Certified On All Sides Bitch

Till I D.I.E WEST SIDE fuxk those opinions There’s been a opioid Epidemic In the city’s,

Were my people Resigned aside Gentrification But when our Bodies drop We never even got mentioned, T

hey didn’t give A fuck,

No news, No propaganda Ask yourself this,

What black person You know own a Port with ships,

why When a collage Kid comes to The ghetto with His friends to get a hit, They get let go When cought With contraband,

We go to jail Bail revoked, nine postponed Trial dates, Fuck America Y’all made us This way And fuck you Coons,

Dancing for master Racism and Lynching still, Exist, but to Most it don’t even matter,

the world Rather focus On pro nouns And space Travel, Iphones and Shit, I’m pissed, to be frank I’m tired I can wait, Till this world is Purificate,

Burns All of there Ancestors sins away A blood line condemned Did, Fuck you, Fuck you If America was Litteraly The last pussy On earth,

I still wouldn’t Fuck you, You fucking Fools, Listen, His a history Lesson, For you disrespectful, Bitchs,

My ancestors Came from Africa, So what does That make me, How can I be Anti-Semitic When The Semitic one is me, What number Never changes in Shape,

The number 8, Fuck Instagram, To Those private Prisons the provide my niggaz to live in, funded By you company leaders, Facts!

They Gone Go

You can
have the
best dick
in the universe!
You can
have the
greatest
pussy of
all times!

You can
be honest,
loyal!
You can
give all
your love,
give the
Perfect
Balance
Of affection!
You can
be rich,
wealthy,
all of thee
Above!

Helll! You
can be a
Fuxking
famous
star!

You could
have done
whatever
they wanted
Gave whatever
They desired
Or thought
They deserved!

If they
gone
cheat on
you!
They Gone
cheat on
you!
It’s nothing
you can do………….
Don’t try
to fix it
coz it wasn’t
you!

Fuxk the
excuses,
Those
narcissistic
Point of
Views………….

The blaming,
Finger wagging,
The misery
They put you
Through…

There
misbehaving!
All The
moral
indecency
Projected
On to you!

Cheating on
someone….
is…..
A selfish
thing that
causes a
Traumatic
Feeling,
trust issues,
it’s mentality
abusive…
It can get
Physical….
If they
can cheat
on you once
Then they
will damn
sure
cheat on
you again………….

“NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS!
ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL
WHY THEY DID IT!!!”

Male/female.. Whatever the fuxk you young mah fuxkaz identify as or go by.

Ya Ya yaaa… I’m waiting…

21 years ago…

The doctors said I’d be dead within months…

12 years ago…

The doctors said you’ve got…

I think it was 3months…

2 weeks ago these doctors told me…

And I cut her off in her words…

“Don’t tell me what I’ve heard for decades.”

“I’ve been ready for my death date!”

Without this dream…

“Bring it on!”

Bring it on…

I’ve atone for some sins…

I could have die years ago so today I go…

The other ones I can’t let go…

“Let go…”

Doctors, needles, mental health episodes that breach…

Right past the thresholds of my fire…

Smoke so deep I can’t breath till these demons are out of me…

I’m outty five thousand…

Whenever the horns blow for me…

The final call…

All praises due…

Evil is past due…

So I laugh through my own silent clashes…

I waiting…

Bring it on to the door…

I told him years ago that…

I promised the man above when I was sitting in that cell box…

That…

I’ll never ever pick up a gun unless I really really got to…

Pop goes these weasels…

I saw there heads go pop…

I wish I could pull the nails off my aging stigmata…

Fine Devine wine spill on my forehead…

I felt free for a moment…

Till I wulk up in a coffin, coffing out my trials and my tenction…

From the heat burning my souls absences…

So tacky…

To death I say…

Spare me the teasing and bull…

Just read my lips…

Bring it on!

Subs

Overwhelming

To many hands

On

Me

Life is abusive

Intruding on my

Reclusiveness

Introverted

Designer mind

Maxing out on

Antidepressants

Storing

Opening

Closings

Like if a brain

Was a purse

Am I a person

The darkness has no curfew

Inside my

Statistics

Life just ain’t what it use to be

Or maybe

I’m not use to

This new life

For me

Evasive to open arms

Gambled on backstabbers

Or if they are not

“We all”

Isn’t the genre I’m apart

Of

I had my hand down in class

Whenever life’s teachings asked

Us

“What do you want now”

I thought I knew

What exactly I wanted then

If I knew then

The horrible things humans

Mentally

Can do now

What I know now

I would have barricaded my

myself

my emotions

Behind my enemies lines

Your the one who caused my

Problems

Then the blame game

Ensued

Leftovers of me

I’m the one who will fix this

Over

Over

First dance will be fire

Then on crushed glass

Befriended hot coals

Then I

Walked over I always Notice

Know one at the end

Of my path

As I got closer

The people

Those loving

Abled bodies

You know

Those who’s

Told

Over

Over and again

“I’m hear”

Where noticed visine

Clear

Know one there

So I know where

Stand

Where know one

Is

I never expect

Anyone to know

Where my

New

Know

Where

Is

Where I bear my

Own oxygen

My own air

Ya

Im right there

Baltimore City Homes

Guess where I’m from…

Cold like Goldie pimps and police… I morn over the men and women I grew up with… Even the paroles, please give me time to breathe, while I bleed… Out… On the street… Blood thickness glazed over where the children play over… It… Kick starts into Pre-kindergarten… In the picture was a deadly grim scene behind me… Like the president behind the podium… Corruption… Trying to get by under poverty so I… Robbed, stolen and sold like how the country was formed… What was mine today… Only time and God can say when it’s my time… So, while I live on… In this snow storm of fire… Im design for hellish climate… My life means nothing yet… I will surely stand up for progress… Nothing provided… Prisoners with in a project lab rat shit… Are in the city making noise like a helicopter crash, clash of insanity from my past… Creeping up on my future fuck it…. Lets go out and play in bullet rain… Aim, pull it, aim… Is the forecast for today… Showers propel back until a quiet silence… Till someone falls, no spring ups… Summer into winters dinner has none….

Let Me Exit

I don’t want to be your hostage…

Loving me enough to hurt me…

You don’t love me enough to let me leave…

 

I don’t want you no more…

You just make it seem like it’s me…

Calling me 200 times in one day…

You know I’m right around the way…

 

You can litterally walk out your house…

Walk two blocks down…

To see me…

You can be out all night not calling…

If I did that…

You’d be boiling…

hot!

 

Yet you forgot…

You like to turn your no goods into…

Me being un-trustworthy…

One thing I want to say is…

Why do you stay with me?

 

No answer…

Well!

I’ll leave!

Behind me you grab…

You came running…

 

Texted!

1000 sorrys per text…

500 hundred mean things said…

300 I’m going to kill my selves…

100 well fuck you thens…

 

Me!

Absolutely no replies…

 

I took my cell phone….

Broken it up five time…

Then I sayed good by…

Why do you want me?

At home telling everyone….

Some lies……..

How Do You Say I’m A Fuck Up?

Im…

Coo Coo for coca leaves…

Ghettos cenderellas…

Shopping sprees…

Plea bargins under 18 months…

Oxycodone…

Paper cuts…

Times in times out…

When the Feds jumped out…

We jump in…

Rounded up like pigs…

From the pigs…

To the Fed pen…

Dolomite…

Minus the pimping…

With a pistol and a can of sprite…

Smoked like a black in mild…

Mildly blacked, from pistol burns..

When it rains your bone ache…

Failing life…

Born a mistake…

Progress burned at the steak…

Lies cut deeper then surgical blades…

Swollen hatred revolved the…

Staff infections…

Infecting the life of a passionless…

Nevermind…

Stay on task with this…

If you give me light…

I’ll spark this temporary liberty…

Lock Down

She left you for the nose bleeds…

I have nothing…

She still wants me…

She wants something she can’t handle…

So she blew you off

like a candle…

Sorry…

I ment to say…

Out…

You controlled her like a game…

So shes headed in my route…

Ouch…

It’s not about her being loyal…

You treated her like top soil…

In my care she’s royal…

You cheated…

You yelled at here…

Screamed at her…

I let her be herself…

I believe in her…

You show her no love…

You break her in half…

Till she pops like soap suds…

She wants dat love…

That she deserves…

No money in my bank…

Living my life on the curbs…

Yet…

She comes back to me…

She incaurages me…

She tells me…

I will always be loved by one…

She fell into my arms…

Like a metric ton…

I held her up…

Higher than the sun…

My lines…

Were…

There were no guide lines…

Your not my child…

Your an adult…

You ran her away…

see…

Money ain’t everything…

You picked me over him…

So I’m thankful everday…

I don’t know what else to say….

 

Tie Dieing

Don’t you Cry…

Don’t go Hating yourself…

Wealthy mind…

I got your back…

In do time…

This will be fine…

To young to die…

To sad to live…

She just cries…

Detached

Faded kisses from five years ago…

Sometimes…

I really wonder if you’ve grown…

Do you still think about me?

Tossing…

Turning…

Saying my name in your sleep…

Arguing!

Mastakes made…

Do you say my name when you beef?

In the street…

Oopsies…

Boo Boo’s

Binkys.

Passafired you when you where hurting…

You where my…

Goo Goo…

Ga ga…

My baby!

My ba ba…

We were unbreakable…

Yet…

I had to walk away from you…

knowing in life that…

Everything happens for a wise purpose…

I’m guided by the almighty…

Never being put on the wrong tracks…

Unless…

I was foolishly not listening….

Feeling like the victim!

Here…

Days drinking beer after beer…

Your beautiful evil stares…

 

 

Sometimes I beg for pain. Not caring… Fealing Like they… Never even cared about me……..

Trust issues…