Certified On All Sides Bitch

Till I D.I.E WEST SIDE fuxk those opinions There’s been a opioid Epidemic In the city’s,

Were my people Resigned aside Gentrification But when our Bodies drop We never even got mentioned, T

hey didn’t give A fuck,

No news, No propaganda Ask yourself this,

What black person You know own a Port with ships,

why When a collage Kid comes to The ghetto with His friends to get a hit, They get let go When cought With contraband,

We go to jail Bail revoked, nine postponed Trial dates, Fuck America Y’all made us This way And fuck you Coons,

Dancing for master Racism and Lynching still, Exist, but to Most it don’t even matter,

the world Rather focus On pro nouns And space Travel, Iphones and Shit, I’m pissed, to be frank I’m tired I can wait, Till this world is Purificate,

Burns All of there Ancestors sins away A blood line condemned Did, Fuck you, Fuck you If America was Litteraly The last pussy On earth,

I still wouldn’t Fuck you, You fucking Fools, Listen, His a history Lesson, For you disrespectful, Bitchs,

My ancestors Came from Africa, So what does That make me, How can I be Anti-Semitic When The Semitic one is me, What number Never changes in Shape,

The number 8, Fuck Instagram, To Those private Prisons the provide my niggaz to live in, funded By you company leaders, Facts!

Subs

Overwhelming

To many hands

On

Me

Life is abusive

Intruding on my

Reclusiveness

Introverted

Designer mind

Maxing out on

Antidepressants

Storing

Opening

Closings

Like if a brain

Was a purse

Am I a person

The darkness has no curfew

Inside my

Statistics

Life just ain’t what it use to be

Or maybe

I’m not use to

This new life

For me

Evasive to open arms

Gambled on backstabbers

Or if they are not

“We all”

Isn’t the genre I’m apart

Of

I had my hand down in class

Whenever life’s teachings asked

Us

“What do you want now”

I thought I knew

What exactly I wanted then

If I knew then

The horrible things humans

Mentally

Can do now

What I know now

I would have barricaded my

myself

my emotions

Behind my enemies lines

Your the one who caused my

Problems

Then the blame game

Ensued

Leftovers of me

I’m the one who will fix this

Over

Over

First dance will be fire

Then on crushed glass

Befriended hot coals

Then I

Walked over I always Notice

Know one at the end

Of my path

As I got closer

The people

Those loving

Abled bodies

You know

Those who’s

Told

Over

Over and again

“I’m hear”

Where noticed visine

Clear

Know one there

So I know where

Stand

Where know one

Is

I never expect

Anyone to know

Where my

New

Know

Where

Is

Where I bear my

Own oxygen

My own air

Ya

Im right there

I’m A Fuck Up…. I Won’t Fuck Up You To…

(Explicit content ) you know the rest… lol…

 

 

 

In loving the corners of dangerous!

Danger….

Us….

 

Even if it was lust! It was dangerous!

The….

Sex….

The sex was always toooo!

Hot!

 

 

Satisfing to a death row inmates last meal…

Yet….

We…

We still live!

 

Never knowing how you really felt….

“I’m sorry!”

Why didn’t you tell me…

Lasting sooner till later…

 

 

You…

Spilling your true emotions…

I really thought you where joking!

Don’t you go playing a kids prank on me!

Feeling….

Like…

She put a sharp ass rusty shank in me!

 

 

The sharp shank redemption!

 

 

Only redeeming more pain…

You…

Cried…

Inside…

I was only a mess of a man…

I couldn’t be cleaned…

No matter how much lemon pledge you had….

Your…

Secrets…

Where…

Said!

Right in the mid stroke during intercourse!

“I love you!!!”

Not taking it seriously…

I said nothing back…

 

 

“Baby! I love you…”

 

 

I told her…

Stop!

That!

 

 

She pushed away from me!

Leaving me hanging literally!

My minds type ropes felt like I was flurting with danger!

 

 

Pay attention…

I fucked you every night….

You can’t possibly really love me?!

Right!?

 

 

She said…

“Why the fuck not!”

 

I said…

You know the terms of how we met…

You basiclly said only for under comforters…

Right?….

 

She said…

“Shit!”

“I know!”

“I realized for sometime now that I want more….”

 

 

I paused………

Took a very deep breath. Got my clothes on.

Angry!

To the door…

 

 

She gotten up still naked.

Dripping sweat on the floor…

She grabbed me by my arm before my hand could touch the door nob….

 

 

 

She said to me….

“I really do love you!”

“Can we try to at least give this a chance?!”

“Alone I am!”

“What a shopping cart with no food in it?”

 

 

My reply…

Look me in my eyes…

Listen….

You don’t ever want a man like me filled with sinning…

Guys like me can only be fixed with herion needles, whiskey and gin….

That’s only going to hold just temporally…

Till the shit wares off…

I will never be fixed…

I…

Just…

Cant….

 

 

Then I walked out of her life…

Never to be seen again….