Subs

Overwhelming

To many hands

On

Me

Life is abusive

Intruding on my

Reclusiveness

Introverted

Designer mind

Maxing out on

Antidepressants

Storing

Opening

Closings

Like if a brain

Was a purse

Am I a person

The darkness has no curfew

Inside my

Statistics

Life just ain’t what it use to be

Or maybe

I’m not use to

This new life

For me

Evasive to open arms

Gambled on backstabbers

Or if they are not

“We all”

Isn’t the genre I’m apart

Of

I had my hand down in class

Whenever life’s teachings asked

Us

“What do you want now”

I thought I knew

What exactly I wanted then

If I knew then

The horrible things humans

Mentally

Can do now

What I know now

I would have barricaded my

myself

my emotions

Behind my enemies lines

Your the one who caused my

Problems

Then the blame game

Ensued

Leftovers of me

I’m the one who will fix this

Over

Over

First dance will be fire

Then on crushed glass

Befriended hot coals

Then I

Walked over I always Notice

Know one at the end

Of my path

As I got closer

The people

Those loving

Abled bodies

You know

Those who’s

Told

Over

Over and again

“I’m hear”

Where noticed visine

Clear

Know one there

So I know where

Stand

Where know one

Is

I never expect

Anyone to know

Where my

New

Know

Where

Is

Where I bear my

Own oxygen

My own air

Ya

Im right there

Taipan

Yogurt…

Yo plain…

Dangerous…

visitor is venomous…

Bite me…

Excite me…

Change my mind…

Loudly riled me up…

Covered mouth over…

Quiet time…

Squeezing…

Squeaking…

Off the deep end…

Deep in…

I checked in…

Muscles tightening…

Contraction…

Lyrics on wet tile…

 

Verse two…

Season won…

Crossing bodys…

Features of fun…

Respiratory…

Shakes the warriors…

Dedication…

Brass climax uncontrolled…

Now I’m soooo…

 

 

Temptress! Rapunzel! Rapunzel! Let down that gown! I’m in town now!

Powwow stolen forced herself aginst the old me. She felt warn when I was cold beef…. A cold chief!

Mistletoe reef inside one kiss. Swept off the ground by the force of my static. You wanted it for so long… Now I’m going to let you have it…

You know what I mean…

 

 

See You Soon When I Get Out

A nest of crest white. Tight like a closed window sill. Don’t even bother! I have no daughter! Crept down with the baby concealed. Cradling it like a good mother and father.

The last of the mustard gas chuckers. The ones that turned me into a soda.

With one pop! sssssssss!

Making you clench your jaws strong muscles after the first sip!

Empty clips that hang like commas!

You!

Body in the middle of the system. Dont get caught with it in possession.

Its 9/tenths…

A rude and loud seperation. Gargling gasoline in the mouth. Spitting it out on the grass drought…

Fire!

I’m the last one to doubt!

Bitter slow torture!

The feelings I get in my curcomfrence when strangers are near it.

This zone!

I don’t own!

You fool me never!

I took you and crushed you like a pain pill under a credit card. Separating,  snorting poverty off the end of the cities deficit.

Pain so strong I don’t even feel the raw. My nose bled all over my paper sheets.

Whatever!

They my sheets of paper!

Uncorrected!

Damn!

Corrected isn’t the word I herd! It was correctional facilitie! Incorrect is a burden strangling the life out of my misguided broken litteriture.

The finisher!

I snatched the knife from your hand! Remember…. Cutting diagonally in to my tendons… Now I can’t even make a full fist! Didn’t stop me from being unable to fight for what’s right.

Still I never forfeit from my reality. A puppets nature of this staged play…

Lights…

Camera…

Action!

Then I revealed my true accent!

The last conference I seen you at.  Left turn.. You ended up down The low ends instead. I was born and bread to wear red!

So where you…

Past…

Tence…

I’ll see you soon…