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Zoo season cutthroat Inhaled smoke No inhalers… Hailstorms of stampeding Crack capsules Snap backs Cocking back… Boom!!! Listens to squad cars Zoom… Paramedics Late as usual…

Fi! Fi! Fi! More shots as usual… Spin the conner Bending Again silencing witnesses… Apprentices of death Metro token Holes in the side’s Of cars doors… Don’t panic!

The plannings Of unparenting Plan’s to have No childhoods… Wild hood’s! “Billy the Kid” Would be scared! Just don’t fear If fear smells They can tell… Even police Will rob you!

Beat you up! Take you to Jail Frail If you live to Tell! There’s no telling To enyone that will Hear tears of hustler… Turn killer… Contracts signed Since we came off Slave ship’s… Beloved Devine Divided My ancestors spirits!

Nothing’s changed But the solstices… Dirty underwear to small to change… Your… Mind… That was never there Scared of starving till the… Devil’s chair… Sat down on Saturn’s… To us it’s harmless… The calm mist harnessed a Electric disaster…

God bless the safest automatic firearms…

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My, your, you and I…. Need to just let it out!

In silence…

shhhh…

Till silent…

 

The time is…

The right time for…

Knowledge!

I forgotten…

I no nothing…

The back of my…

Eyelids…

I want to…

Feel a…

Needed goodnight kiss…

 

I stepped into…

Charismatic  chambers…

The…

Ways under…

Those…

 

Uncrossed legs…

cross our…

Titles…

With air…

 

Times I…

Want to…

Make a new discovery…

A wild fetish…

Capping off the…

Possessions…

Done brewing…

Shaken..

Open…

Shooting fizz…

Out of the bottle…

 

Let it all out!

At the perfect timing!

 

Right!

Spit out…

The…

Give me…

 

Swollowing…

Out of the chimney..

The…

I…

In I need it…

 

Seasoning!

With greetings…

Let go!

 

Splitting lips…

Like chatter…

For whoever…

My ever…

Will be…

 

The dashing type!

Lasting in!

My dashing in…

 

Toward a…

Likewise…

Dirty mind…

I’m…

 

Currently ashamed…

That I don’t care…

About being heard…

Out loud…

 

Be there…

Beware of my…

Playpen…

 

Stare at me…

When your thinking…

 

While I’m in the chair…

Its not rude…

To stare…

At me…

 

Be bad for me…

Be mad at me…

Wipe off the smile…

You’ll open wide…

 

Curves a crescent…

High…

 

Be what you……….

Well?

How you………..

Well?

what you will feel…

Inside…

 

I’ll fall inside!

Well?

I’ll get inside like…

A sleeping bag…

 

No!?

That’s not it……….

 

I’ll be beneath a…

Soft  white lilly…

I swear clearly…

 

I’ll be there to heal your craven!

 

Don’t hide…

I ask you…

 

Away from the nasty…

You have developed…

In your…

Mind…

Way before nevermind…

 

You might want to…

 

I’ll take full advantage…

Of your pulsating…

  Loves and likes…

The attitude…

Brooms the…

Gel falls of orgasmic…

To go…………..

He Who Balances Fire

Intrigued!

 

Closer to the spell of…

Well…

Of…

What I thought was on me!

 

I refused!

The more I did…

I grew closely…

Immune…

To you…

 

You’ve never!

Even…

Left a spell on me…

You didn’t have to….

 

Attraction!

Can be a…

Deadly lawless apitite.

That is unpredictably…

Unprejudiced…

To all…

 

Plus!

Your…

Horrorifying…

To feel…

Without…

 

I don’t run from nothing!

 

At all!

 

Something odd!

To those…

Will always be…

Charished by him…

Him as in me…

Me as my strengths……..

Devoured Compass

As I sit here.

 

Burning incense

Hoping.

 

I don’t burn

This place down.

 

Burn statistics.

 

No notice.

 

I noticed I was

Burning inside.

 

My burning desire

To finish off what

I started.

 

No Not that…

 

He that has burned ashs.

 

I’m the reincarnation

Of not who I was

In the pastence.

 

Blasting!

Crashing!

 

Coarse faces!

 

Into a blazing

Mistaken glory!

 

Made a Mess!

 

Burning some

Of the rest

Of .

 

The demons.

 

I possess

A ominous

Posts

Of office.

 

Offing some on

Switches.

 

Bulbs blown

Burned out.

 

I am the sin

You always

Dream about.

 

How delicious

I am to saints…….

 

Power Washed

Who are you?

When your asleep?

Who do you want to be?

When you’ve awaken?

 

Watching over my…

Paper mache angels…

Till they run..

Soaked by h20…

Falling apart…

 

To my knowledge I…

Want the love…

 

To my heart…

It hurts…

So much…

 

To my eyes…

I’ve seen to much…

 

Ears on alert…

Shouting drunken panasonic…

 

Slight pain like…

A crawfish pinch…

 

Tell me I’m worth…

More than everything…

 

I’ll just doubt it…

Deny it…

Then move on…

 

Song birds sing…

Those same songs…

 

Can’t you see I’m hurting…

Can’t you see I’m hurting…

 

Even my tears have deserted…

Me…

 

I live for peace…

Even when…

There are no pieces…

Even left…

Of me…

 

Touch me…

Your hands will soak in gasoline…

You’ll only ignite it…

Saying you love me…

 

You tell me you love me…

I leave no discription…

You won’t see nothing…

Not me…

 

As sure as you were born…

You’ll never understand my pain…

Old Maverick

No

I spyglass

 

Rations

run low

 

It snows after

 

Basic

becomes

a privilege

 

No longer

your time

 

No matter what

tragedy comes

 

It’s ok to be

afraid

 

To

be petrified

 

If you decide

to be like

the cube

you can’t move

around

In

 

That small room

 

Trapped

 

Doing the

samethings

others

Do

 

Strip your self

 

Everyones words

shouldn’t always

be

understood

 

Expressions

of mind

shouldn’t

Even

lay

 

Next to perfect

 

Your

more then

perfect

 

When you

decline

 

Perfection

 

Burn

the

paper

That pen

 

Then tomorrow

write again

 

Love yourself

more

for

the fuck up

you think you are

The Dime

She abducted me…

From my path…

A time ago…

 

Something thick…

Like egg rolls…

I got to know her

 

I told her…

 

“If you were mine…”

 

Appearing as her spine…

I had her…

I held her…

Up…

 

Through a car crash…

No whiplash…

 

I presented to her….

Romance…

 

Ain’t no roses…

Or a floor of…

Rose petals…

No no no…

 

She wasn’t that type of lady…

 

“At all…”

 

See…

Roses are beautifully…

Red…

 

They die…

Never lasting forever…

 

Something thats short lived…

Death symbols into a….

Dead end relationship

Some wasted money…

Tested…

 

 

We’ve had arguments…

Some senseless fights….

 

 

“After that…”

 

 

An invatation through…

White doors that moved…

Open aromatherapy…

Of white sage…

 

“Purification of all…”

 

Negitivity dwindled…

Till…

Positivity levels…

Go back up…

 

 

We had gotten tied…

Together…

Like shoe strings…

 

 

Two brains…

Behaving…

Just for the next…

 

Signatures…

Signed in maybe print…

Printing out…

His and hers…

Blood contracts…

 

 

“We couldn’t stand each other…”

 

In some hours…

Days…

Even monthes…

 

“We love each other so much…”

 

 

We coped..

We prayed…

 

 

I’d say things like…

 

“Got damn you crazy!”

 

She would verbally retaliate…

Back at me…

Something you would say…

Like…

 

“Then you can suck your own dick tonight!”

 

Then we’d die laughing…

About our disagreements…

The next day…

Reenacting our funniest…

Statements…

 

 

Thats what’s I call true love…

I do…

Love…

I know…

Romantic is pepper…

 

Then salt is…

 

“I need to get the hell out of this house!”

 

Or its going to be…

World war three up in here…

 

 

(me)

“By the way…”

“Baby!”

“Do you need anything from the store?”

 

Real love to me is…

Loving to hate…

Then Hating to love each other…

 

Damn it!

 

There is nothing…

That would tear us down…

Or tear us apart

 

Sometimes…

I just hated your fucking guts…

Yet..

True love…

Was us…

 

 

I’m From L. N. G.

“BOULEVARD GO HARD!!”

 

 

Riding pass…

Yelling out of there cars…

 

 

This will be…

Thee last time I’m…

Doing this role call…

 

 

Edgewood!

Midway!

Springdale!

Norfolk!

 

 

They all know who I is…

They all no…

The bizz…

Noooo jokes…

 

 

West forest park!

Fairview!

Grantly!

Garrison!

 

 

Back then…

I was terrible…

 

I was known to…

I played pool…

Alot…

Hit me up on my cellular…

For eight balls…

In the corner of your pockets…

For those corners…

 

 

I was the best…

Every sales fell in line..

For there orders…

 So embarrassing…

 

 

Liberty heights!

Chattam and Carsdale!

Denison!

North Hilton!

 

 

Scrambled boy…

In double O’s…

Ready rock city…

Where fiends…

Panhandled…

Up at the gas stations…

 

 

Callaway!

Arydale!

Wood Haven!

Bonner Road!

 

Night walkers scheme…

Strong arm robbery…

Breaking…

Entering…

 

 

Children…

With automatics…

No safty…

 

 

“Go mode!”

Carlisle Avenue!

Bateman Avenue!

Alton Road!

Piedmont Ave!

Damn brats…

Lord knows…

I love them all…

Girls and boys…

Don’t play with toys……

At the age of 14…

They are into the streets beefs…

Older men…

If you young men…

can live past there 20’s… 

You’ll be on that…

Original gangsta…

Raffled…

 

Gwynn Falls!

Ellamont Street!

Clifton Avenue!

Wallbrook!

 

 

You can get murdered…

For a small fee…

For selling somewhere…

You should not be…

A skimpy bag of grocerys…

 

 

O…

Possibly…

Get your your pockets… emptied…

You’ve been taken…

 

Powhatan!

Hanlon Park!

Allendale!

Chelse Terrace!

 

 

Looking at somebody…

For more then…

The 5 second rule…

Bullets will certainly…

Fly in your direction…

The furnace…

 

 

Fairfax!

Oakfield!

Kathland!

Granada Ave!

 

 

Rest in peace…

To all of my soldiers…

Who won’t be…

Comming back…

 

 

 

Main Ave!

Berwyn ave!

Egerton Rd!

Dorchester!

 

 

Mega hard white…

Brown sugar or that tan…

Broken down…

Into the corners…

Alleyways…

Testers given…

The early morning applause…

 

 

Berrington Rd!

Sequoia Ave!

Belle ave!

Borman!

 

 

Kidnapped…

Tormented…

Tortured…

Ransomed off…

Over white squares of…

Numbing soft…

 

Where…

Those young bucks…

Steal bikes…

Throwing rocks…

At mormons…

 

Off porches…

 

 

West Cold Spring!

Oakford Ave!

Ridgewood!

Fern hills!

 

 

Shoot outs…

Bad deals…

Bad pills…

High heels…

That wave hello…

 

 

Broad day…

Police…

The Dt’s…

Shaking up pepper spray…

 

 

Ex pills…

Percocet prescriptions…

Xanax bars…

Unpaid bills…

 

Penhurst Ave!

Eldorado Ave!

Belvieu!

West belvedere!

 

Don’t trust no one here…

Most girls around…

Are everybody’s girlfriend…

 

 

Bad…

Hearts…

Vicious Fights…

Plegue break…

Out…

Between boys…

Men…

When they find out…

Who she’s been sleeping…

With…

 

 

Intercourse…

With both…

No remorse…

She just smurks…

 

Face..

To whoever lost that fight…

He’s comming right back…

 

Wild wild west shit…

 

Rite back there…

 

 

Groveland!

Dolefield!

Elderon!

Wabash!

White oak!

Crestfield!

Yosemite!

Copley Rd!

 

Love does not exist…

At all…

 

Traffic stops unlawful…

Hand cuffs to tight…

Wrist bleeding…

Leaving permanent scars…

 

Rats can’t come back…

Thee..

Tattle tails get brutalized…

 

Wolcott Ave!

Westchester!

Miami Place!

Fordney Lane!

 

 

Hot…

 

 

Abusive relationships…

Left both…

Men..

Women..

Dead…

 

 

Long ride downtown…

Homicide building…

You better run…

Board a plane…

Something…

 

 

Grown men…

 

Well..

We had more heart then them…

As children…

 

 

Bullets flying like…

“Jiu jitsu” kicks…

 

 

Little girls..

So sassy…

With there little hands…

On there hips…

 

 

Young boys…

8 years old…

Carrying condoms…

 

 

On the corners…

Loose cigarettes…

Marijuana out on the strip…

 

“A yo”

“Holla at shorrty!”

“He got that diesel out yalll!”

 

“Big dimes!”

“Big dimes!”

 

Ain’t no picnicking…

Ain’t no romancing…

No slow dancing…

 

 

First dates mean…

Motel recipt…

Credit or cash…

 

Bring your home girl to….

 

 

 

Library’s…

No books read…

The kids take advantage…

Are only there…

Of the free WiFi …

 

 

Facebook-en-off…

Perverted…

Instagram picks…

Ass…

Tits…

 

Narcotics detectives can…

Hit the block so quick…

You’d have to…

 

“Holllldddd What you got!”

Or swollow those those things…

If they catch you…

They’ll beat you bloody…

Yelling out…

Saying things like….

 

“Open your fucking mouth!”

“Raise up your fucking tungue!”

“You little bitch!”

 

 

About…

Let’s see…

50 Dirt bikes flying through the streets…

 

 

Tinted windows…

On vehicles…

Car…

Caravans…

 

Creeping slowly down the one way street…

 

 

Deviously…

 

 

Go Grab your heat…

Out of the stash…

Or lay…

On your ass…

 

 

Pistols…

Russian assult rifles…

Pokers out…

Swung from tall grass…

Vaccent houses…

 

 

223’s…

Hollow points…

Teflon chest protecting…

Now Its war…

 

 

Midnight Half gallons…

“Jack Daniels…”

Warm whiskey…

On cold mysteries…

You feel pissy…

 

 

All night party…

On the block…

Clocked in…

trap hours…

 

 “What hood you from!?”

“Throw your sets up higher!”

No shook replies……..

 

“I’M FROM L.N.G!”

 

 

 

shallots

“Layers till you get to the good part…”

 

 

Mr shoot em up…

Mr Minor cuts…

Mr I don’t give a fuck…

 

Never the less…

He’s back for a sec…

Know fights or knockles cracked…

 

I’m just trying to get…

All the years I lost back…

Black on black boxed animal’s…

 

like danimals…

This cookie never crumbles…

When milk is chasing…

 

This one multiple…

Is a numb skulls teacher…

Can I reach ya…

 

From my lifes bleachers…

Faculty looking at my…

Factual, facial features…

 

“He’s no teacher!”

“he’s never been to collage!”

“He’s not a road scholar!”

 

I’m a boat flying…

I’m in the sky climbing…

Perfect timing…

 

On the grind now…

Realizing now…

That I will kill the stitistics…

 

Move forward…

Snatching power out of knowledge…

To power the minds of…

 

people in my dirty shoes…

I’m just like you…

let’s make major moves…

 

 

 

 

 

Heavy

Weight on me!

Like…

Holds me…

You use to be…

Well…

Your a use to be…

Sleep nights with…

Night lights on…

You were right…

I was insane…

For doing…

What I use to do…

Forgotten…

I could never…

I hear you talking to me…

From my moments of psychosis…

Moment’s…

Doesn’t matter…

I’m the only person…

Who believes…

You still exist…

To watch over me…

Discarding of…

My finger prints…

Just like we use to…

Something I was use to…

To comfortable…

Never thought I’d….

The past…

Is the past…

The past is the past!

You know what!

Fuck it!

Pass me the Mac. 10 !!