Holographic life of the world’s eye views. It’s just not real to feal! I feal it! The content presence… The rise of a ruthless generation…
Bus station crowd of carbon. In my lungs… I’ve donated my brain to science project housing. “Cappadonna and Killah P….”
Peak at me boo through bath salts. Inscribed in blood. Plus latex gloves! Summerset homes, Latrobe homes on a dawn day. I laughed at a police officers grave…
Pissed on the head stone…
Why?
I’m going to hell anyway…
How many times do I have to tell you!
Your mine!
Not my possession!
Not a pet I own!
Your mine to keep happy hearts salsa dancing…..
Don’t have a heart attack when I mention…
I cleaned the house…
Did the dishes…
Enything I can do to make you hard life less difficult…
Enything!
Is yours….
Really listen!
Pay attention to the ink I produce…
Choking the paper like a nuse!
The inner tour of our world always explained my love for you!
My love for you…
My lady is my lady…
Love she brings me to smoke out hatred…
All of the things men like me need!
So please…
Have patience with me….
Please…
We might argue or disagree…
Just don’t be so quick to leave!
Let us show the world what love really looks like!
All the time spent together…
Playing outside in wintery weather…
The homes we left from living in…
Will still be warm for the next to live here…
No need for heat!
Sweet dreams for you and I Manifesting sheeps to jump high!
Loosing track of the soft sheep count for us…
Your my lady!
My girl!
My woman!
Me…. I promise you that I will hold high all of my promises to you!
For you are the side kick of my timple….
The highest of the high…
Below gods eyes…
Give me all of your love…
Kind thoughts…
I will keep on tattoing your name on my every peace of skin….
With your blood and mines as my ink…
Will you belong to me not as a belonging?
My front line darling!
Flows Through the…
Grand device called life…
So small in those eyes…
People find…
Out…
To…
Try to make the wisest chess moves…
The very lesson they’ve forgotten…
This ain’t no damn checker board…
The very words that…
humans are terrified of…
hide and go seek…
I’ll play the seeker mine as you hide face…
So let’s play!
Loving when dark spaces can never shine light on me…
When I finally catch this little morsel!
The watching…
Wouldn’t want to put up a fight…
Playing like this for excitement!
Your excited with ever grab or grip…
Slim thick waist waying nothing till ending…
The planet climaxes…
While the meteorite explodes from thighs spasms!
Body is a mind!
To roam!
Planting this nature in your flower pot…
Sensation!
When that molly pill drops…
Inters the vision…
Shes my women…
My best friend…
I’m her man…
Her ring finger…
She kissed me with tough love…
Tied up in her red label…
Label her as a bitch…
Or even say it to her…
There will be a deadly mix…
Spruce wood coffins…
Rose thorn bullet shells…
I’m her lover…
Faithful content in the flesh form and warmth…
I love her for the strong women she is…
As well as the stronger women she will become…
Evolving Into later…
I will be her stable mind…
When she crys…
Those tears of fear and struggle…
Something only I will see…
We are our own gang…
We are you and me…
I love you!
Your perfect for me!
She fell on me…
I kept her safe…
I wanted nothing in return…
She insisted I come stay with her…
Years back…
When exitic dancers…
Paid me for protection from…
Creeps and honey badgers…
My uncles best friend…
Well he owns half of…
Those exitic clubs down town…
Before fam went to prison…
He said if I ever…
Needed enything…
Go to him…
Never ever expected…
To see the things I saw…
I became the worlds youngest…
Smallest…
Morally respected…
Private gaurd for these…
Good women miss understood…
I mean you got some that are…
Bad apples…
Like any other men and women…
Starting shit…
Getting high…
Off all kinds of drugs…
You got the ones that dance…
Go home…
Live a civilized lonely life…
Even some payed there ways through college…
It’s like…
People easily open up to me with…
There issues as well as…
There deepest problems…
At the end of the night…
Some said…
“No disrespect but…”
“Are you gay?”
I smirked…
And I said…
I’m not…
Im not offended either…
Some of the other girls asked me…
The samethings…
I separate business from friendship…
Friend ship from associates…
My love life is one with something…
Something I can’t describe…
Like how I’m talking to you now…
Is how I would talk to eny other…
Long story short…
They really trusted me…
Finnaly…
I felt like I was putting my…
Brutality in to good use…
At the bar where I smoked my…
Black and mild cigar…
With my arms crossed…
Trying to figure out…
The last letters to solve a…
Digital scrabble game…
I heard a dancer say…
“Get your fucking hands off me!”
Clearly he was intoxicated…
Didnt matter…
My mind made its self up…
I had a flash back of my father…
Beating my mother…
True shit…
I lost my shit then sent him…
To the hospital…
Well it’s like this…
Just because there exotic dancers…
Doesn’t mean there not civilized…
Human beings…
So not only did they care about me…
For my protection and honesty…
They cared about me for being…
A man that never judged or…
Treated them differently…
Womanizing or trying to get in…
Those…
Jeans…
Never…
If you respect me…
Yourself…
And others…
You will never have to worry about…
Being forgotten…
When I was doing time…
At Western maximum…
It wasn’t my family that looked out…
It was people who never forgot…
About my most respectful eyes…
Of life…
Hello self…
Your an idiot…
Seriously…
Your only occupation is…
Violence…
Timing…
Now balanced…
Before the sand dropped…
They said you were…
A walking massacre…
Eposodes display….
I feel there isn’t…
Enough Atonement for…
Hell is waiting…
Till I punch out…
That time card…
“Name your achievements…”
Ummm…
Shit…
I can’t think of none…
Turned wine into water…
I dropped that habit…
Bad habits like…
I gots to have it…
If I don’t…
I’ll take it…
The old design of a mad man…
I’ll hand Stand a…
Home made knife…
Into the faces of my…
Betrayers…
I hope that’s a word…
If not then…
Sue me…
Punctuation police…
I’m really not a wrighter…
I’m perpetrating…
I’m more of a title…
“Boo Boo the fool part 2”
I brought knowledge…
To a gun fight…
I won…
I wasn’t excited…
More wrong…
More harm…
The older guys said…
“What type of shit you on!”
Drugz…
Mugz of pain….
Filled chasing mind eraser…
Pathetically I find myself…
Back were I’ve started…
From…
I just can’t be…
What people want me to be…
A wise sage of savages…
Carving 7’s in lost heads…
7 laws…
Or I’ll break your jaw…
Idiotic I be…
No degree of sorts…
Leaving gun powder resin…
On hoody sleeves…
Running water for a shower…
In 5 minutes it’s cold again…
Shoulder scared from…
Who gives a damn…
I never be better then…
So…
Pass me that gun…
I’m ready to die for nothing…
Nothingness has always been my…
Dumbness…
So I’ll stay dumb then….
Dealing death symbols…
Never delightful to be the victim…
Fleeing took flight…
Alien car light bright…
Loud over the bull horn…
Money lag bufforing…
32 shells loaded into a tec 9…
By a child high…
One eye out for one eye…
The third eye was killed in battle…
Picked the body up rattled…
Riddled…
Shaking and tattered…
Screaming…
“GOD WHY!?”
“WHY LORD!?”
Concealed the feelings I have for you…
Just like you wanted me to…
Feelings don’t matter when war is envolved…
This war I feel I can’t solve…
Do I give up on what I want?
Do I let go of who I know?
Is this a lesson or some trick?
To see how long I can hold out on this…
Will I just give up…
Or just let it be what it is…
I can want…
All I want…
What I want…
Will never want me…
So honestly…
I choose to move on quietly…
Quiet walk back to where I stared. All those months ago. I know I actually don’t deserve a chance. Chasing after a chance will only make your white shoes dirty. Your love I want to be my dietary supplement. Fuck it! It’s been to damn long…
So what do I do?
Stay in pain…
Rejected…
Or do I move on….
In your quilitys…
If I’m not worth it to you….
Then I’m gone…
Till no view……
I don’t want to be your hostage…
Loving me enough to hurt me…
You don’t love me enough to let me leave…
I don’t want you no more…
You just make it seem like it’s me…
Calling me 200 times in one day…
You know I’m right around the way…
You can litterally walk out your house…
Walk two blocks down…
To see me…
You can be out all night not calling…
If I did that…
You’d be boiling…
hot!
Yet you forgot…
You like to turn your no goods into…
Me being un-trustworthy…
One thing I want to say is…
Why do you stay with me?
No answer…
Well!
I’ll leave!
Behind me you grab…
You came running…
Texted!
1000 sorrys per text…
500 hundred mean things said…
300 I’m going to kill my selves…
100 well fuck you thens…
Me!
Absolutely no replies…
I took my cell phone….
Broken it up five time…
Then I sayed good by…
Why do you want me?
At home telling everyone….
Some lies……..
Reality Is The New Negativity Vol.1 
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