I Am A Vault

These temptations!

Over taking me so why fight back…

Some how….

You’ve managed to cage the buring crow within!

I need you!

I’ve never felt this way for a being.

Being human…

When I told you to leave.

I was only trying to protect you from me….

From my enemies…

My fowl mouth living capabilities!

You came write back to me….

With sushi and movies…

I love sushi!❤😍

Your world is full of light…

My would is in deep sea ruins….

My road is full of broken glass… Walking on hot coals with Shea Butter on my toes…

Still bare foot on broken glass shards half an half always honest…

To damn honest!

You’ve exepted me for who I am…

I no…

You said that…

“the only way I’ll leave is if I get kidnapped and you don’t come for me….”

Meaning she wont…

“See… I know you and your strengths! TOUGH as fuck!  Plus a big heart inside you! You can’t  see, but I do…”

“I also know that you’ll  crush half the world looking for me to!”

“Knowing you!”

“You will Damn shore find me!”

I was not worthy of here love!

Her family didn’t want her near me at all!

I didn’t blame them at all!

They said to her that I was just a low life gangster and a thug…

Shit!

I was!

I wasn’t worthy of hear heart…

She stayed though…

Like a soldier…

that wouldn’t abandon he platoon know matter the situation…

Down to the weakest soldier!

My mind!

I looked…

Her eyes…

That old song kept replaying in my mind…

“Somthing In my heart… Some thing in my heart… Oowhh… You got me hooked on you…”

“By Michelle E”

Everyday I could honestly have you next to me. We never really had fights. We always just agreed. Those lovely monsoons. Forming title waves I won’t try to escape. Drown me with your power over me. I’ll cross war torn forbidden lands. Just so I can feel your hands! The only place I know called home is embodied in you soul. So much joy when I feel your presents walk through the door. The snow flake that fell on a summer day….

Rare hoping I see more… Sincerely sealed in a envelope sent off to your minds address to stay…….

Stay with me!

Don’t leave please!

Is what my heart really wanted to say…..

Inside the letter it said…

Let the angels golden feathers be our promise rings. Promising that we will always be the king and queen letting love rule our hearts kingdom. In the most pristine condition.

But stubborn ass me….

I didn’t say none of those things that I wanted to mention…

Be too protective and tough left me lonely…

With no one…

 

A King Beyond The Streets

A long winter wool coat draped down to the flo. Tommy broom sticks concealed within ready to blow. You have made a noise loud enough to make the whole city know. Never step in the way of him in black coat.

Dazed… 

Staring at what you left under the rug. Fast cars like stage coaches. Chased while galloping through the hood. A man with absolutely nothing to lose and no cards to fold. Behind the steering wheel of a pitch fork. All bathed in dripping gold.

This is the only man who can turn a bad Avenue or Blvd block into a quiet safe zone. Without swinging nickel plated frustrated enders of life’s splinters. That needs taking out as quick as word of mouth.

Moving around like drug currency from the south to the north. To the north to the south. The bait car moving up from the south to the north and back to the south for more. The man was made of pure organization and trained thought by core.

He is the only man left in the city with pure heart and never bending a knee to any.

He is a hybrid of anarchy with in hybernation that can wake when tried of patience.

He is just a man…

A human…

Shell Shocked

If you play with water guns sooner or later somebodies going to get wet. In my teenage days they never came with instructions on how to use them. The other youngster from the block and the older guys had more of them.Trained by the older soldier how to protect myself and others from thieves and other bad guys trying to take a risk. I seen my closest friends get wet shirts in crimson. We were all just kids then…We didn’t know the consequences of our actions and we didn’t fear the state pen. Hell we lived in and out of the system. Nobody really loved us so thuggin was a must. Hydrocodone dreams shattered by water gun slumbers. While the clean up crew washes and wipes away the mannequin corpses like washing and drying dishes in the sink. All of my positive thoughts came to an early dismissal. I’m a grown man now… Not really proud but where I’m from my neighborhood gave me a crown. I respectfully declined it because I’m not proud. If I ever have kids I will never ever let them play with water guns.