Love’s Slave 

“Throw back from 2016”

 

 

 

Can I have some kisses….

Sweet like Dragon fruit…

Dripping juices from your summers retreat…..

I’m so high off your love….

I’ve injected your romantic…

While eyes stare into my eyes…..

I’m weak for you…

I know you want round two…

With your knees trembling…

When you hear my timberlands…

Moving closer…

To your intergalactic space that…

I would like to travel light years to…

Invite me through you solar system…

Squirting milky way…

I will make your meteors show all over me…

Please!

 

 

My only desire is to…

Treat you with the means of respect…

I’ll lay you down in the gardens of Eden…

Planting my…

First seed…

Into furtal grounds…

Watch as you bare our beautiful fruits…

While we properly nourish them ripe…

In tuned with life…

Together forever…

One day…

Lets lock lips till winter comes our way…

Let your sweet, rich valley…

Is that place for me to taste…

Dig your nails in my back…

When I pull closer!

Embrace…

In your heart I will be caged like a lion…

Swallowing the only key to my escape…

I’m trapped in your thought’s!

You’re the chains!

Bounding me to your love bug that I caught…

Hold me tight wrong or right…

No!

This ain’t for one night!

I am loves slave!

You!

Only you!

Posses the key to my release…

KEEP THEM!

IM HAPPY TO BE YOUR SLAVE LOVE!

Distant Hearts

(Another oldie)

 

Love was never easy to keep for a guy like me.

I was always In the hood ready for war.

Outside with boots laced ten toes down.

Your lips whenever you would smile.

All I wanted to see.

Even If It was for one last time.

If I could see you face to face right now.

I would pull you so close to me!

Wrap my arms around your waist!

Pick you up in the sky!

Then kiss your soft moist lips.

Priceless were those times.

I spent with you.

Oh how brief they were yet unforgettable.

I knew you were the one for me!

I was also one with the streets.

I can remember when I went on that iron vacation up north.

It was cold…

I was lonely…

Yearning for your affection…

Your letters to me…

I would read over and over…

That was enough for me!

That was all I needed!

Thank you for caring!

Your last letter…

The lowest day of my life…

Dead I was Inside…

At the same time…

I was understanding to your needs.

Wants that I couldn’t give to you.

My circumstances…

I still remember your last words…

“I’m sorry.”

I was alone once again.

I didn’t cry though…

I promise you…

I just started reading more eating, gaining weight and exercising!

To get you out of my head…

Time passed…

I came home with nothing but a screaming hole in my heart…

I never saw or herd from you again…

Crumbling my young heart…

My Cuddle Buddy

A dime piece shined stepping out of the shower. Putting a towel around her upper chest and another towel she used to dry her hair with. It’s 10 degrees outside and the blizzard is not the only thing that’s coming tonight. I’m sitting comfortably. High off what I see feeling like I got hand warmers in my burgandy and grey sweat pants.

Thank the Lord my shorty left the bathroom door open so I can see all that is mine. All that is fine. All that is divine. Good God! My suger baby is a goddess! She was looking in the bathroom mirror drying and fixing her long curly red hair only to put it in a ponytail. She can feel my eyes scanning and lotioning her body down before she even laid down. She looked out the corner of her left eye and said “baby…. Why you looking at me like that”. I said to her… I think you know why.

HOLD UP… STOP AND WAIT ONE SECOND. JUST PAUSE….

A beautiful pink butter fly burst out of its cacoon making my seasonal directions riot soon. A platoon of tingly feelings March up the back of my neck. You aroused me with just a blink while small liquid dots come down your soft silky skin making me weak in the knees like the S.W.V. song. I just want to touch you all over your wet body when I unwrap the brown towel from around you then put ya feel up and eat ya sweets up.

HOLD UP… LET ME STOP… LET ME STOP…HAHAHA… NOW BACK TO MY EXPERIENCE…

I looked out the window from the black recliner to see slow snow flakes dropping from the cloudy nights sky. Then I heard her towel drop to the floor and I slowly looked to the left to see her body’s natural glow. I want some bad but I know I got to be a good boy and wait. Naked and oily from her blue berry scented body oil she began to walk over to the bed and put on her red tee shirt…. Damn I love it when she puts on that cut up red tee shirt exposing her thick curves and her bright desirables the perfect image of God’s gratest creation…..

She was driving me crazy and she knew how to put the petal to the metal and work the hell out of the stirring wheel. She then slipped under the thick white puffy blanket and I watched her turn away from me in the bed with a slight devious smirk facing the bathroom. I thought to myself for a second and self agreed that we should get undressed and get in the bed with her.

She said to me “baby I want it in me now”. So I said… Hold up and let me hit the kitchen and get some water first then I’m going to come back and put that ass to bed. She then said to me “Hurry up please daddy”. I walked down stairs to the kitchen and went to the fridge, pulled out the jug of water and poured it into the cup and drank it. I then put the food that was left out on the stove back into the fridge and the jug of water too. It only took me a minute to get back up the stairs and into the room where my little snow bunny was waiting for me. I hoped into the soft bed with my lady. Got closer and closer till I was behind her and then……… I heard her lightly snoring. Damn! Obviously she’s had a long day at work So I left her to sleep. Ain’t that a bitch. Well in a way I guess I did put her to bed.

12/16

IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST WRITE (Remastered)

I fell in love with her pen. Her words were love at first write. She gave me the road maps to her inner minds emotional highways. As I concise with her verbs I see all the turn points in her life and strife. So I take note because if I ever met her in person her heart would be mine, and I would focus on her pessimistic quotes. Easing her into my life’s binding ropes of joy and pain through pleasure. I have to say what she writes touches the keys and opens my mental doors and motivates me to want more. GIVE IT TOO ME NOW! I say… Her similes are like ministries to me or some sort. Shes in pain and I know I can be her oxycodone making her feel warm an tingly and relaxed. Her mental and physical form of a pain killer, because I know I’m realer than most men… LET ME SAY IT AGAIN! I know I’m realer than most men! Foolish me, I cant see that this is love at first write. But I and her will never ever meet. damn!

Are You Interested In Starting A New Fire With Me

Tell me… Is it wrong to want a women so bad? Is it a crime to spoil her with all the things she loves? Is it a problem to beg on my knees until they bleed for her tinder worth? Is it stupid to be in love with someone who you’ve never met in person? Would it be a bother to ask her can I call her?

Or should I just say fuck it… Why bother? Why chase after someone doesn’t even want you? Why be a fool for you? Why? Just to get my dignity crushed under the wait. Why even keep talking to someone who doesn’t even get your point or feelings toward it? Why talk to this person only to find out there probably already involved with someone or just doesn’t want anyone? Why talk to this person that can’t even tell how much you want them so bad?

Listen…

I don’t care about your skin color or religion. I don’t really care who you worship in their image. I don’t care about your wild and crazy past. I don’t care about the drugs you did or didn’t do in the past. I just want you!

I want your love to fly to me.

Be my guiding beam of a bed made up for us tomorrow morning.

I need every ounce of you cotton candy kisses of energy.

With your affections deep vibes sending shock trimmers arousing my interests.

I want to soul heartedly get to know all the things that make you happy.

I will hold you tight and bring you night when your having a bad day.

Everything will be ok…

When your tears drop…

Its ok to let them out.

I’ll grab every tear that fell and wipe my face with them to feel what it is that my love is going through.

True…. This is true…

I want to start something new with you.

I want to run you a warm bath and anoint you with a sweet sented body wash for a goddess.

I will do anything to please the true Queen of my hearts throne.

Will it be a bother if I asked you for a starting chance.

I won’t let you down…

I Got Down On My Knees To Kiss Your Feet I Just Hope I’m Worthy Of You

Gummy bears from the corner store sweet with lots of sugar to give like you. I would never trade you. Im falling deep into your colorful nature. I don’t even know if you understand that you  crochet my non beating muscle back together with no hands or needles. I never ask for much. I’ve never been that type of man. All you seem to do in my life is meet all of my demands. The simplest like kissing me on my lips before and after you get off of work. I slowly return fire and let soft kisses burn into your minds wishes. Never shady and that’s my baby… You’ve got me sprung like the pop of your tongue before you speak. I love how it rolls like a snowball affect. Even if you make threats they’ll be sexy to me I bet. You motivate me like a real women is suppose to do. The passion and steam in our lives will never need to be renewed. I feel like I’m on an island with every rich necessity I need to over survive the highest tides.  Just you and me…. That’s who… Me and you… One hand on a stack of bibles I do… You know what I mean….. You know I can’t breath…                            You know….. How about me and you stay on the same team. This is not a dream I want you over me until we no longer breath. Turning me from the man I once was to the man I need to be. Concurring the highest cloud that is me planting a bright red flag for all to see.                                                             For all to see… All for me and you to be.

The definition of what we are missing…

From life…

Rejections…

Tought us lessons…

Know love out there…

Now love lives in us…

In us…

You’re Far Away Yet Close Enough

Feelings abroad…

Feelings warm like thick blankets over my feet…

Feelings of pure caramel covered happiness…

Feeling of a new romance that could go deep like the hands that planted the seeds.

A foreign affair worth it…

So far away but I can feel your every touch everyday…

I want for this to last so bad but I know I’ll probably never get the chance…

Your words flow like almond milk in a  Champagne glass…

You’re so different and that’s what I love the most…

So far away you are…

The only thing separating us is the Atlantic’s giant pool…

I know my feelings for you will grow and age like the price of a fine wine collection…

I promise I’ll see you soon if you ever give me the chance…

At night I dream of us together like conjoined twins. Your finger tips running up and down my chest while I palm the back of your neck softly yet firm taking turns kissing every naked part of you slowly. Cracking the code to the safe that holds our destiny in it. Your long hair I’ll stroke with care. Worshiping your love like I’m in your mosque of life barring pleasures. I’ll please all of your boarders and boundaries in make you moan my name in a unfamiliar stimulating language. Let all of your emotions and your sweet ocean spray out of you as I’ll hold on to you like a new born and softly put you to sleep. Life for me would be so sweet if I could have my foreign crush next to me.

In Holy Matrimony

If I had you… I would cradle your loneliness…

Beat your stress up in to submission making it mine…

I’d use your depression for target practice…

wrestle with your anxiety pinning it down for good…

Run warm water in the bath tub and drown your insecurities…

I’d hop in my truck and run over all of your fears…

My number one lady… My number one baby… You don’t have to act so tough and put up road blocks and check points. You don’t have to build the great wall of China between us. Let your guard down for me and I promise you’ll see that I’m not a fake clone and I can never be copyed. I am nothing like your last mate or nothing like you had in the past. Come to me and let me hold you tight like jelly jar lids. You can use my chest as a pillow. I’ll never dishonor my Queen. I’ll turn your dark roads into streams and kaknew my way through your dreams. I would love to see your morning face everyday and steal some Eskimo kisses.

I got you…

No seriously I got you…

We are a team…

What’s mine is ours…

Let’s create an epiphany…

It’ll have your smarts and my strong will and fearless actions…

I got you…

Nah…

Listen to me…

I got your back like a chiropractor…

Together you and I are compatible…

I will appreciate your every breath and every word that left…

All I need is You and me…

I’m Starving And I Want Some Of You

Let’s form a bond through friendship. I need some sweet Hershey kisses. This morning I made your legs shake uncontrollably giving you my hard punishment thought wet pleasure for being a bad girl. I hid your car keys so you could stay with me. You left all of your shower water on my burgandy bed sheets. Can you be my personal entertainer and dance for me and only me?

My love can be all of yours for the price of loyalty. I want to play hide and seek in you deep. Your worth is what’s turning me on like a switch lighting up the dark emptiness in me. At night you would put your arms around me and look me in my eyes until we fell asleep. The first one to nurture my stone heart into a warm red diamond ready to love that can’t be broken. You fed me all your love and affection when my faith in love was starving.

I live for us and I’ll die for you…

I Just Crashed

I never cheated, I never lied… If you so called loved me then you should have knew what was inside. Some nights I didn’t come home but you knew what I was doing. That mission… You know… That would give us a better pot to piss in. A better life of living. I rolled the only dice that were given. I was never complicated. I just hated seeing you frustrated. Looking in the cabinets and there are no plates. Renting apartments with no basement. Living in places you don’t feel safe in. So I’m out all night chasing. I never wanted to leave you but your thoughts got so evil. You would change and treat me like other people.You had forgotten that I was more than your equal. I never want to see you… Ever! After all I’ve done for us nothing ever got better. I was damaged and etc. So now I’m waiting for a better love. I never was ever good enough for you. You were a cancer slowly eating away at my sanity. I’ve gotten bruises all over my pride from you walking all over me. How could you ever say that you loved me when you put everything above me. You were my whole world turned ugly. I loved you so much that I would have given you my soul if you wanted it. You were my biggest lesson as well as a colossal punishment. LOVE! whatever it is I swear I’m done with it.