shallots

“Layers till you get to the good part…”

 

 

Mr shoot em up…

Mr Minor cuts…

Mr I don’t give a fuck…

 

Never the less…

He’s back for a sec…

Know fights or knockles cracked…

 

I’m just trying to get…

All the years I lost back…

Black on black boxed animal’s…

 

like danimals…

This cookie never crumbles…

When milk is chasing…

 

This one multiple…

Is a numb skulls teacher…

Can I reach ya…

 

From my lifes bleachers…

Faculty looking at my…

Factual, facial features…

 

“He’s no teacher!”

“he’s never been to collage!”

“He’s not a road scholar!”

 

I’m a boat flying…

I’m in the sky climbing…

Perfect timing…

 

On the grind now…

Realizing now…

That I will kill the stitistics…

 

Move forward…

Snatching power out of knowledge…

To power the minds of…

 

people in my dirty shoes…

I’m just like you…

let’s make major moves…

 

 

 

 

 

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Heavy

Weight on me!

Like…

Holds me…

You use to be…

Well…

Your a use to be…

Sleep nights with…

Night lights on…

You were right…

I was insane…

For doing…

What I use to do…

Forgotten…

I could never…

I hear you talking to me…

From my moments of psychosis…

Moment’s…

Doesn’t matter…

I’m the only person…

Who believes…

You still exist…

To watch over me…

Discarding of…

My finger prints…

Just like we use to…

Something I was use to…

To comfortable…

Never thought I’d….

The past…

Is the past…

The past is the past!

You know what!

Fuck it!

Pass me the Mac. 10 !!

Get Ya Isha

My issues are not an excuse

To all who think so

Fuck you

Sorry that

I can’t think like you

Mind blown by

Seeing blow by blow

Horror shows

Never a dare to see

This isn’t an equation

You can just solve

Me

This is pure glass

Spit

Slipped

Shattering before I talk

If you think I’m there

I’m else where

Mentally

In another dimension

Trying to find my way out

Of my breakfast

At dinner

When you talk

When they talk

When yall talk

It’s not my fault

I might not have been

Paying attention

Mouths and eyes

They will never understand us

The U.S. Zoo

“Artwork done by me.”

 

 

 

Mistreated!

How can you!

Even call yourself!

A God fearing!

Dropping kids!

In!

Private prisons!

 

Killing fields!

 Domestic terrorism!

The people in power!

Ignore symptoms!

Throwing focus off!

Those beautiful!

 Hard working!

Human beings!

 

Crossing over!

The border!

 

They have no say so

Over there

Own kids crying!

 

Dieing!!

DIEING!!!!!!!!

DIEING!!!!!!!!

 

Having!

No say so!

From hundreds!

Of miles!

Away from!

 

 

I want to cry!

Sometimes!

If it were all the time!

 

 

I want to!

Seriously!

Adopt!

Every last child!

Torn apart!

From there families!

Bring those families!

Up higher!

Reunite them one by one!

With!

There!

Mom’s and dads!

If I could rob!

The government!

For a billion dollars!

They would  all!

Have free housing!

Health care!

From the harsh!

Brutality!

Violence!

Turn my self in!

To authorities!

Just to give them all!

A better running starting!

For the chance to smile!

 

 

No more badges!

Or round ups!

Like wild animals!

Torn apart from!

labeling!

Crying for freedom!

Seeking asylum!

For every childs!

Grand future!

 

 

 

Envisioning!

Violence!

When they dream!

Problems!!

They see!

 

 

These are not!

Sick dogs!

Or!

“Look at the flowers!”

Till blood falls! 

 

 

They will never be!

 

Treated!

 Unfairly! 

Inhuman element!

By sick disturbing!

Badges!

Handed over from!

Racist!

Politicians!

 

“Let those kids speak!”

Stop covering!

There mouths!

If you notice!

There Families never!

Get the chance!

To be heard!

By a reporter!

Riddle me that!

God!

I hate being a American!

 

POVERTY!

WAR!

THE STRUGGLING!

THEY ONLY SHOW!

THE ATTRACTION FOR TORRISTS!

FUCK FACTS!

FUCK STATISTICS!

YOU WELL NEVER FEEL OUR STRUGGLES!

TILL YOU COME HOME WITH US!

VISIT……….

💯💯💯💯✊✊✊✊

 

 

Rocka-bye bye-baby

I make words like…

Go get whoever…

Click together…

 

I’m passionate about my…

Name…

 

It can’t be broken…

As I made my way…

Down grey boulevards…

Bullets slim mankind fast…

Into bulimia…

 

Studios set for death…

Giving a reference to…

Embalming fluid…

 

You can do it…

We shall overcome stupidity…

Murder by pain addiction…

 

Picture this…

You cant…

 

Before Im killed…

I’ll  already be dead…

Gone…

 

Calcium will feed the ground…

Politically wrong…

Pestilence in a smile…

Petroleum heats the sounds…

Of more broken home…

 

Broken in homes…

Give me food or die…

 

Crunch time died…

Drugs dried…

Held hostage by…

Border patrol…

Ports of entry…

Let my people go…

 

A new hustle is born…

Majority of our…

Only ways…

Of meeting ends to ends….

 

Court rooms backed up…

Public housing courts…

Backed up…

Officers saying…

 

“We need back up!”

 

I chuckle up a knee slapper…

Fuck em…

 

Prisons…

Cells…

Sell…

3 men per cell…

How come…

Set sail…

All abort…

No more reproducing…

Sold off…

Sold out…

Hearts apart…

Splitting up…

Our families…

 

“The declaration of independents…”

Clensing My Self From Satan! Sorry… I Ment Liers!

Earths my Birth certificate. Left In the garbage. Who am I? Who cares? I’m perceived as awkward.

Just give me some shears. I’ll bump glass like cheers. Pruning your petunias. Your ending to a future.

Proven alpha! She told me I’m a good woman’s worst nightmare.

I said…

“Ya…”

“Maybe…”

“Do I care?”

“I dont know?”

“Maybe…”

 

I asked her…

“Do you care about me?”

 

She replied 30 seconds later

Saying….

“I don’t know?”

“Maybe?”

 

I laughed!

“Hahahaha!”

 

So maybe I’m just everyones maybe…

Got it!👌

Understood!👌

 

I don’t trust things that lay. If I can not see you stand up. We are not the same. Continue your lay down.

Riddle me fucked up!

Slithering snitches!

Shiver me timberlands!

Two boots!

Denim jeans!

Troops that go when I say so!

 

I will never be a maybe! Never to them! Bread to be the best to them. So I bread them in order to breed the next of them.

Those who fear none!

Not even the less of them!

There all next of ken!

 

Living to be one who respects all! To respect the rest of them. I only put my trust in the next up.

Why?

Real guidence is a requirement. This curriculum is what they need more. Lies are what they need less. True love is never a maybe or ever a wanna be.

We live by loyalty. Loyalty needs to be taught more. Truth that cant ever be forgeries. Designer hearts don’t live in the fabrics that rip or tear so easily.

All we need is us in this tampered, tainted world.

If you want it!

Then take it!

If you love it!

Then praise it!

This isn’t just my imagination!

I ain’t know damn temptation!

Forgiveness…

Vaccent….

I vacuum lies up one corner at a time till times up….

Till time is up!

 

One by one all at a time.

Choking them out of existing.

Always going to be a fugitive.

For always speaking real shit.

Keep me in the dark.

I hate seeing bullshit.

Separates me from there lives.

My apartment is the baby bottle.

Your just breast fed from a brain dead body.

Deer urine sewn into you suckers.

Step up!

Lieing fuckers!

Lay down………….

Chloroform

I say things like…

Counter clockwise…

I look into the dirty glass…

Showdown with death loving…

Desperados………….

 

Owns the beautiful dead…

Back when I had dreads…

I was a dreadful…

Maximizing the conquerors haki…

haiku in a criminals movements…

 

Permitted to….

Use and abuse permanently…

Hand held sturgeon…

 

I got my masters degree…

Walked across the stage…

Excepted my diploma…

A certificate of a authenticated…

Negro university major…

The only ones who passes…

All the classes….

Has to lived pass sixteen….

 

Plus one in the chamber…

Posted tall on corners like…

“Wilt Chamberlain!”

 

He was trying to get in the door way…

Before they started shooting

“Yo!”

“Move it!”

Bow! bow! bow!

He lost it…

 

Knocked off his feet…

So he lost his seat in life…

Dead game loser…

 

A felonies best friend…

Now in a hell we’ve always knew…

 

No existence…

No more exists…

Only the Funiral…

Of…

My little cousin…

Code name

“Little Turtle”

“Or  LT for short”

No one were I’m from has a…

First name that the government gave…

Fuck all that shit though

 

“LONG LIVE LT”

From the forty…

“Your will never be forgotten”

 

“R.I.P Lil Turtle you were my Cousin but more like a nephew to me”

2001-2019

 

Round Table

“Have you ever made love to a real gangsta?”

 

Tough… Rugged… Ridget… Mastermind… To… Pillows… Hello… Drool… Slurp… Loud tapping… Waking neighbors… Up… If you have eny…

 

Some “males” say that… One place is imaginary… They didn’t even try… Maybe they can’t reach… That high… To please the… Fine wine… Back into… Gushing water…

 

 

At that ass like… Sweat pants… Sweat glands… Smokey… Misty… Intoxicating to the arousal… The  occasional… You never had…

 

 

Face down… Taken safely down… Nail bitting… After the first free trial… Looking back at… The pure uncut… Cocain like… Strengthening…

 

 

Screams that sqeek beds… don’t stop was said… Those twenty stars… Looks like it’s hurting… Yet… You enjoy it…

 

 

Hard like… Cheap vodka… Robbed the sheets… Right after… From the floor… To the couch… Maybe… Making it… To the bed…

 

Strangling the night… Will sober the day time…  We even act like primates… Can’t knock it… Till you try some… Sit on it… Sip something…

 

 

Substance is… Really X rated… Belongings… Longing for some experience… Long… Some… Or a tall valley…. Nappa…

 

 

Staff of Moses… Planted the flag… Left the cigar smoking… Sore throat… Sour cream texture… Hangs on the walls… Pounding… Pronounced…  Clap! Clap! Clap!

 

Dat… Dat… Dat… Is good… Stuttering… Earth quakes… Oxycodone… Numb relaxed… Submerging In to… The crease… Sleeps obedient…

Slap!

Slap!

Slap!

 

 

You ain’t even ready… For what you really want… When you get it… You will love it… Finding out what… You never wanted… Is exactly what… You really needed…

To make love to a real “400!”

Gangsta babe!

 

 

 

I’ve Been Canceled

Only in fall… I can pick up… Pluck off my… Lucky times… Sometimes… Well… All the time

I want to be… Close to you… Never far hoping you’d… Come home to me… I’m a fool…

To fall in love… With the fall… Water falls… Over loss… I fall on my… Loved called… On my…

Well this is an example… Of my next… Painful down fall… I need you… More than you need me…

If that means I’m needy… Just tell me to leave… Turn me in to a leaf… Then blow me away…

Like a wish… I need your bright touch… That captured hair blowing around… In the wind

Inside! Outside! Right side! Left side… You can kiss me… I’ll melt like hot butter… Please don’t!

I need not a… Missed kiss if possible… If I fall for you! I need you to kill me! Immediately!

Cringed! From even spelling break up! Pessimistic is my fault! Makes me fall back… For no fall…

Away… From falling off a cliff… The future you walking away… I think… Is in that cracked…

Crystal clear ball… The password is… Wanting to make up … Already… Loved stopped crying…

Your messing up your make up… I can’t be with you… Or even away from…

The lost me… If I lost you… I’d feel like… A unhonorable… Japanese Samurai…

Taking the traditional… Katana sword slice… Of the belly… Don’t reach for me…

I can’t breath…  This anxious moment… Crying, suffering over…  Nothing…

I’m suffering! From the break up! That hasn’t even taken place…

Pessimistic Paz dispenser… Ya… I’m dying now… Trying to prevent the fall..