

  Loves and likes…

The attitude…

Brooms the…

Gel falls of orgasmic…

To go…………..

He Who Balances Fire

Intrigued!

 

Closer to the spell of…

Well…

Of…

What I thought was on me!

 

I refused!

The more I did…

I grew closely…

Immune…

To you…

 

You’ve never!

Even…

Left a spell on me…

You didn’t have to….

 

Attraction!

Can be a…

Deadly lawless apitite.

That is unpredictably…

Unprejudiced…

To all…

 

Plus!

Your…

Horrorifying…

To feel…

Without…

 

I don’t run from nothing!

 

At all!

 

Something odd!

To those…

Will always be…

Charished by him…

Him as in me…

Me as my strengths……..

The Jack Capital

It’s not about her loyalty to you…

 

I just gave her love…

Much better than yours…

She didnt leave…

You for me…

She was awakend by a man…

Cared enough…

To satisfied all her needs…

 

 

It’s not about her loyalty to you…

 

It’s more then you…

Or even me…

It’s to far for you to see…

Its not about cheat sheets…

Yes you are sophisticated…

I’m not hating…

You have more money then me…

I ain’t going to take it…

The lent jumps around in my pockets…

Yet…

She plays for my team…

I never hid my love of…

Verbs…

Curves from hers…

I alawys put that work in…

Recipient of her sweet degree…

 

 

It’s not about her loyalty to you…

 

I was born to give…

Not to make excuses…

About work or kids…

I’m all for you when…

Your here…

I never crossed a line with you…

I never wrecked a home…

Or houses…

Your home was…

In the hands of a dictator…

I’m the man who keeps you safe…

Better yet…

Safer…

 

It’s not about her loyalty to you…

 

I’m her shiny jewlry…

I’m a high priced dinner…

She loves to save me…

Then eats up later…

I should thank you…

For sending her to me…

If you wanna fight…

They’ll be reading your eulogy…

Soon…

Over your body…

Proved…

Your Tom foolery…

Silence you…

 

It’s not about her loyalty to you…

 

I sheltered her…

From loneliness of a broken cold…

Fenced her into my gated form…

She didnt have to go out for logs…

To perduce heat…

Smoke standing tall…

I got all the lumber she needs…

And more…

She can’t handle it yet…

Thats just my way of cashing bad checks…

Watching you bounce…

 

This ain’t about her loyalty to you…

She confide in me…

Plus…

She chose a…

uneducated…

Street smart general…

Street respected individual…

Inactive high ranking gang member…

Brawler…

Taller…

Ex thug…

Nobodies father…

Violent…

Quite…

Gentle till I’m fired up…

Never been ligitamet…

Giving money to my siblings…

Loved ones also when needed…

Whenever I’m needed…

I’m there…

If I care then I care…

Prepared for danger…

If my family is Threaten…

Or my lady…

I’ll strangle you…

Im still a blvd pacer…

With no artificial heart…

Like a pacemaker…

 

It’s not about her loyalty to you…

 

So I thanked you…

Although…

We arn’t together no more…

The last time I seen you…

You said…

 

“There has never been anyone…”

“As loving as you where to me…”

 

Even years later…

She told me…

This…

 

“This will always be about your loyalty…”

 

Sorry to the other guy…

When she left you…

It’s wasn’t about her loyalty to you…

I just gave her more space to breath…

When she came to me…

You were through…

 

It was never about loyalty…

It was about her choosing me…

Over you…

 

 

 

 

Terrorist

Once again

 

 

 

6am

Teeth clenched

Her pillow

Hand soft

Willow

I’m the hard

Principle

Inserted

Tensed

Relaxes musculs

Tough root

I’m not pulling out

 

 

 

 

6 am

Squirms

Short screams

Even squeaks

My name

In initials

Natures promise

Wet search warrant

I’m comming

In There

Regardless

 

 

 

 

 

6 am

From the bed

To the head

Spin cycle

Spits

Sounds like

Something

Jumping out

The water

Behind the

Tunnel

I think I’m lost

In

You lost yourself

At 6am

Sized Up The Sugar

Face palmation…

On your knees…

Critical…

She for shadows…

I need more…

Action…

More satisfaction…

I have a overdriven attraction…

Maybe it’s the accent…

Or…

The passing of…

Minds…

This is a authentic…

The two…

Just…

And only you…

Plus me…

Let’s…

Spice things…

No GMO’s here…

Ordinary odd attachments…

I love odd…

Brains and books…

You smell like…

A bake sale…

Translation…

I wanted some sticky buns…

Coffee cakes home made…

A sweet love…

Fragrance of dove…

Lotion on her skin…

Came from the…

Inside of a coral reefs…

blood…

Aphrodisiac…

Neck of a nectarine…

Naked…

She gave in…

Mating…

On a inscription…

That says…

My real last name…

love…

 

The Fine Vine Given

Nappa Valley sweets…

Picking someone to drink from…

Sweets of intoxication…

 

Ripening my addiction…

Alcoholic sweet sugars skin deep…

If I touched…

 

Then I’d be the one who pays…

Mentally not currency…

Seasons I need in my life currently…

 

Someone I need to sip me rite…

Someone she needs to be…

To be the value that penitrates her Vineyards…

 

Her orchard is my command…

I will treat the sweetest grape…

With a moon rocks fortune.

 

Essentials in my state of mind…

That add to my faith…

She keeps me planted…

 

In the middle of her plantation…

Her Estates are filled up…

She asked could I bust her grapes here…

 

Increased my denial.

I can not escape her intoxicating…

Candy to a small child…

 

I….

Go….

Crazy…

 

 

Two Eyes To Win The Prize

Eclipse us…

Eucalyptus…

Pinch us…

 

A marathon to your body…

In the distance…

A vision so vicious…

 

 

 

Cheeks delicate like carrot cake…

Squeezing…

I can’t believe it’s not butter cake…

Stationary…

I will burry my taste in them…

The harder I try…

I cant slow the momentum…

Turning your atmosphere into a villa…

 

 

Geyser…

Factually…

When attach to you…

I brush aginst attachments…

I don’t practice…

Like the flute…

To the cobras dance…

Serene lullaby…

In a surreal stance…

To kiss the head…

I play thee serpent…

Suns melting ice cream. On the dash boards interior design of. A goddess of a goddess so divine…

You could never define thee. Definition of rough attention Ill give to thee. Charmer. When she asked for it…

My love can leave brain cells crippled. Off of feet. Shaking like a hole in your muffler…

Rendezvous rendered……