(No matter what)
I come first before others!
No one’s feelings matter but my own!
I’m not going to communicate back at all!
I want that person to always think there in the wrong!
I want you to hear my voice only when I’m making you feel dumb!
I hate you only because I’m not you and as strong as you are!
I hate you because I hate myself!
I’ll never tell you that though…
I’d rather give you the run around!
Then to show you love!
I’ll never tell you that!
I’ll just silently make you look and feel bad…
Because I’m selfish!!!😈👉💔
Awhhhhh Shit Chris!! You done started some shit hear! So the fuck what….
What do I have to lose when I’m already a two time loser… Naw… I just think alot of people now or days need to listen more then they talk before they put a good man or women down…
Now you managed to make someone that is already mentally at there low… The thing is that… This type of person needs more love then most.
Cuz this or that person never really communicates much of calls… Now maybe if you werent so selfish! You would pick up the phone and communicate with him or her. Text or calling…
You never no what that other person is suffering from. Even though they conceal there problems and you dont. Just because this person is not a big talker. Doesn’t mean they are not dieing inside and as strong as you think on the inside.
Now let’s just use me for an example….
I’m not ashamed to say I have a multitude of mental health issues. Bottom line is I’m sick. But some people hear it but never take it in consideration. They just don’t under stand you or why you do what you do. They don’t even look at you as ill…
Now… I only talk to a hand full or people. I feel like only one of those people really understand me. I don’t believe in friendship but this one person would be the true definition of a friend even though we don’t communicate much. We both have a life and responsibilities.
But when I talk to this person. I just feel the strongest connection that I’ve ever felt between enyone. I have alot of love for this person. But when I don’t call it’s not that I’m not thinking of the person. It’s just that I could be in the worst position mentally or even physically.
I’ve never ever been a selfish person. Every body that knows me completely. They no that all I do is give and respect those who respect me. I’ve looked out for whole neighborhoods…
I got brothers and sisters that I only talk two once or twice a year.. They know I love them and they know I’ll die for them. They all respect me for that. They know I mean well. They no I’m more phisical then mental. All these people I mentioned. They have my best intrest. They understand me… They simply listen more then they talk.