Two Eyes To Win The Prize

Eclipse us…

Eucalyptus…

Pinch us…

 

A marathon to your body…

In the distance…

A vision so vicious…

 

 

 

Cheeks delicate like carrot cake…

Squeezing…

I can’t believe it’s not butter cake…

Stationary…

I will burry my taste in them…

The harder I try…

I cant slow the momentum…

Turning your atmosphere into a villa…

 

 

Geyser…

Factually…

When attach to you…

I brush aginst attachments…

I don’t practice…

Like the flute…

To the cobras dance…

Serene lullaby…

In a surreal stance…

To kiss the head…

I play thee serpent…

Suns melting ice cream. On the dash boards interior design of. A goddess of a goddess so divine…

You could never define thee. Definition of rough attention Ill give to thee. Charmer. When she asked for it…

My love can leave brain cells crippled. Off of feet. Shaking like a hole in your muffler…

Rendezvous rendered……

 

 

 

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Till I die…

I am going to cross t’s…

Dot I’s with red beams…

 

Native style…

Sitting style…

On red brick…

Pow wowed…

 

for every step in my life…

Foot prints got far…

Then subtraction set the start…

I was faint from losing blood…

 

They say we some thugs…

They ain’t lieing…

To get the things we need…

Some times you got to risk dieing for it…

 

I Never Borrowed continents…

Became a squatter of someone elses nation…

Claiming it was mine…

I can be a savage sometime…

I was not ever a fan of genocide…

 

 

My Queen…

Don’t cry…

In time…

I’ll be on my way…

 

Skin dark like 11 o’clock pm…

I can teach the soul how I like to be truthfully…

Strange love…

No one can stop me…

Except you…

 

Cherokee walking through cherry blossoms…

My arms around the camp fire…

Smokeless fire…

Using a token to play my desires…

 

Off the record pink stretches…

Diligent…

Pure in long lessons…

 

I want life to be precious….

This Isn’t Self Pitying…

Hello self…

Your an idiot…

Seriously…

Your only occupation is…

Violence…

Timing…

Now balanced…

 

Before the sand dropped…

They said you were…

A walking massacre…

Eposodes display….

I feel there isn’t…

Enough Atonement for…

Hell is waiting…

Till I punch out…

That time card…

 

“Name your achievements…”

Ummm…

Shit…

I can’t think of none…

Turned wine into water…

I dropped that habit…

Bad habits like…

I gots to have it…

If I don’t…

I’ll take it…

 

The old design of a mad man…

I’ll hand Stand a…

Home made knife…

Into the faces of my…

Betrayers…

I hope that’s a word…

If not then…

Sue me…

Punctuation police…

 

I’m really not a wrighter…

I’m perpetrating…

I’m more of a title…

“Boo Boo the fool part 2”

I brought knowledge…

To a gun fight…

I won…

I wasn’t excited…

More wrong…

More harm…

 

The older guys said…

“What type of shit you on!”

Drugz…

Mugz of pain….

Filled chasing mind eraser…

Pathetically I find myself…

Back were I’ve started…

From…

 

I just can’t be…

What people want me to be…

A wise sage of savages…

Carving 7’s in lost heads…

7 laws…

Or I’ll break your jaw…

Idiotic I be…

No degree of sorts…

 

Leaving gun powder resin…

On hoody sleeves…

Running water for a shower…

In 5 minutes it’s cold again…

 

Shoulder scared from…

Who gives a damn…

I never be better then…

So…

Pass me that gun…

I’m ready to die for nothing…

Nothingness has always been my…

Dumbness…

So I’ll stay dumb then….

 

Da Choppa!

Dah- Chop- pah…

Hood Definition: a AK 47 assult rifle, or any assult style rifle.

“Can you say it in a sentence please…”

he grabbed the “Da Choppa” and pulled the trigger.

 

Last night I heard the sweet symphony of Da Choppa… Everything got so quiet that. You could here him/her chock the rifle back again and shoot… I love it! I hope know one was killed by Da choppa.

 

Made your point on point with that…

Thing…

Clean, beautiful and full of rage…

If it falls into the hands of a manic…

I could be very deadly where your at…

I was 16 or maybe 17 when I found my first one…

Left out in the grass by a abandoned house…

Finders keepers that kept me safe with low mileage…

This was purely for family protection…

That thing was very powerful…

 

 

 

There’s A Word Called Better… F.O.E.

She seen that side of me…

 

That side that no one fears…

 

She lifted her dress for a test…

 

I declined quietly…

 

Fireworks can be set up…

 

Right…

 

On time ready to live in the sky…

 

Us sitting side by side…

 

This is just the wrong time…

 

I love to be thought of as…

 

Property to be treated neatly…

 

Needing a me…

 

Needing a she…

 

No…

 

Nevermind…

 

I no I’m just…

 

What’s that drink called?

 

That one at that jazzy bar…

 

The one where…

 

“Bobby Blue Bland…”

 

Played my favored song…

 

Oh…

 

Old fashioned…

 

I think I’ve said this before…

 

Listen…

 

You may be mature…

 

I could never be yours…

 

I’ll fuck your life up…

 

Giving you some love…

 

Your soul couldn’t endure…

 

Love that can…

 

Never float away…

 

You will never…

 

Find it washed up…

 

On a shore…

 

You got to…

 

Discover life…

 

Plus what you really want…

 

On your own…

 

“But I  only want you!”

 

She said…

 

I told her it’s dark…

 

I’ll walk you home…

 

Your uncle…

 

Was my right hand…

 

He tought me alot…

 

Things I didn’t no…

 

When he got that life sentences…

 

That morning in court…

 

He walked in shackles with…

 

His head high…

 

He said to me…

 

“Look after my “niece,” and son…”

 

“My baby daughter…”

 

So I took the order…

 

I never broken my promises…

 

I helped you apply for colleges…

 

Your doing good out of state…

 

You even got a apartment looking…

 

Like a small estate…

 

Older…

 

When you get my age…

 

I’ll be old and grey…

 

You cried…

 

I said don’t…

 

I’m always here young one…

 

I just can’t ever be your man…….

 

 

 

D+

My sincerest stands on a try pod…

I have no feelings towards the blues…

If your afraid to die…

Then it should be easy for your to…

Take a life…

 

I’m a terrific sinner…

I’m terrible sinner…

Who isn’t…

Still judged like I give a fuck…

Like! I! give! a! fuck!

 

My life is forever stamped..

Sealed…

Delivered to the intellect of many as…

A bad deal…

When I’ve protected…

 

Never pawn in my sheild…

Gave my last to make others happy…

I’m only happy when I see…

Kids happy…

I wasn’t a happy kid…

 

So I live through them…

Like if I was happy like them…

My own family left me…

Tured there backs in front of me…

Wondering why I even tryed to reach…

 

(Fuck the police…)

 

I wanna be that darkness…

Under the under path of a freeway…

Or bridge…

Not hiding or crying…

Trying to forget the old days…

 

No days off oppression…

No freedom…

Fake search warrents…

For federal house raids…

 

 

 

Realit-etry

Let the faculty…

Of facts speak for there selves…

 

“Did that really happen in your life?”

 

If you feel…

That my words touch…

Or give your feelings a punch …

Then…

It’s there…

If it’s there…

Then you can see it…

If you can see it…

You can answer that question for yourself….

 

 

 

#1. I’m not a poet…

 

 

 

#2.  Every word I speak is not bullshit…

 

 

 

#3. Yes…

One of my diagnoses is phycosis

 

 

 

 

#4. I hate liers more than I hate racism and politics…

 

 

 

 

#5. I’m from a city where…

80% of the people that are from here…

Are unemployed…

“Not by choice!”

 

 

 

 

#6. I am an ex convict…

 

 

 

 

#7. I’ve done many things to survive…

Some still haunt me till this day…

I also have a diagnosis of PTSD…

 

 

 

 

#8. I was brutality phisically abused as a child…

 

 

 

 

#9. I hate letting people get close to me….

They never stick around….

Or I end up having to get away from there toxic energy…

 

 

 

 

#10. I’m a on record…

A In book…

High ranking…

In active gang member…

That changed his life drastically….

And still trying to adapt to people who where not like me growing up….

 

 

 

11#. Christopher Bland is a made up name…

Somethings I talk about can get me in legal troubles….

Shit I deffenetly don’t need…

 

 

 

 

 

I’m not a story teller…

Nor can I answer most peoples question…

Everything I say on here…

Is bassiclly on the record…

Where I come from…

People that ask to many questions…

Are called foxer’s…

Better known as foxing enformation out of you that’s personal…

I’ve been a victim on wordpress a few times…

Where I try to let people in that seem genuine….

But it’s like…

They only want to use you like a Genie Pig…

There interests are in who I am….

Never to end up as friends…

I’m a test subject to them…

Then either I never here from them…

Or they check up on me lIke once in a red moon…

Fake asses….

 

Indictments are often past out…

So I can’t say that..

Everything I say is a true event…

I hope you now understand why…

 

I can never be someone Im not…

I wouldn’t even no how to…

Reality is…

Being genuine Is all own in this world…

Something forgotten….

Something that doesn’t exist no more…

I had over 600 and something post in my drafts…

Yesterday I deleted them all…

Ya so what…

 

I no that I’m rambling on…

I’m a human that never gets writers block…

I wish my mind would fucking stop…

 

Don’t you dare call my shit poetry…

This is some of the realist shit recorded…

To me it’s blasphemy…

This is my life and I’m giving you my reality…

 

“Peace and blessings to you all and thanks again to the people who encourage me…… ”

 

 

 

Couch Candy

Here we go…

Weather is cold…

I love what I’ve been waiting for…

The cold…

 

Missing kissing…

Missing the motion…

Like a snake coils…

On top of me…

 

“Snakes to me… Are intelligent, Strategic, Shy, beautiful, intriguing  amphibious life forms misunderstood… Snake shaming will not be tollorated here….”

 

 

Shes the winter being…

I need to see you…

I want to be inside…

Finger tips run outside…

While the movie runs…

It’s cold…

I’ll warm ya buns…

I’ll warm you up…

I’ll be the oven…

 

“No…..”

 

You be the oven…

Keeping me satisfied by…

warmth…

Voices in my head turned on…

Shut up!

I’m trying to get my love on!

She so aggressive…

I found my teacher…

Give me a lesson…

Give me a lecture…

On what you like…

I promise I’ll examine it…

 

When…

I’m not out in about…

I wish I could lay in your…

Comfort basket…

I’ll bask in your facials expressions…

Exitic drug be my remedy…

I’ve been sober for almost 4 years…

I’m bouts to overdose…

To a overdue book of love…

Lusting for loving…

This is my way of love…

In………………..

 

 

 

 

Make Believe Minds… May Believe It’s Right… “Narcissism”

“Nothing or no one will ever stop me or hold me back from my mind!”

 

 

When I feel love…

I give love…

You can speak love….

If the…

Actions repeated break you…

That’s bleak love…

I use to seek love…

I wanted love…

I don’t need your love…

Or a statement…

I hope I make sense…

If I don’t…

 

Then stop reading please…

You need treatment please…

Pretend that…

That’s how you feed it please…

The understanding of another…

Not understood…

Yet the mind thinks you…

Understand it is…

You don’t understand at all…

 

Getting to no one…

Is getting to no ones…

No one’s really getting to know him…

More hurting…

On top of hurting…

Trying to hold on…

My migraines can’t hold it…

 

Grip is loose…

As the intellectual bull tosses…

Self-centered…

Narcissism…

Understanding that’s not your…

Subconscious speaking…

Words are soppose to be…

Thought then formed you see…

 

I don’t believe in friendship…

Eather your family or…

An associate to me…

That can be a hard subject to see…

If you listen to ones heart…

Instead of what you think is right…

Then you will finnaly see…

Why I trust nobody…

 

“I will never be silenced from my heart to create speach…”

 

That’s not a quote…

That’s something that lives…

Hearing the same things…

You can start to believe that shit…

To be on someone’s good side…

Don’t ever force them…

To open ears…

Around the world…

Listen first if you want it………….

 

I was….

 

 

 

 

Naw I’m just fucking around…

I’m done with this……………….

Lets Shelter Us

We live to be lonly…

Do it ourselves type…

If I took this personal…

I’d be in jail again…

 

Stealing a plane…

Overwhelming…

I’m never scared…

Dare me…

What I’m saying…

I want to say…

 

Let me take the blame…

For everything…

Hearts burst to hold back…

Not to be punctured…

By open flames…

 

I do play with fire…

Let me show you how I…

Will wait forever till your ready…

Coming back from the dead…

To love you again…

 

I can never love for you…

Even when my flesh isn’t viewed…

I want us…

Stuck like a brick under the…

Eccelleration…

Let’s excel…

Hold on…

Don’t let go no matter how bumpy…

 

Except my apologies…

Independent women…

I praise your quilty…

I praise your patience…

Your hard work…

Your determination…

Independent woman…

 

“No!!!”

“Your amazing!”

 

Yet…

We all need someone we trust…

To make sure we take good care…

Of us…

Ummmmmm….

I think stubborn is the word…

 

We been through to much…

Tier jumping life…

On opposite sides of the world…

If our world’s came together…

We could rule it…

When you shut down…

Unhappy…

Depressed…

Sad…

Over worked…

It will be my time to step up…

From my regeneration…

Like…

I’m a elixir in a shirt…

I want to make you happy…

 

I want you to live beside me…

When your dreams are bad…

I know they will be…

I’ll stay up all night to…

Monitor your sleeping ways…

Run my fingers through you…

Everlasting…

One…

Only never asking…

Now or days it’s really hard to trust…

 

If you feel like the opposite side…

Just a pinch of…

Solid trust…

 

“What’s a good word???”

“Ok let me rewind…”

 

What I’m trying to say is….

If you really feel in your heart…

Your gut…

That the one someone in your life…

You can really trust…

 

“Reminding you”

“This is only for people that are interested in relations with another.”

“This is not for people who aren’t looking for love or a relationship…”

 

If you think you can…

Hey…

Go for it!

In life…

These special opportunitys aren’t promised…

Take a chance!

Only if your ready…

 

 

“In this life…”

“It’s very rare to feel the radiation of love and prosperity in a soul mate.”

“Don’t fuck this up………”