😆👏📑🔥

Something I use to enhale…

Like asbestos…

Let’s toast!

To…

No more probation or parole…

It’s all over…

 

No more waking up to…

Pissing in a cup…

That feeling in my gut…

That…

I hope I didn’t fuck up…

I didn’t…

 

2 years is a big difference…

My path to greatness and prosperity…

Starts now!

 

The world is mine!

The world is ours!

Let’s fucking conquer it!!

 

Lock Down

She left you for the nose bleeds…

I have nothing…

She still wants me…

She wants something she can’t handle…

So she blew you off

like a candle…

Sorry…

I ment to say…

Out…

You controlled her like a game…

So shes headed in my route…

Ouch…

It’s not about her being loyal…

You treated her like top soil…

In my care she’s royal…

You cheated…

You yelled at here…

Screamed at her…

I let her be herself…

I believe in her…

You show her no love…

You break her in half…

Till she pops like soap suds…

She wants dat love…

That she deserves…

No money in my bank…

Living my life on the curbs…

Yet…

She comes back to me…

She incaurages me…

She tells me…

I will always be loved by one…

She fell into my arms…

Like a metric ton…

I held her up…

Higher than the sun…

My lines…

Were…

There were no guide lines…

Your not my child…

Your an adult…

You ran her away…

see…

Money ain’t everything…

You picked me over him…

So I’m thankful everday…

I don’t know what else to say….

 

Little Ms Rugged… part blah blah blah straight to the point…

Ok…

Now…

 

Little Ms Rugged…

Little Ms Rugged…

Under the spiders wing now!

The spider tought her a lot of things…

The spider show her tough love…

All into respect and never hurt her…

 

Ever….

 

THE SPIDERS LIST OF DEFENSE….

The spider connected with Ms Rugged because the spiders life was fucked up to as a child…

1. the spider tought her to never let no one hurt her… No man! No women! or athoritys!

2. the spider was very strict on education. The spider had her enrolled in school…

3. the spider tought her all forms of combat and self defense…

4. the spider didn’t tolerate no forms of disrespect… Ms Rugged was tough the same. Plus morals, self love, respecting herself and body. respecting respecting respecting others.

5. Alot of other shit that made her unstoppable.

 

She looked up to the spider as a mentor and father figure.

Thanks to the spider.

She was able to smile again.

The spider was nowhere near perfect.

The spider had went to jail.

The spider left Ms Rugged 57thousand dollars.

The spider said he’d be back soon.

Ms Rugged cried.

At the same time she knew it was the way of our life.

Ms Rugged took care of the spider the whole time in prison…

Released when she was 18- or 19…

That same 57thousand the spider didn’t expect back…

Ms Rugged tripled it using some of the spiders tactics…

The spider was proud and gave Ms Rugged a big hug…

Then she cried…

The spider said pick your head up…

No cry zone here…

 

 

Little Ms Rugged is now the owner of two businesses. She left her state. Went to another. On the way to getting her masters degree…

Little Ms Rugged has a child, engaged to a good guy who cares for her dearly. Till this day she never forgotten the spider. In fact! Everytime they talk she referrers to the spider as grand dad.

Lil Ms Rugged…

Sat on her tuffet…

In a fucking Nice house with a pool in the back!

To little Ms Rugged!

Grand dad still loves your dumb ass!

lol…

Well in a fairytale way…

Because ummm…..

This is a fairytale….. 😉

 

THEE END!

Schizophrenia In A Young Gunner

I fell off… No more who you are or who you used to be. Now it’s just you and me. Reincarnation! Lies! Don’t ever believe that  old things never happened! Cleaning up the mess of our selves we left…. Whole  lot of blood….

Blood kisses that stayed under discretion. I’ve impregnated minds that I was crazy as hell! I heard hell is hot. Eyes attached to my trigger finger. Held a cold ass heart.

Our hearts… We acually love who we use to be. NO! YOU LOVED WHO WE USE TO BE! All the money! A powerful pool boy cleaning out weak images. I was clean…. I took good care of myself!  You would have thought that we acually were raised by a happy family. You and me…..

Power they hid in our respect! Your not my conscience.  We are one! Never ever lowering  are selves to desrespect! Showing love to my loved ones. Even the back stabbing ones I seen comming.

These are not fucking memoirs! These are priceless heirlooms of my fathers father’s father’s father’s…

Deeeeeep down in the caves of our hearts. You will find a gasolinebreak. That is ready to explode…

I’ve changed! From all of that! Yet… fealing like we still fell off…

You and I…