Two Puppies Left… In The Kennel Of Passion

“Warning…

“Small explicit language”…

“I’m just saying”…

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It’s midnight… I’m on the next metro to Baltimore County. I was a teenage grown man then. Weekend’s past 10 o’clock. I would always take the train two my second home inside her.

Do you remember the things we’ve did as young grass roots? Do you remember the sented candles you would bring home from work? Red or pink ones illuminated the room. The picture of me and you at the skating ring. I didn’t skate… You would boldly insist that I should… I wouldn’t… So I would watch you…

Back when I had cornrow braids. Only around you. I wasn’t so full of rage. We took that photo while on stage. Oh those days…. Reminising…. About the times when you would tell me when your wet.

You would ask me to take my fingers and stick them slowly in and out simotainiously. That sticky wet trap while you layed on your back. You would turn on the sterio and play” Janet jacksons” C.D….

You would say to me in your light voice. “Don’t stop don’t stop”… Puppy love it was. Nights of us over shadowng each other in physical form. Sometimes you would even be steping out of the tub.

Your red towl still on. You would open up the front door hair still wet. To let me into your apartment. I would walk through threshold. You would jump up on me. Wrapping your still wet arms around me.

You would say something like… “I just got out the tub”.

“Smell me”…

“Don’t I smell good!”

Honestly!

I really want to say to you. Wherever you may reside on this planet now.

Thank you!

For teaching a bitter, misunderstood soul what real true love feels like. Not just for those cozy midnights.

We were a couple once hugging and kissing in public…. I hated kissing in public!

You would do it sometimes to mess with me. I know that…

Your insite gave me a clear view that someone really can love a person like me. Truly!

We Were both the victims of a bad past.  Tough up bringing and had to grow up faster than expected.

We fed off of this platform of pain. Coming together as two mentally insaine criminals of love.

Outcasts!

Abnormal!

We loved!

We seperatated on bad terms.  It was best for us to just part ways.

You were the perfect deffinition of real love… Real puppy love.

Thank you!

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To Be One With The One For Me

Simply take me in…

Take it anyway you want to…

I have to be the only one…

Even if I remain a fool….

I’ve been scorched before…

By loves hopeless wars…

A heart beating that was once yours…

Torn in to peaces like a bad poem…

Your something new…

I want to put my faith in you…

High up on the type rope…

In between two sky scrapers…

I want what I feel…

To be true…

Lies don’t survive with pations…

So time of the snail is taken…

Never will I…

I will wait for you to gather the peaces of your mind…

Yielding to all false impressions….

Never running into traffic…

Not like other road crossing men…

Yes!

I said yielding! It’s this yellow sign that informs you to slow down. Watch, wait and look both ways. Holding hands till the perfect time to move ahead. With those same hands. I want you to hold our time in your palms. Till we are together.

See!

I want you in portions. This sweet sweet food for heart. I love the sensation showing you its no faking. When I hear you flicking through channels. On every thought of me seeing you some day.

Look!

I feel you…

I understand….

Please yield first for me…

for us…

At a chance of true romance..

Yes!

I said true romance! A discription giving to the chosen women.

This!

Happy flash of lighting. like the brightest camera bought.. loving, leaving your everyday body functioning uplifted. Secured off by my alluring strength. Strong hit of vodka strait.

Strong!

loving skipping them states to her… You will never go with out the mass of my maximum conviction. All dedicated to you…

listen!

Nope!

You could never cancel this subscription. I’ll have your inner city M.I.A. never to be found. Only to be found with me. No matter how much they look around. We will remain magnetic. Attached to our highest frequency of love for one another.

Yes!

I can!

Make you feel anew everyday of your beautiful life…

With me….

As your one and only….

War For Dummies

Blood pumping through vains. Behind those dark shades. Standing up… Taking over dark days refurbishing. Lighting up the path way with muzzle flashes. Bullet casings fall in love with the rain puddles on the pavement as well as the gutters.

He’s seen enough shells to float noahs ark. Are you ready now to walk in his shoes. He’s taught men how to make knives out of solid bars of soap. Turning on them… Putting the blade in the juggler.

Puncturing soft throats. Sometimes even immortals die. Watching all pressure points exposed for speak easy access. Putting your opponents down by the speed that broken a false god’s crown. With a humble smile.

Releasing a inner sharp razor blade till the concrete is all covered in cherry pie filling. He can teach you behind those dark heartless shades. To be tactically insaine. So if you ever spot this man. let him teach you the way of the aware mortal black shinobi. The wise fool left behind after the war still here……

Never Caught Down Bad

Ghost peppers don’t compare to the heat in the streets.

Shootings!

Bullets crossing like the letter X.

He gotten pinned between two cars taking cover.

Soon!

He got out of his situation quickly.

Returning the fire.

Smartening  up!

Reading the oppositions magazine count.

The pattern of how many copper tops the opposition would throw out.

Pow! 1

Pow! Pow! 2 3

Pow! Pow! Pow! 6

Pow! Pow! Pow! Pow! Pow! Pow!  12

Little planes flew annoyingly. Simultaneously getting realoaded rappidly.

Hearing the bussing of car doors an glass wind shields. He quietly pulled himself up advancing to the opposition.

One man cover fire!

Hailing flames back at him in self defense. The opposition went to reload.

To be shoot down…

Sometimes you just got to do what is the only necessary thing to live. Then vanish like the food you just put out for the kids.

The city where I’m from. If you get caught in a bad situation with no protection.

We call it….

“Yo got caught down bad”!

Im Not Worth A Chance

What’s the matter…

You to busy to make a new friend…

I don’t have no one to talk to when I’ve got the blues.

I just wish you would stay in touch with a guy that doesn’t have much to lose.

A simple touch through the phone when I’m at home.

To make my  stone crumbled heart hole.

I just wanted a friend.

That’s all…

I’m sorry…

The Land Of The Unfree And Profiled

Help me…

I’ve lost my way home…

Walking this lonly road watching all the chaos unfold. When those army tanks came. I told every one of my soldiers to be bold. Stay in your homes away from the skull and crossbones.

Soft tone voices in my head telling me to have no fear. I went to the kitchen. Looking out of the window. I seen fire bright like flares.

A beautiful chaos…

Like putty my hands on a kiosk machine for parole and probation while I get my money taken from these low authority behind desk beast. My people won’t take no more. I understand all there pleas.

All of there needs. All of there tees where soaked in pepper spray and mustard gas. We are all just so tired of the prejudice justice department and being harassed.

I thought this was the land of the free…

I thought we had a freedom of speech…

Why do I still feel like I have shackles on my feet.

I guess this just isn’t the land of the free.

Please stop bothering me…

Us…

Reparations Or I’m Taking

You really don’t need a light to see the dark truth.

The root of all enemies that grow from the seeds of all these rich theives.

Robin hoods that Rob you of your goods.

Health care!

Social security!

Then make our pockets bleed morbitly.

Give us some air to breath!

Some blue sky’s to see!

Instead of broken dreams, row homes and dead bodies.

Compare and contrast…

To No comparison…

We steal to satisfy hunger…

You steal to satisfy greed…

I can tell you a noticeable difference. Your suit and tie are both very expensive. We work hard everyday and can’t even keep food in the kitchen. You drive a nice car with a push start ignition. We got to catch  crouded buses and hacks to get to our destination.

Surprisingly!

We are some how always late! Never making it the same roads were they made our inslaved ancestors walk bare foot and naked…

I’m just stating something factually…

A reminder!

Events of the cruely under noticed…

Feeling so violated…

We need a rape kit…

To all you white collard stick figures…

Racists…

GIVE US WHAT YOU OWE US…..

Reparations…..

Strawberry Fruit Punch

This is me wanting, longing and praying that you never give my kisses away!

Cuddling…

Kissing…

Missing…

The breach…

Percing through…

Capturing…

Me and you…

That ought to be…

Us…

Your blush…

I crush…

No lust…

Gain trust…

For open opportunity…

Affirmative sexual actions…

That you love…

Cristal reefs under clear beach water…

Break under siege…

The beautiful Blackadder…

Your heart will always be…

Surrounded under taken…

By….

Hurricane forces…

On sunny days…

My kisses…

My kisses…

Mentality unexpectedly changed…

I persuaded legs dark like bourbon.

Let’s wrap it up like a turban…

This thing…

You can’t ignore what does sing…

Not here to pull strings…

Fingers on the acoustic guitar…

With each pluck opening sound waves…

Bringing your body closer to mine…

More kisses… More kisses…

I want my face to shine…

Blindfolding eyes…

Evokes evidence that I’ll always be one step behind.

Your behind…

Till we b line to the alter…

“You may kiss the bride!”

Attractions snap!

more kisses….

More kisses…

Lips stay attached…

 

Love Bird Award

Another award for me! Wow! Eat ya fucking heart out Taylor Swift!😂

Naw she cool… even though I don’t listen to her music, but anyway….

This is a new award named “Love Bird”. (So I guess I’m a love bird now…) Well… Giving and award named “Soul Fire”. Was a waist…. (these are her words)… As everyone was in favor of love. So she has discovered a new award that is for love writers….

Ooook! I’m sort of half in half but I’ll roll wit it. My bestie Nikita Arora! Thanks again lil sweet heart. If I ever have a daughter… I want her to be as intelligent and giggley. Just like you Nikita. A truly great spirit! No doubt!

These are the 5 questions I was blindsided by….

 

#1. Thank the person who gave you this award.

I did dat… look…☝

#2. What do you think about love?

I think love is… Well good and genuine love is like the first time you bitten into some chocolate. And had that tingly feeling and it wasn’t a STD.

#3. What’s your favorite movie?

“The Shining” and “Hell Razor”

#4. Who is your present crush?

Well personally I never kiss and Tell. I’m too damn classy for that. 😂 My present crush is a small lady name Oxycodone…..

#5. Share a link and post it on your site..

Girl… Please…. Everybody on hear knows ya!😄👌

My nominated Peeps are…..

The whole cast of the walking dead.

I mean… Have you seen that shit. Great story line and action packed… Am I right!

Seacrest outtttt!  🎤(dropped)

To Orbit Around You Would Be A Honor

Your love is like…

Looking into the sky.

Seeing one star so bright.

You are the wind that whispers telling me to come home when I feel alone.

You are to me….

The attraction of bears to honey.

My honey bee please be my lovely.

Please dip yourself in chocolate sweet reese’s peanut butter.

So I can tie a bow around your waist.

Come to me So I can unwrap you like the priceless gift you are.

Eating at the center of your body to.

You are to me the….

Sweet language you speak different from me.

Uniquely giving my teeth cavities.

To damn Sweet…

The other guys want to be me.

I no jeliousy will soon breed envy.

I’ll fight till death points at me.

Till no man exists, but me.

I know you want no man else.

Your confident!

It shows like shoes with open toes…

It glows like peeking through heavens doors.

My adored cotton candy with a creamy middle.

Just thinking about you turns all my fears of never seeking love smaller till little.

Never will I undermine or belittle.

Lets get lost in each other.

Lets stay together like row homes.

Your love to me  is….

So nurturing like a mother breast feeding Her baby.

I feed off your love to keep me…

Balanced…

Perfectly like wedding cake with the man and women on the top.

Your love is more than irreplaceable.

It’s the only and best go to drug of choice.

Your love is….

Us…..

The only choice I want!